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it’s shit :,))

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Real

I hate having BPD sm. I hate feeling nothing half of the time, then having episodes where I'm crazy obsessed to the point where I can't breath or everything disgusts me and I hate humanity. Why can't I just be normal?

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Christmas is almost here idk if I should hang the lights or hang myself

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Me after having a complete nervous breakdown over eating a bagel

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I’m busy sry

how do you tell someone “i’m not ignoring you i’m just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and i feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so it’s really hard for me to maintain a conversation” without saying that

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Things I’ve learned on how to fast

-DRINK WATER. Or zero cal drinks, or coffee or tea, just drink up. More than 2 liters. You’ll thank me later

-go on light walks but don’t exercise after 24 hours, your body is burning enough already.

-again on walks, DO IT. It’s helpful, it will get your digestive system going and help poop out the rest of the food

-make sure to rest a lot, you burn a lot of cals while asleep plus post nap skinny is the best feeling

That’s just a bit of my knowledge, stay safe

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I'll be happy when I have a thigh gap. I'll be happy when my chest is smaller. I'll be happy when my stomach is flat and I have outlines of abs. I'll be happy when my arms are thinner. I'll be happy when my collar bones stick out. I'll be happy when my jawline is prominent. I'll be happy when my cheekbones are sharp and when my fingers are slender.

Losing weight is the only cure to my self hatred, and no one can convince me otherwise.

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Lol

The only thing i'd get on my knees for :

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It's me im sensitive✨✨✨

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In a mood. not telling you which one

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Me??? Tired??? Stressed??? Exhauated??

I wanna cry???

Yes

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"what's wrong"

i

dont

know.