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Happy 2022! It's me.

Hello there! I have no intention of ever writing for this blog again, I'm sorry. I have not posted on this account since 2020, and lots of things have changed since then. I'm glad everyone has been enjoying my old posts, and I hope they continue to make people smile.

I no longer like danganronpa; I have become an Enstarrie, which I feel is something I need to formally apologise for. Maybe I'll start an Enstars writing blog though? Probably not.

Me and my friends were sharing our old writing accounts, so I dug this up from the grave, and here are some things they wish to relay to you all:

"stream usa crazyb undead" - Ember

"can u ask them to stream loona pleading eyes" - Eros

"When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around So fuckin' special I wish I was special

But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here

She's running out the door (run) She's running out She run, run, run, run, Run...

Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special

But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I don't belong here" - Eli

And finally, if you wish for some reason to keep up with me and my unhindged friends, here's a discord link to our server!

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Happy 2022! It's me.

Hello there! I have no intention of ever writing for this blog again, I'm sorry. I have not posted on this account since 2020, and lots of things have changed since then. I'm glad everyone has been enjoying my old posts, and I hope they continue to make people smile.

I no longer like danganronpa; I have become an Enstarrie, which I feel is something I need to formally apologise for. Maybe I'll start an Enstars writing blog though? Probably not.

Me and my friends were sharing our old writing accounts, so I dug this up from the grave, and here are some things they wish to relay to you all:

"stream usa crazyb undead" - Ember

"can u ask them to stream loona pleading eyes" - Eros

"When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around So fuckin' special I wish I was special

But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here

She's running out the door (run) She's running out She run, run, run, run, Run...

Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special

But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I don't belong here" - Eli

And finally, if you wish for some reason to keep up with me and my unhindged friends, here's a discord link to our server!

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It’s been a while!

Hey guys! It’s me... and this is probably the first newly published post you’ve ever seen from me...I was checking my email for a wattpad verification email (which still hasn’t arrived!) and I saw “tumblr”... someone had followed me.Out of curiosity, I log on and there are 307 of you! A whole three-hundred and seven people found my account worthy of a follow. I’m honored.Alas, you may be able to tell that I haven’t posted in a while. So much keeps happening in my life and ohhh boy.Sadly I do not think I will be able to keep up with posting here... I find it almost impossible to consistently produce new works with people waiting and expecting me to write something great.However, I don’t want to completely abandon this account just yet. I’m thinking about popping on to post whenever I feel like it... and I’m also open to accepting some mods to come on and write if they’d like!I’ll make a new post for mod applications... but I don’t know if anyone will be interested. It’s worth a shot though aha.Oh, the wattpad email just came through... finally!I’m also thinking about expanding this page a bit. I want to write some more fanfiction but I want to branch out and write about different anime and other things. Don’t get me wrong, I still like danganronpa but to me it’s hard for me to write for the same “subject” over and over again.Anyone up for some BNA fanfiction? Hehe~Well, I think that’s all I have to say for now! I’ll be making the mod application promptly and thank you all for following.

- Mod Chihiro is back at it again :p

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💕💞💓💗💘💖💝 im,,, so glad ur back & doing okay💓💓 youre such an important and special person and!! 💖💓💗💞💗 knowing that you’re taking the time to make yourself feel better and relax is so so good to hear!!! i’m happy you’re feeling better💗💕💞💝💘💖💗 i wov you!!!

oml 💖💖💖🌸✨✨✨✨🌸🌸🌸🌸✨✨🌸✨✨ ilysm thank you thank you. i'll be getting back to writing soon tho 🌟⭐️✨🌸💖✨🌸💖🌟🌟⭐️🌸🌸✨🌸🌸

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hey,,, i hope you feel better soon 💗💗

this 💖💖💖💖💖🥺🥺🥺🌸🌸🌸🌸✨✨✨ i'm finally better 😔✌️ time to spoil yall with some imagines oml 😳⭐️⭐️⭐️ and thank you anon ily 😤😤😤🌟🌟🌟

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Chiaki, Sonia, Mikan, Hiyoko, Mahiru and Peko with a s/o who is the ultimate vs debater. (For reference, see the YouTube series Death Battle, where two characters from various forms of media are pitted together in a fight to the death with research to see who would logically win. Bonus points if s/o also has someone animating fight scenes like in Death Battle.)

