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i started this as a joke wanting to recreate the eddie still as a renaissance painting and then.... i made this.

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i'll build a house out of the mess (i'll give you the best years)

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“I— I mean yeah! Definitely!” Buck’s quick to reassure him, nodding as he crouches down to decant some paint into the tray. “Although, babe, I don’t know why you keep checking in with me! I— I mean I’m completely flattered, don’t get me wrong, but it’s your house, Tommy. Ultimately, the only opinion that matters on any of this stuff is yours.” A silence settles over them as Buck continues setting up the paint in the tray, and Tommy opens his mouth and closes it a couple of times, trying to figure out a way to say what he wants to without sounding like he’s lost the entire fucking plot. “It’s not.” “It’s not what, babe?” Evan says, not even looking up. Tommy’s almost glad, is the thing. He feels a little frayed raw, somehow. A little more exposed than he planned to be. “It’s…it’s not just my house, Evan.” He begins, wetting his lips, his hand flexing around the paint roller. “It’s…it’s also going to be yours, one day.” (Tommy buys a house. Both him and Buck have some feelings about it.)

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tags below the cut!!

@usereddie @bucktommys @canonbibuck @honestlydarkprincess @swiftietartt

@bigfootsmom @loveyouanyway @buckdatesboys @messyhairdiaz @evankinard

@hepbaestus @queerbuck @nilshki @comfortbuddie @babyboybuckley

@silassstingy @zouisalmightie @bisexualdisasterbuckley @alex1424

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20 Questions for Fic Writers

ignore me i'm still on hiatus but tagged by @usereddie <33

how many works do you have on ao3?

137 :3

what's your total ao3 word count?

405,033

what fandoms do you write for?

right now: 911, teen wolf, the 100, and top gun maverick

top five fics by kudos

im too lazy to link them so

do you respond to comments?

yes! unless i really can't come up with a response, i response to them all

what is the fic you write with the angstiest ending?

uhhhhhhhhhhh i have several mcd fics so one of those i suppose

what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

i quite like with you is where i wanna be (take me home)

do you get hate on fics?

yes sometimes, most recently someone told me that the way i wrote eddie was so off that i might as well make him an OC

do you write smut?

yup!

craziest crossover

if i remember correctly the only crossover i've written is a marvel/political animals fic i wrote for a friends birthday

have you ever had a fic stolen

not as far as i know

have you ever had a fic translated

had someone ask once, not sure if they ever did it

have you ever co-written a fic

no and i won't, i like to brainstorm with friends but im weird about how i write so i do it alone lmfao

all time favourite ship

hmmmmmmmmmmmm, buddie, sterek, or hannigram

what's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will

wrong number au i think about you all the time

what are your writing strengths

i think i'm decent at making my fics funny and cute

what are your writing weaknesses

i struggle with writing smut (which is funny because like 1/3 of my fics are smut)

thoughts on dialogue in another language

i don't have many thoughts

first fandom you wrote in

teen wolf!

favourite fic you've written

raw denial or the drunk eddie fic

tagging: @bigfootsmom, @usersiren, @bibuddie, @eddiebabygirldiaz, and @exhuastedpigeon

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some Tommy smiles (and then some) in 9-1-1 → 2x16

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Eddie's sitting closer to Buck than he's allowed himself since Buck came out - since Buck started dating Tommy. But Buck isn't dating Tommy anymore and Eddie came out to Buck fifteen minutes ago and now they're having conversation so intense that Eddie thinks he might need to go to an emergency therapy session after they're done. So Eddie's sitting closer to Buck than he's allowed himself to in over a month, but it feels too close and not close enough at the same time.

"What am I supposed to say Buck? That I lied when you asked me what I remembered about getting shot? That if I told you what I remembered you'd never be able to look at me the same way?"

"Eddie -" Buck starts, but Eddie cuts him off before he can say more.

"You want to know what I remember about that day? I got shot in the middle of the street on a sunny fucking morning in L.A. and as I was laying on the ground bleeding out I reached for you. I thought I was dying and all I wanted was to touch you one last time. Do you want me to tell you that I was bleeding out and all I could think was that I never told you how much I love you? Because it's true, it's true."

"W-why didn't you tell me after?" Buck sounds as broken as Eddie feels.

