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YELLOWJACKETS SEASON 4 RENEWAL EVERYBODY STAY CALM

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Can we just acknowledge that Lottie is the only person we ever see Nat accept comfort from? Throughout the series, in both timelines, Nat suffers alone and in silence. Travis reaches out to touch her after both Javi and Coach Ben’s deaths, but she walks past him in both instances. When she finds Travis’ body, Misty attempts to comfort her but Nat pushes her away. Whenever Nat breaks down, she turns inward, shutting others out instead of seeking connection. Nowhere is this more evident than in the final moments of 3x09, when she begins to sob and everyone around her vanishes, leaving her utterly alone. It’s a visual metaphor for the profound isolation that defines how Nat experiences pain.

Given the nature of Nat’s home environment, I don’t think she ever learned how to accept tenderness and physical intimacy beyond sex. It’s foreign to her. And, on a deeper level, I think she doesn’t believe she deserves this kind of intimacy and unconditional care.

But, in this moment with Lottie, she finally allows herself to be held. For what might be the first time in her life, she feels safe enough to surrender, to lean into someone else’s care without flinching. She even feels safe enough to regress to a younger version of herself, a form of healing her inner child as she lays her head on Lottie’s lap. We see Nat engage in simple hello or goodbye hugs (or moments of sexual intimacy) with other characters, but Lottie is truly the only character Nat physically embraces in this unguarded, emotionally vulnerable way.

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genuinely i didn't feel a thing and i feel like that's possibly cause for more concern

Very much so yes goodness me

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one day like 2 years ago i drank 3 monster energy drinks in the span of 30 minutes and i think it might be the reason i am who i am today

Ykw that would make a lot of sense

HOW IS YOUR HEART STILL BEATING?

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crackin a cold one (soda) with my mighty muscles (one hand) is the most incredible feeling ever

YOU GET IT

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Damn, i wish i was more masculine *opens can with one hand*

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I KNOW THAT REFERENCE!!!!

Melissa: Well... when I'm with a person I like, it's hard for me to say anything cool, or, or witty. Or at all. I-I can usually make a few vowel sounds, and then I have to go away.

Mari: It's not that bad.

Melissa: No, i-it is. I think people are more interested in a girl who can talk.

Mari: You really haven't been dating lately.

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MEOOOOOW MEEEOOWWWWWW (reblog if you agree)

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my chromosomes are XO gossip girl

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call me coach ben the way owowowow misty my leg hurts

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Cant stop thinking about when Jackie did Misty’s makeup n just kept calling her beautiful for the way she was n that she deserved to be loved by somebody that truly cared for her n omg)))): literally all Misty wanted was for somebody to prove her insecurities wrong n Jackie did just that, she wasn’t lying to her or anything she was telling the god honest truth because Jackie really did care so much for Misty n never wanted her to feel left out)))):

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love how our asks have devolved into just us goofin back and forth

frfr im having so much fun

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would you rather fight a t-rex sized hamster or a hamster sized shauna?

let's take a gander at the pros and cons here...

t-rex sized hamster pros: tameable, no need for a car when i can ride a giant hamster

hamster sized shauna pros: little big brown eyes, she'll eat anything,

t-rex sized hamster cons: massive craps, probably gonna try to eat me

hamster sized shauna cons: angry squeaking all day, probably gonna try to eat me, might chase me into a pit

my conclusion is... i'd probably be in more danger around a hamster sized shauna than a t-rex sized hamster, thus i choose the t-rex sized hamster

wonderful question thank you for coming to my ted talk

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would you rather lose half your toes or both middle fingers?

half my toes no question.

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S1E8 live reactions! - Jackie and Nat should kiss

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van would say mother trucker that hurt like a butt cheek on a stick

oh 100%, Van gets hit in the face with a ball and mother trucker dude that hurt like a butt cheek on a stick