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Wanna read a fic where Hua Yong actually gets hurt by something Sheng Shaoyou said or did. Even better if he actually cries—not full-on sobbing, just a drop of real tears and a sting that runs through his heart & then Mr. Sheng suddenly doesn’t know what to do.

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"𝙈𝙧. 𝙎𝙝𝙚𝙣𝙜, 𝙞𝙩 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙨."

"𝙈𝙧. 𝙎𝙝𝙚𝙣𝙜, 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙙. 𝘾𝙖𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙧?"

the first time hua yong ever expressed vulnerability 😫

[hiiel]

I showed my coworker (a non-BL fan) this pic of XingQiu and asked her, without giving any context, to rate it over 10. She said, “10/10, both are so handsome and there’s… a spark… chemistry.”

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I want to write a 2nd short fic for HuaSheng, but I can’t really think of anything lol. I have this jealous Hua Yong idea, but my brain refuses to piece everything together.

And then I watched XingQiu, and suddenly the ideas kept flowing. I think I’ll have to write something for them instead? But I’m not really that good of a writer, and RPF seems so hard to do. HELP 🥹

Here's the 1st fic:

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"Happiness? No. Without Hua Yong, Sheng Shaoyou will never be happy again."

aww, look at Pinming hold his own tears back as he watches his boss show 'weakness' for the first time. i love these two so much 😫🤍

[hiiel]

📚 FIC IDEA

Omega Lan Zhan and Alpha Wei Ying.

Something happened between them during Lan Zhan's visit to the Burial Mounds.

Lan Zhan was then given contraceptives by Wei Ying (from Wen Qing).

The message was clear: Wei Ying regretted what happened, and he wanted to end the possibility of a child.

Lan Zhan did not drink the contraceptive tea but made Wei Ying believe he had.

He stayed in the Burial Mounds for a month. When signs of pregnancy began to show, Lan Zhan left—leaving behind a letter telling Wei Ying the truth before disappearing.

Wei Ying went insane.

Months later, Wei Ying found Lan Zhan, round and heavily pregnant. He wore nothing that identified him as a Lan; on his wrists was a red headband Wei Ying thought he had lost.

Crying. Lots of crying.

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Have you guys read something similar? I want to read ('coz I don't have time to write) 🥹

[hiiel]

this is turning to a fic-hunting account. lol.

but guys, can you recommend really fluffy fics of HUALIAN, WANGXIAN, and BINGQUI. any dynamic is fine with me. just really wanna get away from angst for now.

thank you in advance!! 🤍

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i really want to read a fic where hua cheng cries. like, REALLY CRIES. (better if reverse dynamic hualian 🥹) SEND RECS PLEASE

[hiiel]

in the mood to read a wangxian fic (smut 🤭). preferably omegaverse, with omegaji and alphaxian. send recs please! 🥹

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I lost the list I made. the one where I put all the fics I've read, the author's name, the link, and parts that I liked best. I check it for fics I want to read again. NOW IT'S GONE WHAT AM I TO DO WITH MY LIFE. It's so sad because I want to reread a fic where Lan Zhan died (not really, but he was asleep for 13 years and was kept to heal) 😭

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looking for a fic where wei ying does or said something that really hurts lan zhan and then lan zhan took long to forgive. i can imagine the angst and i love it already 🥹

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i've been so busy with work that it's almost been a year since I last wrote something. so yeah, I'm trying to pick up the pen again 🫣

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65669503/chapters/169100731

[hiiel]

hello! just want some fluff teenxian and teenji fic recommendations (could be here, ao3, or x). i'm trying to get away from angst 🫣

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I'm looking for this wangxian fic (not sure if it's on ao3 or a threadfic on x)

lwj was suffering from a curse and lsz secretly asked wwx for help. i only remember this one scene where lwj was surprised to see wwx in cr and wwx kinda misunderstood that lwj didn't want his help or smth 🥹