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warmth of the sun, ron hicks | from a letter to milena, franz kafka
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My Lucifer prayer card came in the mail! They were kind enough to send me an extra, I’ll throw it on my altar when I finally have a safe space for one :) but my other one is in my wallet, I love it 😍
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Apparently hallucinating upon first waking up is a common psychological phenomenon called a hypnopompic hallucination. I had one for the second time this morning, except instead of visual this one was auditory. It was as if I were hearing, but not with my physical ears or in my head. It’s sort of how I imagine “hearing” on the other side would be.
I “heard” a bunch of voices, like a crowded room. There were two female voices that were louder and seemingly closer than the rest. I couldn’t understand what they were saying. It only lasted maybe two seconds, but it really spooked me. I sat straight up with my heart pounding. It was only about seven in the morning, but it took me a while to fall back asleep. I’m simply recording this for my self in case it means anything later.
Sigil on my Ceiling
The weirdest thing happened to me yesterday after I took a nap. When I woke up and opened my eyes, I was looking at the ceiling and there was something that looked like a sigil? It was a large black and red circle with patterns inside it. It wasn’t any pattern I recognized. The way the squiggles in the middle looked were almost comparable to King Paimon’s sigil.
It continually faded as I stared at it. At first, I thought maybe I was still dreaming, but within a few seconds it faded completely away. I’ve had other illusions show up after sleeping before, but it’s rare. Below are a couple of examples of similar images to what I saw. Not sure what to make of this but I thought I’d record it in case it’s significant later. Does anyone else ever see weird things right after they wake up?


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I finally made the painting, so now I can show here my humble altar ❤️🔥
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Lucifer: draw yourself
me: :[ ew no
Lucifer: draw us together?
me: OKAY! :D


“I pray of thee” 🖤
We’re insane posting again! Here’s a drawing that might actually make some people mad ? :3
v low effort venus day offering for Lord Lucifer while I’m between commissions! 💖 I woke up this morning at like 4am to sketch and then blacked back out.
Happy Venus Day!!! ✴️
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Throwback to my school’s 10th grade camping trip, when I started lowkey panicking because I wanted to research something and I physically couldn’t, because the school took all our tech from us 🤓
That unquenchable thirst for knowledge is something I’ve always had thanks to him 👍
one of the most interesting side effects from being so close to lucifer is i practically feel like i'm suffocating if i'm not constantly researching or learning something new. i love to learn, but i promise u he made it so much worse.
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my dear morningstar.
you hold me when times are hard, when things are rough i know youre with me and i know i can rely on you to be a nurturing presence in my life, thank you for having my back and making me see the light when i am stuck in shadows
ave lucifer.
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This time when he helped he did it in the funniest way 😭:
I had ten remaining pulls I could do using a limited currency I usually save (undying starlight). I knew Lucifer was around, so I asked for help. He says something like, “I’ll do it but on the very last one” and I was like “wait no don’t make me use extra currency!” He just laughed in response. And yep, on the very last pull I could do there it was. HE’S SUCH A TROLL
And just for extra funny, I pulled one four star character during those ten pulls. When you get duplicates of a character you already have they say a voice line. This character’s voice line was “a star from the heavens has enlightened my path”
I’m very grateful that he helped me, I just thought this was just a funny thing to share. I love his sense of humor so much.
Lucifer: *Is an extremely powerful deity and the emperor of the Infernal Realm*
Me: Can you please use your power to help me get this Genshin character and her weapon?