I loved writing this, thank you anon ✨✨✨

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Chiaki, Sonia, Mikan, Hiyoko, Mahiru and Peko with an S/O who is the ultimate vs debater.

So these imagines basically centre around S/O being the ultimate vs debater and making content online similar to ‘death battle’, a really good show on youtube. 

I had actually never watched death battle before this, so I watched a few episodes to get a feel for the show and oh my lord, anon you have me hooked. I’m a pretty shy girl, but in my religion & ethics classes, we did debate a lot and it’s really fun and I actually had the courage to participate in them!

Mod Chihiro, craving strawberry ice cream.

Chiaki:

Chiaki adored the way you expressed your ultimate talent, making videos pitting two characters together really caught her attention, especially when she got to watch them!

She was always suggesting different video game characters for you to research and liked offering her own opinions every now and again.

At one point, Chiaki had even got in contact with the ultimate animator to help you with creating the animations. She didn’t want you getting too fatigued from overworking yourself.

Sometimes you’ll both disagree on who should win a fight and that’d result in a heated debate. Who knew Chiaki would get so passionate when it came to defending her favourite video game characters?

Since you were the ultimate vs debater, you’d always prevail, and the debate would end with you both laughing, glad to have spent some more time together.

Sonia:

As the ultimate princess, Sonia had lots of things going on in her life, but she always managed to make time to spend with you.

You’d often be working on a new project, but that was no problem for Sonia. She actually enjoyed watching you work. Honestly, she found that observing you whilst you worked was quite relaxing.  

You’d occasionally take breaks and chat with Sonia about the characters you were researching, and she’d normally take a big interest in any characters with supernatural abilities.

Sometimes you’d both get so deep into a conversation that you’d lose track of the time and end up spending a few hours with her.

She’d watch all of your videos whenever she got a chance, normally whilst you were both curled up on the couch together.

Mikan:

She liked to help you with your work, she didn't want you to overwork yourself.

Mikan would often give you information on types of injuries that could be received in a fight, and what they would do to the characters state.

If you ever found yourself lost in your work, Mikan would gently remind you to take breaks every now and again.

Occasionally, you'd be reluctant to leave your work, determined to get it done. However, Mikan would quickly start listing off all of the health risks stemming from overworking yourself.

"S/O, I don't want you to get ill..."

Despite being the ultimate vs debater, you couldn't argue with her medical knowledge, and you didn't want her to worry about you.

You'd spend the rest of your day relaxing with Mikan, glad to have such a caring girlfriend.

Hiyoko:

Hiyoko would normally try to persuade you into putting down your work and spending time with her.

You actually spent most of your time with the small girl, only working when required, since she gets quite clingy at some points. It's cute though!

When she found out that you had hired an animator to work for you, she grew jealous.

She would not let Ryota steal her dear S/O!

Whenever you facetimed the ultimate animator to talk about a new project, Hiyoko sometimes walked by and made a few rude gestures at him.

In secret, she'd watch all of the videos you produced, and she thoroughly enjoyed them all. You were so smart and she was glad to have someone like you with her.

Mahiru:

Mahiru supports everything you do, and that's why she watches every video you produce almost religiously.

She's glad that such a wonderful person like yourself has found something you can immerse yourself in and love.

If she felt you were neglecting your health, she'd take the time to get you a healthy meal and a glass of water.

"A healthy balance between your work and your personal life is important S/O. I don't want you to overwork yourself."

In the rare case that you were out of ideas, you'd take the rest of the day to relax and spend time with Mahiru!

She liked to take you outside for some fresh air. In that time she'd also take some beautiful pictures of the surroundings and sometimes even you!

Peko:

Peko was amazing to have around, she'd always be willing to help you with your projects.

Her combat knowledge was extremely accurate, and she'd always correct you on small details you had gotten wrong.

She also made absolute sure that you were getting enough exercise and eating well.

Truth be told, she worried about you sometimes, but at the same time, she was happy you were enjoying your work.

On days you both were at home, she'd watch your videos with you cuddled into her side.

Researching, writing, planning and creating videos really took a toll on you sometimes, and more than anything, Peko wanted you to be happy and healthy.

Once, you had fallen asleep at your desk, and Peko had carried you to bed, and then planned a relaxing day for you, when you woke up.

"Oh S/O, have a good sleep... I love you."

