hisdevotedcorpse

[hisdevotedcorpse]

i need the html colour of your blood ^_^

[hisdevotedcorpse]

PLEASE I NEED SOMEONE LIKE THIS

[hisdevotedcorpse]

I don't mind what you do to me .. mess with my head, bruise me.

I'll accept it all, unblinking. I want all of you, so show me your ugly, your intense, and I will offer myself. I am yours as much as you are mine.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

I feel safer when I know I'm beneath you.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

reminder to all the kink/nsft blogs that follow me that my obsessive tendencies are not sexual in nature. i actually mean it when i say i’ll beat the shit out of you if you look at anyone else. in a domestic violence way, not in a kinky way

[hisdevotedcorpse]

normalize planning your double su1c1d3 with your beloved.

very much towards my vodka.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

“they were mine first!” no, they weren’t. they were always mine. you were just a distraction. they didn’t know any better when you were around. you’ve never been more than a fleeting thing to them. and to think that you ever meant something? that���s unfortunate.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

i could be the perfect devotee, your devotee. your worshipper, i’d ruin my life for you, i’d live for you, i’d cut off everyone, i’d listen to your every word like its gospel. you’re so perfect, you’re divine. please, look at me? please, save me from this terrible world? i need to be special to you, i need to have a purpose, i need you to give me a purpose. i’m below you, i know that, i don’t deserve you. my sins outweigh my need to obey, can’t you help me repent? can’t you make me yours? own me? i need you to ruin me for anybody else. collar me, bruise me, cut me, scar me, kick me and make sure you leave a mark. i’ll do anything to prove my commitment.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

i need to be broken.

i need to be broken in a way where the pieces only match you. break me and remake me into a mold for you.

i don't want to be me anymore.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

i can't believe how in 4 days it will be 6 years and a half since i got owned. my most stable relationship in basically all my life. i am so lucky to still have Him around.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

being financially controlled is not only fun but also good for me brcause my bpd ass can't see a little money without using it

[hisdevotedcorpse]

Beat me into submission. Scar my skin with the branding of your love. Punish me when I talk back. I only exist to be your loyal pet.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

scene where the dom is so lighthearted about raping you like. like they don’t even care. making jokes while ur crying and pinned down and being forced to take it. hearing them go “wow, you reallllyyy don’t like this, huh?” and laugh at you. you think at first they aren’t taking it seriously but then you realize like. what is there to be taken seriously. ur so pathetic can it even be called rape if ur just sitting there. ohhh being goaded by your own rapist

[hisdevotedcorpse]

fasting not as a disordered habit but to clean myself, my body, and my mind for Him, for His greater purposes. to be a better vessel for His love

mein Gott, i would do anything for You

[hisdevotedcorpse]

”yea my kid turn out completely normal” they think murder is the most erotic thing ever

[hisdevotedcorpse]

we need more cute guy sadists. i’m tired of big muscular men with deep voices that have an overpowering aira.. give me a sweet lookin’ cutiepie that looks like he wouldn’t harm a fly that’ll degrade me in his soft pretty voice and then beat me until i’m hardly breathing anymore, all with a serene smile on his face.

[hisdevotedcorpse]

Comforting someone with BPD after intentionally triggering them. ♡

“Shhhhh baby… shhh I know. It’s okay, it’s just the BPD. I know it makes you unreasonable sometimes, it’s okay. It’s not your fault you have such a reactive disorder. I’m here….”