Lucifer: Darling, my energy shouldn’t be wasted on such frivolous trivialities—
Me: Pleaaaaassseee
Lucifer: *Long exasperated sigh* …Fine
I do this a lot. Big thank you to him for helping my gacha luck on my silly games (and dealing with my nonsensical requests) ♡
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I love Lucifer because he allows me to be irrationally angry when I need to be
I love Lucifer because he doesn't get annoyed when I don't move as fast as I'd like to myself
I love Lucifer because he doesn't judge the parts of me I hate about myself
I love Lucifer because he doesn't see my weaknesses as flaws
I love Lucifer because he doesn't demand me to give up my autonomy in exchange for his blessings
I love Lucifer because he pushes my boundaries but never leaves me to deal with it on my own
I love Lucifer because he makes me face things I've buried and am too afraid to face alone
I love Lucifer because he doesn't make me feel pathetic for needing help
I love Lucifer because he reminds me of my own worth
I love Lucifer because he never insists on his divine and superior status
I love Lucifer because he sees my essence, not my labels
I love Lucifer, because he embodies the things I was seeking in my old life without success
I love Lucifer because there's nothing he's ever called me weird for
I love Lucifer because he encourages authenticity instead of fitting in
I love Lucifer because he never sugarcoats the truth, yet never uses it to hurt me
I love Lucifer because he changed my life and I'll never not show my gratitude for him
I love Lucifer because he never demands me to
I love Lucifer because he loves me
I love Lucifer because I chose to
I love Lucifer
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My Dear Father
Every time I think of You, my soul is filled with warmth. And even when Your lessons are cruel, when You scold me, even if it happens rarely, I still feel that I am loved by You. This is not the love of a tyrant who wants to suppress my will and make me obey and be afraid to look the other way. This is the love of my True Father, my Creator. After all, it was You who gave me life on this earth, You gave me this body, and although neither one nor the other is strong and comforting, I know You gave them to me with love. Thanks to You I have reached my age, thanks to You I breathe, thanks to You I see the point of living on and fighting. I'm going to use everything You've given me, and I'm going to elevate it as much as I can, just please hold my hand. When I fall, I will definitely rise again if You stand in front of me.
Oh, Lucifer! Oh, Satan! My heart is pounding with extraordinary force whenever I say Your name! Such strength and authority, passion and grace in it! And I shudder with anger and resentment when I realize that it sounds like poison on people's tongues, that Your image is defamed and they don't realize how much they are mired in lies. But alas, I was not born for the front. My place is in the rearguard. So guide me! If I don't raise a burning sword, then I'll raise my own weak, soft hand. If not threats I will growl with rumbling voice, then loving, healing instructions I will say with a gentle smile. In Your name, I will open the doors to knowledge, which means to You. In Your name, I will give hope to those who have lost it. In Your name, I will try to make my students fearless and independent individuals, which means I will have to be like that myself.
In Your name, I will live and do my best to strengthen Your already great might.

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Collage for Prince Sitri
Lucifer explained to me that souls often have a sort of mother and father. He said that he’s my father and that Sitri is my mother. He also said Sitri is a hermaphrodite. I want to start working with them more, so I’ve been researching them. If anyone has good resources for learning about them please let me know. This is my first offering for them ♡
#art#sitri#ars goetia#infernal divine#prince sitri#moodboard#collage#demonolatress#demonolatry#luciferian witch#lucifer devotee#luciferian#deity worship#deity work#digital offering
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I always lose a couple of followers when I take a shot at Christianity, but girl? what are you doing at the devil’s sacrament? 🤨 this is an obnoxiously loud monsterfucking blog. go to Bible study or smth damn
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facets of lucifer - a devotional rambling
originally posted this to reddit, but wanted to do my part to contribute to the luciferian tag on here and see what others think.
intro (feel free to skip to list below if not interested): my own luciferian journey has been marred by the fact that i have severe obsessive-compulsive disorder, and am unable to do. basically ANYTHING spiritual without being overtaken by obsessive and all-consuming doubt and fear about everything from just being wrong to literally damning my soul to Hell (which, to be fair, i don't even particularly believe in at least in the typical culturally Christian way). seeing as theres not really any compulsions i can do to alleviate this anxiety ala handwashing or checking the lock on the front door, my main way of coping with this has been exposing myself to other's perspectives and experiences, and scouring as much historical information about the origins of Lucifer and the different cultural perspectives and characters that have contributed to His mythos. as a result of this, i've come out on the other side feeling a lot more reassured in not only my own beliefs but also a lot more open-minded in general spiritually. the fact of the matter is that not one of us will ever, ever have definitive proof of what we are experiencing or of what will happen to us or our souls after death, and i have learned to feel comfortable in that. i hope i can finally take steps to deepen my spiritual practice after this, now that my ocd has a lot less to latch onto.