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First of all, how d a r e you call me a boomer, I’m hurt. 2nd of all, 💗💞💖💕💘💗 !!! Ily! You have,, no idea how excited I got when I saw your fic💗💞💕💖 and!! Was not disappointed!! It’s absolutely crazy knowing such a good writer! I hope you have a nice week btw👀💗💘💞💕💖💗💝💕💓💗💖❤️💛🧡💚🤎💜💙❣️💖💘💞💟💗 ily!!!

Oml thank you 💖💖💖 My heart just went doki doki 😳😳😳 I'm having a good week, but hope you're having an even better one 🌸🌸🌸 ilym ✨✨✨

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Hajime Hinata gets into an argument with his S/O about something petty.

Inspired by my favourite boomers x

So this was supposed to be the limbless Hajime inspired fic for my dear boomer @agnost1cgod but I couldn't bring myself to actually write something like that, so instead I bring you something based off of that one argument on ponytown between the limbless Hajimes and some of the other people.

- Mod Chihiro - coming at you live from boomer town

You and Hajime didn’t often get into arguments, but when you did, it was almost always about something petty.

Some would describe Hajime as ‘tsundere’ and that description certainly held through when you both argued.

Of course he hates seeing you mad at him, but his stubbornness shines through and he is never the one to back down first.

What did you get into an argument about this time? Well it was something as simple as the design of an in-game character.

Hajime liked it one way, and you preferred it a different way. You both couldn't agree on one design.

It started of with you innocently complaining about the character design, until Hajime suddenly had an outburst.

"Stop complaining S/O, it's really annoying

You stopped, not wanting to upset your dear boyfriend anymore, but even after that, he still looked visibly irked.

The last straw was when you decided to change the hair colour of the character.

Hajime calmly laid his controller on the coffee table and walked away.

Following Hajime whilst he seemed to be in a mood really wasn't the best idea, but you decided to do so anyway.

"S/O, leave me alone. Go back and play the game, on your own."

When you didn't retreat back to the living room, Hajime's eyes narrowed and he shot a menacing glare in your direction.

Truth be told, Hajime was always pretty stressed out due to piles of work from Future Foundation. This lead to him being more on edge and arguing with you more frequently.

Once Hajime had calmed down a bit, you turned your back to him and began to walk away.

To your surprise, he grabbed your arm and muttered a quiet apology, keeping his face turned away from you.

Lots of hugs and kisses followed, Hajime could be pretty affectionate at times and especially after arguing with you.

The day ended with you both cuddled up in bed, just happy to be in each other's presence.

"S/O, I'm really sorry, I love you..."

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Hello, can you write some Nagito x reader cuddling headcanons?

Cuddling with Nagito is like- ugh my dream-

Thank you for requesting!

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Cuddling with Nagito headcannons!

*Gasp* Nagito what a cutie! I basically love him with all of my heart- 10/10 would cuddle with him!

- Mod Ri , looking at the stars and making wishes.

Nagito loves cuddling with his S/O. What could be better than curling up with the one you love and throwing all of your cares away for a few hours?

He was normally the one to initiate or suggest the idea of cuddling, though he did it in his own quirky way.

"S/O, let's cuddle! Oh wait... no, you wouldn't want to cuddle with trash like me, never mind."

Of course, you'd have to give him a miniature lecture on how he was in no way, shape or form trash. After that, you'd cuddle with him though.

Most of the time, Nagito preferred cuddling with you on the bed, and very rarely would he choose the sofa, or another place.

His favourite position would simply just be spooning you, holding you tightly into his chest. He'd also like to rest his chin lightly upon your head.

You would both make conversation about things that had occurred that day or just things you were both passionate about.

Surprisingly, Nagito would normally be the first to fall asleep, and you found this to be adorable.

However, sometimes Nagito felt a little more... submissive.

In this case, you'd both lay on your sides and face each other. Nagito liked to bury his head in your chest, occasionally letting out little sighs of content.

You'd caress his fluffy white hair, whilst telling him how much you loved him, hoping that it'd do something to help his self-esteem.

Sometimes he'd chime in with a soft, "But I'm nothing compared to a beautiful hope like you." To which you'd giggle and correct him, telling him he's perfect in his own unique way.

He'd eventually fall asleep against you and the rhythmic sounds of him breathing and his soothing heartbeat would lull you to sleep soon after.

