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Breakfast At Tiffany’s (1961) dir. Blake Edwards

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A little throwback won't hurt

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Giving up...?

I have reached to the point that I'm giving up with myself. Graduated since 2017, and I still haven't secure any decent job. Well, I did. But I ran from it bcs the environment is too toxic, or maybe because I'm a quitter..

Being a desperate job seeker, I grab any opportunities I come across to. But often the opportunities I get are a complete different industries from what I've been doing. Most of them are marketing and sales position. I'm not creative in marketing..or so what I think of myself.

I just had an interview for marketing position just now. The interviewer raise his concern repeatedly how I was more into journalism, and not marketing. He concerns if I can actually do marketing, said he need someone full with crazy ideas. Hell, being an introvert like me, there's no freaking way I can be that crazy. I was never creative in business. I was never had any interest in it. A bookworm is what I am.

I don't have any ambition. I'm not ambitious. I don't know what shall I do in my life. I'm desperate and clueless..

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Sophie Kinsella (My not-so-perfect life):

So I'm embarrassed now. Really embarrassed. Of course I am. But you know something? I'm owning my embarrassment. I'm not hiding or playing games. Here I am. Embarrassed.

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Escape door

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It's another humdrum day for me. Went to work but got nothing to do. I mean, I've finished doing all the files and all 🤷🏻‍♀️ Now, this one is a bit random but tell me how to stop myself from buying foods that I can't afford? I spend too much on my food expenses. It's only 10th of the month and I'm broke already. Literally broke.

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So it happens that I tried to talk to someone I used to like (I think I still like him. Oh god I even confess my feelings to him back then! 🤦🏻‍♀️)

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I just found an amazing comic "Stay With The CEO" from WebComics! I promise you will like this comics. Come on and find comics you like in WebComics. Online reading: http://h5.webcomicsapp.com/api/shareWeb/bookShare/5a604a115bf9ca3b607e8c0b/dc0e93b5c31a1227/f76c340b16c4bda9faefb632

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i feel left out but i dont know what i feel left out from 

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Safe haven

I don't remember the last time I post something personal here, but here I am. Can't post anything too personal on my twitter, Instagram or even Facebook. Too public I guess(?). Perhaps I find it too public bcs there's a lot of friends (well, technically, all of us happened to know each other, but friends? Nope. I don't think so). Meanwhile here, it's my personal space. Everyone is a stranger. It's my safe haven.

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I just found an amazing comic "Cereus" from WebComics! I promise you will like this comics. Come on and find comics you like in WebComics. Online reading: http://h5.webcomicsapp.com/api/shareWeb/bookShare/5badf075d5626e6a3a748e41/dc0e93b5c31a1227/f76c340b16c4bda9faefb632

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Accurate af

me

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Spring Fever II   by Carlos ARL

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Daisy Jo misses you.