so here we go, common aspects/facets/what have you of Lucifer as noted by my own experience and the experiences of others that i have read, and both some 'positive' and 'negative' domains/associations. i'll also have a section at the bottom dedicated to related separate figures commonly syncretized with or related to Lucifer that i didn't feel like reducing to facets, but please understand these are not meant as demonizations and are not meant to encourage taking these entities out of their cultural contexts.
Lucifer as lord of liberation and enlightenment: particularly derived from romantic readings of Lucifer post Paradise Lost, but i myself also find some evidence of this in the typical biblical telling of Lucifer's fall as refusing to follow an order which He felt demeaned Him and/or refusing to see Himself as lesser than God, as well as within the telling of the Serpent who gifts Eve with forbidden knowledge which frees humanity from the Garden. in this way, He becomes in my mind associated with both standing up to tyrannical rulers/institutions which seek to exert control over those they view as lesser and creating a distinct divide between greater and lesser, as well as a lord of the oppressed, the marginalized, the silenced. on the more "negative" side, He also comes to be associated with pride, unchecked ego, and a sense of self-importance which negatively impacts oneself and those around them and leads to isolation.
Lucifer-Eosphoros, celestial lord of stars: another common interpretation of Lucifer that i have seen. takes the lore of the greco-roman god Eosphoros and often seeks to reconcile it as the "true" independent origin of Lucifer as a figure within mythology. while i would argue against this, i can see why this happens as people want to point to a starting point both removed from Christianity and which they deem as authentic and similar enough to modern lore that it looks like an intentional bastardization. related to new beginnings (as the morning star rises above the horizon and guides the sun), enlightenment (literally, bringing the light of the new day), and stars. seen as a leader in His own right as Eosphoros was sometimes seen as the one who lead the Astra Planeta. frequently winged and common in manifestation to one of the Erotes, carrying a torch.
Lucifer-Eros-Phanes, manifesation of/emanation of the divine Source: an aspect i am particularly fond of as i find myself fascinated by Orphism, and the idea of gods/entities as emanations of the Source through which it can express different aspects of itself has informed a lot of my understanding of the universe. an emanation of the firstborn divine androgyne Eros-Phanes which carries the light of Their fire as a torch as a reminder of the light which They first shed upon the universe upon their birth from the cosmic egg, creating space within the primordial darkness and casting shadows from which all other things found definition and created their forms from darkness. equated with Eros as manifestation of divine procreation and desire; desire to exist, desire to create, desire for individualism and definition within the darkness. the one who inspires us to deepen our understanding of the universe and the depth of all things through association with Metis ('thought') who was consumed by them and passed to each Orphic king in succession, through which each king is driven to think, create, learn, and expand the universe as a macrocosm of the mind. winged figure standing as a manifestation of the World, entwined with a serpent, crowned in flames, cloven-hoofed. that which illuminates the darkness and things that have been hidden (whether you want to see them or not), strives to exist loudly, burning bright and driving creation forward against all else like an unstoppable freight engine.
Lucifer as divine punishment/justice: the figure of ha-Satan***** from which our common notion of Satan/the Devil who punishes sinner in Hell exists not as an independent agent of evil or chaos, but as an agent of the Source/God who punishes those who do evil, commit atrocities against others, blaspheme the heavenly and choose to remain ignorant to the divine Light/Knowledge/Doctrine/etc. even in tales of the folkloric Devil, we see those who wish for personal gain beyond what they could reasonably achieve/at the expense of others punished by this figure and left with nothing in the end, not even their souls. He who takes those who have refused to respect the divine Knowledge or have turned away from their fellow man/their own humanity and rebirths them through fire, which makes their souls clean and (hopefully) teaches lessons which they carry into their next incarnation. * i am not Jewish, and am more than open to being corrected on my knowledge of ha-Satan and their purpose within Jewish religious narrative. i am attempting to keep my description here brief both as a way of leaving room for error to be corrected, and as i do not want to assert authority over or make sweeping assumptions regarding a subject i know i could be wrong or better informed about.
