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Do you ever remember what it was like in our glory days?

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I started dating a girl for the first time in March 11 ten years ago. I loved her. I’ll always have love in my heart for her.

I got my heart broken on March 11 nine years ago. I won’t give any details because it’s in the past. Finding things out on your anniversary is weird.

I will always hold love for this person and I think I’ll always hold a little bit of pain there too. But I carry pieces of everyone I’ve ever loved with me. I carry so many pieces of her, of us, and of the time we shared. I see it all the time. I treasure it. I am who I am because of it. I am who I am because of our relationship, the deep pain I felt, and how I healed. I have a better relationship with myself for it.

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What a sentimental little day 💜

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I don't start shit but I can tell you where it ends Don't get sad, get even

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Need to kiss a girl so bad

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I bet you think about me...

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friendly reminder you can love taylor swift but still be critical about her silence about politics and current events because tbh it’s pretty obvious where her values lie now

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I think Johanna Mason was my gay awakening

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After my breakup on NYE, I decided that I wouldn’t date at all for a year so I could learn to be my own best friend, stop defining myself based on how other people feel about me or treat me, and so I could figure out what I want and start to believe I deserve to be treated well. I highly recommend doing that. It has helped more than I thought it would. I knew it was what I needed. On January 1 I can officially date again but of course only when and who I want to. I don’t want to compromise my standards or be treated so poorly ever again. My self worth and sense of self in general have drastically increased and improved.

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Listening to Maroon still gets to me and I hate that.

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Hey 👋

Favourite swift songs are..?

Hey!

I’ve always struggled to choose a favorite song because they’re all so special to me and her music has been the soundtrack of my life for about 17 years now. My favorites tend to change but the ones that always stay are my tears ricochet, Death By A Thousand Cuts, Teardrops On My Guitar, Dear John, Holy Ground, Clean, and This Love

Or one for each album but not the ones above:

Debut: Cold As You

Fearless: White Horse

Speak Now: Never Grow Up

Red: Holy Ground, Sad Beautiful Tragic, The Lucky One (I couldn’t pick just one lol)

1989: Wonderland

Reputation: Dancing With Our Hands Tied

Lover: The Archer

folklore: cardigan

evermore: tolerate it and right where you left me

Midnights: Maroon, Midnight Rain, Would’ve Could’ve Should’ve, Dear Reader, and You’re On Your Own, Kid

Vault songs: Better Man and Now That We Don’t Talk

I know that’s a lot 😂 but Taylor has been the soundtrack of over half my life and I will never be able to narrow it down to one or two songs because it’s all been so important to me.

I feel like Dear Reader is such a deep look in my psyche that sometimes it’s hard to listen to but that cements it as one of my favorites.

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It is so weird realizing you will always have love for someone even if it’s in a different way and even if they caused you a lot of pain. I guess the impact of love lasts forever. It just changes. At one point she was my everything and we were just two people learning how to navigate growing up and falling in love in secret for the first time. I still think she knew me deeper than anyone else ever had and I’m not sure anyone has known me that well since then. I closed myself off more but I don’t think anyone has dared to get that close to me and I definitely haven’t let anyone in that way again. I want to again with someone who won’t break my heart. But I will always carry a form of love for her. She and what we had left a permanent mark and I can see it in little things. I m thought of her again after 1989 TV was released because that was the soundtrack of our relationship. I wonder if she still has any love for me too even though it’s different. There’s not even a ring piece of longing or romantic feeling but I do cherish those times and how they shaped me and the love I lived and felt.

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folklore kitty learns she is a mirrorball girlie

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I love Taylor Swift so much.

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i wish fans would trust taylor more and give her a little grace and time, instead of getting mad at her and then later going back on their anger. ofc we all wish that she would help out ana’s family with all the costs (and more) because t4f is hell-bent on making their life hard and swifties had to come together to help them. but just logically evaluating the situation, taylor’s never backed away from helping fans or giving the money (people on here can even personally attest to that), and there are a lot of legal obligations and obstructions that may be stopping her from doing anything, especially because it’s a totally different country with different laws. t4f may be up for facing legal consequences and taylor is in a contract with them. like there are a number of factors we are not privy to, including any way taylor might’ve personally reached out to ana’s family. so lets all calm down, just a lil bit.

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and i know it’s so late to say this but please learn to recognize signs of heat stroke, heat exhaustion, cardiac distress, those kind of things, not just in yourself but in ppl around you. take care of each other at these shows. it’s corny but i love u all so much and i don’t want anything to happen to any of you.

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hi everyone! while we sit on our couches typing paragraphs, here are a few threads of fans who need help either trading tickets or funds to stay in rio that you can donate to (reminder that USD$1 = nearly R$5) or boost!

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