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If I had it my way, I’d always be covered in glitter.

This time I used makeup. I promise my skin is extreamly healthy.

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Hi I haphazardly smeared oil pastels on my face. Should I do this again...but ya know with makeup and false lashes and things? Haha

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⭐️💕Im starting to get a defined back arch💕⭐️

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Cold

I pull up my hair in a pointy tail.

A cool breeze hits my neck,

And I shudder at the wind’s hand caressing

As small bumps rise upon the tender of my skin.

I remind myself that I like the cold.

I walk down the street and catch a glimpse of myself in the near by window

Reflecting all my imperfections.

I quickly adjust my shorts, suddenly wishing that my skin wasn’t so visible

And I know that no one is looking

But you trained me so well to believe that all eyes are on me.

The cool feelings return

But I like the cold.

She stands there with glossy hair and slender long legs

She is everything that I am not,

And now I understand why you prefer her to myself.

Who wouldn’t want a girl that embodies sunshine and light.

I can picture the warmth she brings

And as I bask in her glow,

I am too quickly reminded that my hands will always be cold

I used to think that I liked the cold

I am too weak to finish my coffee.

I am so used to feeling empty

That when the hot liquid hits my stomach,

I remember how warm your hands were on my waist.

I tell myself that I enjoy the dizziness.

I wonder how it feels to be full of light,

As if my body could expand to fit all the happiness in my heart.

You used to tell me that you loved how cold I am

A “cooling oasis” to the heat radiating off your body.

You told me you liked the cold

You told me you liked me

You told me so many lies,

That now I can only repeat them back to myself over and over and over

I like the cold.

(This is my original poem. I posted it a few months ago on my old blog that was deleted and it had several thousands of notes, so you may have seen it before. However this is still my original work and I’m really proud of it!)

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I’ve had a bad week ):

This isn’t a body check or anything. I just thought you guys might want me to post something.

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“You look like my next mistake”

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What are your 2020 goals?

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Back at college! That means expect a lot of *Pastel* *aesthetic* posts!

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I’m having a panic attack. And I feel like I can’t breath. I know I’m fine but it’s so scary.

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These leggings are witchcraft because I just ate and my waist still looks decent.

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What I want: forhead kisses and cuddles

What I have: thighs that touch and crippling anxiety

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Sorry I didn’t save one without the text. Ft my cute freckles though⭐️💕

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“Each star is a mirror reflecting the truth inside you.”

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“Do not complain beneath the stars about the lack of bright spots in your life.”

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“Moonlight drowns out all but the brightest stars.”

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“Dwell on the beauty of life. Watch the stars, and see yourself running with them.”