Lucifer-Samyaza, lord of witches and the magical arts: the fallen lord of this world/earth, who falls in love with humanity and gifts unto them the knowledge of magic, of the herbal arts and of incantations. very alike (in my own mind) to the horned one as present within sects of Traditional Witchcraft. Samyaza is the leader of the Watcher angels in the Book of Enoch alongside Azazel, seen as a parallel to the figure of Lucifer as a fallen angel who gifts forbidden knowledge and is punished for it. i don't see a lot of recognition/talk of Samyaza within luciferian circles and i find that to be quite a shame, as i find Him such an enigmatic figure who very much fits this archetype of a folkloric devil who teaches us of and acts as a patron of the ways of witchery and initiates us into deeper knowledge of the universe.
Lucifer-Eros as lord of Venus: a syncretic appearance of Lucifer i have noticed that takes aspects of the greco-roman god Eros/Cupid. like the aforementioned Erote, acts as the manifestation of love and desire, sudden and powerful, but in more than just a romantic or sexual sense. this is the sensual, artistic Lucifer; the indulgent one who drives us to indulge in our vices, sometimes to a detrimental degree if we do not know how to discipline ourselves. patron of artists, hedonists, dreamers, lovers. the angel on your shoulder who sweet-talks you. representative of the typical aspects associated with Venus (the planet)
Lucifer-Attar, twin conterpart of Ishtar: the story of the biblical fall finds parallels within the story of Attar, who seeks to take the throne of Baal but finds Himself inadequate and so falls to become Lord of this Earth. Attar is seen as either a masculine twin or cultural equivalent to Inanna/Ishtar/Astarte, so in this form He takes on many of the qualities commonly ascribed to Ishtar - war, fertility, divine justice, and the like. but from the many different forms of Attar across neighboring cultures, we can find many different associations which see Him as holding very powerful domains: to the Armaeans He was called Attar of the Heavens, who fertilized the earth below with rain and held dominance over lightning, storms and moisture; similarly, the ancient peoples of South Arabia saw Him as a lord of rain and thunder while still holding providence over the planet Venus, and a hunter for whom ritual hunts were performed, with Him at one point perhaps even replacing the former supreme god of the pantheon; and to the kingdom of Aksum He held dominion over the sun and the moon, cementing Him as a deity with heavy cosmological influence.
Lucifer, draconic angel/peacock angel: another form of Lucifer which mixes elements of the biblical angel, the Red Dragon, and esoteric appearances of Lucifer within modern grimoires and strains of TradCraft. cannot be entirely separated from the Yazidi Melek-Taus, as their imagery and lore are incredibly similar, but i am personally against solidly equating the two or using the name Melek-Taus as the Yazidis have long faced persecution and genocide for what has been viewed as “devil worship”. whether they are syncretic figures able to be recognized across cultures is one thing, but using a distinctly cultural name is outside of my comfort zone just in an effort to remain respectful and not contribute to further demonization.
Lucifer, leader of demonized gods/possible fae king???: while i’m still looking into this particular facet of Lucifer myself, i find a great similarity between Him and the figure of the Fae King from certain TradCraft circles. it is common knowledge that many (though not all) Goetic demons are either demonized versions of ancient pagan gods or at least take inspiration from them, and in the view of Lucifer as ruler of Hell He becomes either a leader of or at least the “face” of these demonized gods, in the same way that so many gods across different cultures only had their lore survive through equation with the Devil after Christianization. following this, as many land spirits, fae and other equivalents across many cultures were reduced to demons, so the god(s) who lead them were often equated to the Devil; we can see this in entities such as Gwyn ap Nudd, who becomes reduced to the Devil and whose court becomes all the demons of Hell who God traps within His form. add in the underworld associations of Lucifer along with the fact that some cultures viewed fae-like spirits as either equivalent to the souls of the dead OR their realms being equated to the Realm of the Dead under the Earth, and i think it touched on an interesting mask of Lucifer as leader of the fae, who lured those not wise or respectful into their trap, but can make a beneficial ally to the learned practitioner. Hell as a fae realm is certainly a weird, if intriguing way to think of it.