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Hi, I'm sorry for bothering you. How would Byakuya, Nagito, Gundam, Kokichi, and Gonta react to a s/o who has autism, and makes animal noises when happy? And one day they're out in public and someone makes fun of them so much they start crying? This recently happened to me. Thank you for your time

I'm so sorry to hear that that happened to you! Don't listen to the people who give you hate, you're perfect in your own way!

Also, I'm very sorry that this request took a few days to complete. Honestly, I would have liked it to be out much sooner but getting an illness really caught me off guard for a few days.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy!

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Byakuya, Nagito, Gundham, Kokichi, and Gonta reacting to their S/O getting picked on.

I shortened the title a bit, but here is the full prompt:

How would Byakuya, Nagito, Gundham, Kokichi, and Gonta react to an S/O who has autism, and makes animal noises when happy? And one day they're out in public and someone makes fun of them so much they start crying?

I had a lot of fun writing this, it was a super sweet request!

- Mod Ri

Byakuya:

He’d do anything in his power for you, it didn’t matter how big or how small the task was, Byakuya would do anything to make his dear S/O happy.

When you were happy, you make sweet little animal noises. In turn, this made Byakuya truly happy, since he knew when you were happy and got to hear your pristine voice.

If someone ever made fun of you, oh boy. Byakuya wasn’t one to start a verbal argument in public, but he didn’t hold back when it came to his famous ‘rich boy glare’™, and the aura he radiated was extremely formidable, yet you felt safer than ever stood behind him.

But it could all be too much sometimes, and the jeers and insults would get to you, causing you to break down and cry.

How dare someone make his S/O cry!

With one last glare, he’ll take you out of the situation and back to safety.

Once you get home, his cold façade drops almost immediately, as he holds you close and whispers sweet words to you.

It genuinely irks him when people make fun of you. Can’t they see just how perfect you are?

He’ll pamper you for the rest of the day, making sure to remind you just how wonderful you are.

“You shouldn’t listen to those people; they have no right to talk about you. I’ll always be here with you, so you have no need to worry.”

 Nagito:

Where to even begin? Nagito adored you, every single detail about you. You were his shining hope and he’d defend you until the bitter end if he had to.

In his eyes, you were basically a goddess and he was ecstatic that someone like you would spend time with him, let alone be in a relationship with him.

He couldn’t comprehend why some people would make fun of you and he often found himself wondering if their minds were tainted with such powerful despair that blinded them to the obvious hope standing in front of them.

If someone where to ever make the mistake of making fun of you in front of Nagito, they’d better be prepared for one long and tedious conversation.

It was perfectly normal for Nagito to monologue about hope and not giving into despair by picking on his S/O. He’ll get lost in the moment and is normally pulled back to reality by someone getting physical with him or the person he was talking to just walking away.

Now, be prepared to be spoilt for the rest of the day. If you want to stay out, Nagito will take you anywhere you’d like and buy you everything that catches your eye.

He’ll keep your hand held tightly in his as you both walk around, but if you want to go home, he totally understood.

At home the white-haired boy will take you straight to your shared room and cuddle with you on the bed, all the while making a point of telling you how perfect you are.

In return this made you extremely happy and you’d let out a few small mewls, which made Nagito very glad.

“Ah, I love you so much S/O! You’re the light of my life!”

 Gundham:

Gundham could be quite… odd at times, but all his talk about otherworldly beings didn’t stop him from loving you in the slightest.

He referred to you as the “feared demon queen”, which you loved. You knew he had somewhat of an obsession with the occult, so being equivalent to the demon queen in his eyes surely meant he cared about you to a great extent.

Whenever you were happy, you’d make a variety of animal noises, ranging from a small bark to a soft squeak. Sometimes the Devas would respond with their own exited squeaks, much to Gundham’s delight.

He was glad you could get along with his beloved Devas and was even happier that they’d communicate with you, it was just more proof that his S/O was the true demon queen!

All hell was bound to break loose if anyone dared speak ill about you. It was if Gundham had literally opened a gate to the underworld, his aura switched from sweet and gentle to fierce and intimidating in the blink of an eye.

One time, Gundham had left you for a few minutes to go and grab something from a nearby store, you agreed to wait for him since he told you it was a birthday surprise for you! What he didn’t expect was to find you in tears upon returning.

You’d explained everything that has happened in his short absence and obviously the demon lord himself was enraged, but for now, he had to focus his energy on cheering his precious S/O up.

He’d take you home and sit you down on the sofa, letting you hold the fluffy Devas for comfort.