"I thought I did," Eddie says and he reaches over the empty space between them but doesn't close the gap. It's only a foot, maybe less, but it feels as wide of a gap as it had felt like while he was bleeding onto the pavement. "I gave you my son Buck. I gave you my heart."

The "oh" that leaves Buck's mouth sounds like a revelation and an accusation all at once. It sounds like 'you didn't tell me' and 'I didn't realize' and 'I wish I'd known sooner'.

But then Buck does close the gap between their hands, just like he had all those years ago while Eddie had lay dying on the street, saved by the same hands that cover Eddie's now. His blood forced to stay in his body with the same fingers that slot through Eddie's now.

Eddie lets out a breath he hadn't realize he was holding and his next inhale feels better than his first breath after leaving that well. It feels like breathing for the first time.

"I'm still in love with you," Eddie tells him, because it's the only thing unsaid between them. It's the only thing left to say.

"Yeah?" Buck's eyes are wet and Eddie realizes his are too.

"Yeah."

"Me too - I-I love you too. I think I have for a really long time actually. I just didn't - didn't realize what that feeling was."

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tags pt. 2 🦋

@saybiwithme, @the-girl-with-the-algebra-book, @nnebulae, @gundiks, @shipperqueen6

@wikiangela, @h-ayde-n, @professionalprocrastinator22, @dangerpronebuddie, @waywardmarbles

@kayseany, @devirnis, @dinkiplier, @takemebythehand-andsetmefree, @hobbitnarwhal

@buckley-diaz-rules, @father-salmon, @daffi-990, @chimneysnumber1fan, @mikereads

@alilypea, @steadfastsaturnsrings, @bigfootsmom, @excuseme-greentea, @watchyourbuck

@underwaterninja13, @monsterrae1

until you're feline better

buck x tommy & ember the cat || rated: t || wc: 1.1k

It's Tommy and Buck's six month anniversary and they're supposed to go out on a date, but Tommy has a bad headache. Buck and Ember take care of him.

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tagging my taglist pt. 1 💐

@kinardbuckley, @buddieswhvre, @mintedwitcher, @loveyouanyway, @weewoo911

@sd2006, @loserdiaz, @911-mr, @slowlyfoggydestiny, @danhalen

@evan-i-think-youre-adorable, @suenami3, @kinnards, @justfangirlinghere, @broadwayotaku

@nmcggg, @your-catfish-friend, @mayorjack, @laundryandtaxesworld, @tinkerbell227

@jeremyknoxs, @princess-of-the-snake-pit, @jehdogg, @evanbi-ckley, @spotsandsocks

@bigsistersyndrome, @cricketlikesstuff, @baileybagel24, @blorbodiaz, @moonlightperseus

@bekkachaos, @maygrantgf, @darkrose6578, @daleks-in-221b, @monaeesstuff

@zeejeebee-blog, @douglaspiggott, @bisexualbuckleyy, @bidisasterevankinard, @greenfairrryy

@minthalo, @academydreams, @thegeekcompanion, @adhdelirium, @racing-twinks

@unlifeira, @theotherbuckley, @hippolotamus, @djdangerlove, @iced-coffee-jesus

until you're feline better

buck x tommy & ember the cat || rated: t || wc: 1.1k

It's Tommy and Buck's six month anniversary and they're supposed to go out on a date, but Tommy has a bad headache. Buck and Ember take care of him.

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until you're feline better

buck x tommy & ember the cat || rated: t || wc: 1.1k

It's Tommy and Buck's six month anniversary and they're supposed to go out on a date, but Tommy has a bad headache. Buck and Ember take care of him.

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by inami

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sorry thought about the madney twirl™ but in their wedding outfits i need to jump off a cliff

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GILLIAN ANDERSON as DANA SCULLY in THE X-FILES (1993-2018) | S04E23 ‘Demons’

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Maddie Buckley💛

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Eddie coming to terms with his sexuality and then coming out to Buck in the most fucked up and romantic way possible - by telling him "I reached for you. I was lying in the street thinking this was it, that I was dying and all I wanted was to touch you one more time".

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l'homme déchu • watercolor & gouache

a.k.a. the 4x13 painting I made 2 years ago inspired by l'ange déchu. thank you @dykemunson for helping me figure out photoshop ♥️

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Jess, Ily. 💜

ILYY <3

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and it was purrfect

buck x tommy & ember the cat || rated: t || wc: 1.1k

Buck has a bad day, but coming home to his boyfriend and kitten makes it all better.

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