Noctifer/ the "dark Lucifer": finishing this off with the aspect of Lucifer that i am least familiar with, a dark and solemn figure who walks the line between life and death and lives in the shadow of the moon. He who is intimately familiar with death, night, terror and things hidden under cover of darkness. an angel of death not too unlike figures such as Azrael or Samael*. the black church grim walking the graveyard, the vulture by the side of the road, the psycopomp of lost souls.
and to end things off, a few figures that i have seen equated/associated with Lucifer in one way or another, whether i personally agree with them or not:
getting this out of the way first, Enki: i can completely see where one can draw this conclusion based on similarities between the devil as lord of magic, mischief, intelligence and as acting "in opposition" to a lord of light (Enlil). however, i think it very important that we as a community acknowledge that a lot of those who take fondness of this theory are either a part of or are inspired by JoS, and i think as torchbearers of illumination it is our duty to rid our circles of neo-Nazis and others who knowingly preach ignorance. then, and only then, do i think we can begin approaching this syncretism and discussing in without inadvertently feeding into doctrine written by antisemitic dickheads. luciferian circles have an awful problem with antisemitism, white nationalism and bigotry in general that i think needs to be urgently addressed by all of us. we could all stand to turn the mirror on ourselves and see what prejudices we are carrying, consciously and unconsciously.
Azazel: while i am inclined to view Azazel as a separate figure within a sort-of luciferian "pantheon" so-to-speak, He has been historically equated with Lucifer in the same way Beelzebub has as just an alternative name, and many people still see Him as another name or title of Lucifer within luciferian circles today.
Dionysos: having formerly been one of a Dionysian focus within my practice, i find the parallels between Dionysos and Lucifer to be incredibly intriguing and not nearly talked of enough, both as a god in His own right and through His Orphic association with Phanes. a lord of masks (deception), leader of cults (mostly consisting of women and other marginalized people) which reveled in blood, ecstatic ritual and trance; a horned god with underworld associations; lord of rebirth and patron of initiation into the mysteries. i could go on, but i also just think its really fun to research Dionysos as more than just "god of parties and wine" - He has so, so much more depth, both mythological and esoteric.
Samael*: seen as a punishing angel of death who acts through the will of the Source/God, frequently paired with Lilith, often equated with the Serpent and variously called a "satan". while i can see a lot of similarities between Samael and the Noctifer aspect, i once again am not Jewish and cannot speak authoritatively on the subject. while i have seen arguments of Samael's mention among the watchers within the Book of Enoch, i have yet to see any proof of this myself other than as a mistranslation/misspelling of one of the watchers names, so i'm going to err on the side of respect and say that i am personally not comfortable taking a culturally Jewish figure as a part of my practice.
Quetzalcoatl*: admittedly i am also not nearly educated enough to make sweeping assumptions about a figure from a culture i am unfamiliar with, but i felt inclined to include Him if for nothing else than that i have frequently seen the two compared. this is not at all meant as a demonization of Quetzalcoatl, but simply acknowledging that others have found similarities. i am more than open to critique by any pagans more knowledgeable on Mesoamerican mythology and culture, and do not mean to speak for them. i recommend r/Anahuac for some more educated voices.
Shamash/Utu: a new one i am looking into and am putting into as a footnote for anyone who may have more ideas. i believe i read of this syncretization in a Michael Howard book, but the gist of my understanding is the solar associations, being a twin of Ishtar and being intimately associated with Divine Justice.
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