A hot drink and many cuddles with Gundham (and the Devas!) later, and you’ll be back to your cheery demeanour in no time.

“S/O, my cherished Demon Queen! This was intended for your birthday, but I’d like to bestow it upon you in this moment if you’d allow it.”

He pulled out a glimmering silver box which contained a magnificent silver band for your wrist. Apparently, it would connect your souls to one another, to keep each other close, even when apart.

With a high-pitched squeak, you flung your arms around his neck.

He held on to you tightly as the Devas squeaked back in happiness, thinking that you were communicating with them.

 Kokichi:

He found you super cute, like super high school level cute.

He’d fuss over you often, and people liked to joke about him being surgically attached to you. The reason he stayed so close to you, was that people had hurt you emotionally in the past, and there was no way Kokichi would allow that to happen whilst he was around.

You were walking hand in hand through the mall, just having a good time. Holding Kokichi’s hand made you super happy, so you would quietly mewl and squeak in delight every now and again.

One time when you did this, a random passer-by just happened to hear you mewling and smiling and Kokichi. Let’s just say that passer-by wasn’t a nice person and began to make fun of you, completely ignoring Kokichi’s presence – big mistake.

Kokichi’s way to get people to leave you alone was to threaten to ‘get dice to come after them’. However, nobody had the faintest idea what ‘dice’ was, so it was a pretty ineffective tactic.

The person being confronted by Kokichi would often just leave on their own accord, being unable to take the furious purple-haired boy seriously.

“S/O don’t cry. That’s lame, silly!”

When Kokichi realised that you were genuinely upset, he grabbed your hand and whirled you home.

Plan: ‘Make Happy’ was in full swing. He sat you down on the sofa and put on his favourite comedy for you to watch.

He sat down with you and pulled you closer to him, hoping you'd lay down and cuddle with him.

Truthfully, you needed a good cuddle, and who better to receive them from than the ultimate supreme leader himself?

He was glad to see your mood lift when you started quietly humming along to some of the songs featured throughout the show.

"Hey, S/O, wanna go prank Kiiboy?"

An excellent idea. You both got up and devised the perfect plan together.

This was going to be one fun day!

Gonta:

Gonta didn't fully understand the concept of autism, but he loved and treasured you nonetheless. You were extremely precious to him.

Truth be told, he found your way of expressing happiness to be absolutely adorable.

Whenever you were both together, people never seemed to pick on you. It was likely that they were intimidated by Gonta's large and muscular figure.

However, when Gonta wasn't around, people would normally pick on you if you were to express your happiness.

Tears streaming down your face, you'd run home to Gonta, collapsing into his loving embrace once you'd arrived.

He'd quickly take to comforting you. Caressing your hair, cuddling with you, or just sitting with you, Gonta would do anything if it meant you'd cheer up.

When you'd eventually cheer up, he'd offer to take you out for a picnic. You both lived together beside a beautiful forest, which was the perfect location for romantic picnics.

With a quick nod, you'd jump up and go prepare. You liked to help Gonta cut up little sandwiches, savouring every single second you spent together.

Upon arrival, you'd rather hastily plop down on the checkered blanket Gonta had brought, and began taking in the gorgeous surroundings.

Getting to spend time with Gonta was always the highlight of your day, and usually overshadowed anything bad that had happened previously in the day.

"S/O, look! A butterfly, it reminds Gonta of you!"

You watched happily as a petite Chalk Hill Blue butterfly danced through the air, until it decided to rest on a nearby flower.

A mewl of happiness escaped your lips as a few more flew past, their enchanting blue wings fluttering in the breeze.

Carefully, you moved closer to the insect and reached your hand out to it. It made its way onto your index finger, as another mewl of delight left your lips.

Then you slowly turned back around to show your beloved boyfriend, a wide grin present on your face.

"Gonta thinks S/O is the perfect partner!"

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hello! i hope you’re having a nice day/night! if it’s alright could i request some fluff with chihiro? he’s kinda underrated and it makes me so upset because he’s my favorite character! thank you for your time!

Hello! Thanks for requesting, and you know I can hit you up with some sweet Chihiro fluff.

Have a great day/night!

- Mod Ri , Chihiro protection squad

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Chihiro and his S/O spend some quality time together after he overworks himself.

Some Chihiro fluff! Chihiro is honestly such a great character and he's pretty underrated. Praise be unto our favourite programmer!

- Mod Chihiro , local baby.

Chihiro loved to program and code, that's obviously why he was known we the ultimate programmer. Sometimes he would get lost in his work, spending hours at a time staring at the luminous computer screen.

You'd often remind himself to take breaks and get some rest, to which he'd normally oblige, happily taking the time to properly care for himself.

But right now, he was glued to his computer, tapping away at the keyboard like his life depended on it. You'd asked him a few times if he wanted something to eat, just to get a small shake of his head in response.

On part of you though it was cute how he could spend hours on his craft, knowing that it made him happy. But the other part of you just wanted him to put down everything he was doing and come cuddle with you.

A few hours later, you caught Chihiro searching through the pantry, looking for a snack. This was the perfect opportunity to snag some long awaited cuddles! You slowly approached him, being careful not to make a sound.

"S/O! You scared me!" He yelped as you gently tapped his shoulder.

You quickly took to explaining how he could better balance his work and personal life, expressing concerns about how he'd been overworking himself.

Chihiro listened closely, nodding in agreement every once in a while. To be honest, Chihiro knew he'd been overworking himself and he felt bad about not spending time with you.

He was going to make it up to you however he could. First of all, he planned to spend the rest of relaxing with you, preferably whilst you cuddled and watched a movie together.

"Let's watch a movie S/O! We can also cuddle... if you'd like."

You nodded your head vigorously and ran to the living room to pick out a movie. You ended up deciding to watch "A Silent Voice".

Together you both laid down on the sofa, Chihiro cuddling into your side. He let out a soft hum as you gently ran your hand through his fluffy hair.

There was nothing better than Chihiro taking the time to relax with you, his presence was just so soothing.

Not long after the movie had started, you fell asleep next to the small boy, hands intertwined with his.

"You're really cute when you sleep, I love you S/O." he whispered, careful as to not wake you.

In the end, he also fell asleep, face buried in your shoulder. From now on, he was definitely going to be spending more time with his beloved S/O.

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Been sick, getting through it!

Right, so I got pretty ill, but I’m working through it well! Started some of the requests and will have them on queue around tomorrow!

Ugh, normally I’d like to have them out sooner but man this illness caught me off guard.

- Mod Ri , writing like her life depends on it

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Blind!Nagito meets Hajime for the first time.

So I actually wanted to write this as a short story so uh yeah hope it’s good. I wrote this around... I don’t know say 2am?

Mod Chihiro - tired and wanting to sleep xoxo

Trigger warning (?) : A bit of Nagito backstory so uh... plane crash and stuff...

Darkness... no- it was nothingness. Nagito Komaeda has been blind from birth, each day of his life had gone by enveloped in a void of loneliness. The boy’s luck made going about day to day life much more ‘eventful’.  A specific moment always crops up whenever he thinks about bad luck. The plane crash. He was helpless, surrounded by the cries of dying people, the desperate cries of his own mother, all whilst having no clue where he was or what was going on around him.

Now, Nagito was trapped on an island along with 15 other students, all of whom attended Hope’s Peak academy like himself. It was quite the shock when most of the other students encouraged Nagito to participate in the fun with them. If this was anywhere else, he was sure he’d be left out like usual.

However, there was one voice that stood out amongst the rest, one that drew Nagito in. This voice belonged to none other than Hajime Hinata, the first student that took the time to introduce themself to the marshmallow haired boy. Hajime was even so kind and went as far as describing the location and other classmates for him.

As a matter of fact, Nagito was already entranced by Hajime, the way he so carefully described every little detail to him, the kindness that shone through his beautiful voice, and most importantly the almost magical way he managed to bond with everyone. Surely this boy would become the glowing hope that the world so desperately yearned for... 

Hajime, on the other hand, thought Nagito was just a sweet boy who seemed to struggle socially and just needed a little push in the right direction. He thought it must have been tough for someone who appeared to be so fragile growing up.

For some unknown reason, Hajime felt an urge to protect Nagito, he wanted to take care of him and keep him safe from harm's way. But why...? There was no way feelings for his newfound friend were developing so rapidly... was there?

Whatever this feeling was, Hajime liked it and he wanted to be around the white-haired boy to further explore these feelings and find out what they were.

...

“Hajime... I’m in love with the hope inside of you...”

Hajime was pulled out of his thoughts as Nagito quietly whispered something beside him. A small smile made its way to Hajime’s face as he thought that this could be the beginning of something special.