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YALL I did not think I’d be here again, WHERE IS ALL THE BABY BILLY FICS!! Ik im not the only one wishing I was married to this old bat 😭

Okay, wild thought (thot) since yall love Walton so bad can we please start writing for more of his characters 😭 (gif here is just a suggestion 🤷🏾‍♀️) I retired from writing so someone pls see this

REPOST PLSSS

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Agreed

-another southern woman

firm believer that remmick calls you sugar.

- sincerely, a southern woman

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INTRO:

Hi, I’m Jo!! Or Jordan call me either!!

I’ll be 19 on the first

After being on tumblr for years I’ve finally decided to turn my blog into an actual blog!! So enjoy my writings about my life, movies, books, my poems!!

I’m just a girl so you may see me under the comments or fanfic or smut

I’m happy to make friends and make a community hopefully!!

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Not Feeling the Celebration: Thoughts on Turning 19

TW: S*icide

Eighteen wasn't something I'd mark off in my book as one of the "great years". A lot of new territory was unearthed in my 18th year, I began college like many, yet I don't enjoy change like I should, which is why I assume I have these current feelings towards my birthday. And at said college, I had a fling with the most gorgeous women I'd ever encountered at the time, who happened to have a girlfriend... we never truly acted on anything because yearning and being close friends was all my conscious would allow me. Friend-wise I thought I cleaned up pretty well by the end of Orientation week!! Especially since I decided to get in front of the whole class of 2028 and win a music buzzer contest, but that was short lived as that friend group went with my secret (not so secret) rendezvous. I then got a boyfriend, an older one at that (20!!) and I tried awfully hard to like him, then tried awfully hard to love him after it sat with me that he took my virginity. We lasted for six months; my parents hated him all I heard from them was how their princess was with a pauper. He ended up being an alcoholic piece of shit anyways, though I often think of him I tend to trail back to how my parents were possibly onto something. I mean it caused my divorced parents to talk again so go figure!! To follow up, we broke up at the end of January, a huge argument commenced after my therapist instigated. A su*cide attempt followed this, to preface. I DID NOT do this over HIM. It was just awful timing... I had been contemplating trying for a third time for months leading up to this due to all of the strain our being together put on my family and I's relationships, and the only thing I had at that time that made me still feel like I had a community and safety net was his family. With the way things ended I was convinced we would never talk again, and growing up in church I was convinced I was worthless since I was no longer with the man I 'd lost my virginity to. Therefore, I felt like I had lost all that I truly had to myself. I laid stiff in my bed for two days after the incident; as forementioned, I hate change. After a 4-day hospital stay and avoiding telling my parents I entered an incredibly odd stage of my life, these past five months I believe there has been at least two days a week I'm confronted with the fact that I was very close to losing my life. I'll be honest, while I feel accomplished that I've overcome so much I cannot help but feel this overwhelming looming as my birthday approaches.

Ever since I entered my teens I have cried during my birthday for some tragic reason, CURSED! I feel. But in order to rectify this I told my best friend that I wanted to have ONE good birthday, and I felt like that could be accomplished with her. I'll say my other main reasoning for being apprehensive toward my "special day" is how envious I become of others. Not that I should be living by what everyone on instagram is doing, yet I cannot help but feel as if I'm not cared for as much as people say because there is no digital proof. I find myself having to often beg or pathetically ask people who I deem close friends or even friends in general to post photos they have of me or with me, sometimes I find myself even having to remind them of the day at hand. I know it's such a small thing but it's colossal to me, out of every day of the year my birthday seems to be the time I feel the least cared for, and I'm aware a post shouldn't dictate those feelings but it's beyond difficult when these same individuals post their other friends (ones I've heard them speak so ill about) at 12 am sharp as if they curled up near grandfather clock because they couldn't dare to miss this occasion. All I wanted was that for myself. From the people I care so deeply about. So, I've got plans to buy an ice cream cake and sit on the beach and read all the smut I've hoarded in my likes on here. I wish that my last birthday in my teens is as great as I'd like it to be, yet I'll keep my expectations tucked away as I often do. Nineteen just feels like the end of something. I'm not so sure of what exactly, but since it's so closely approaching, I'll embrace the first of June with a subtle warmth as the weather will be on my day.

P.S. I'm willing to write an entry on anything I touched on in this post that you all would like to know more about!!

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MORE REMMICK WITH PLUS SIZE OR CHUBBY READER!!

REMMICK AND CHUBBY GIRL READER PLEASE PLEASE!🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻nsfw or sfw! white or racially ambiguous, up to you!

Remmick would be groping and biting every single bit of you, licking every curve his mouth can reach as he fucks you so hard and good you're crying under his touch.

He loves your thighs and how plush they feel against his head as he eats you out, he loves to watch your ass jiggle as he fucks you from behind, he loves to kiss and bite your tummy, sometimes drawing blood because he can't help himself.

It's your fault for being so sweet to his taste.

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less "preacher's daughter" readers and other christianity based sinners fics.. more spiritual reader.. rootwork/hoodoo practitioner reader.. witch reader.. medicine woman reader.. chief's daughter.. idfk.. pls

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This may be the freakiest thing I’ve put on this blog (gonna try and make it cutesty and post more on here I’ve decided!!) but I’ve fallen in love with sinners and just about everyone in it!! And I’ve been reading a lot of fanfic about Remmick and I wanna know how soon until the p!links are up???? Or just any of them in general 🫢

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— [𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐟𝐚𝐫𝐞] 𝐑𝐚𝐲

𝐌.𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍

𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐘 — smut

𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟐 — smut / soon

𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝’𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲

currently only write for my sweet baby Ray ‹𝟹

tommy, sam & erik soon…🪽

𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 - 𓊆ྀི 𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐞𓊇ྀི

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It’s times like these I wish i didn’t retire!!

Yes yes I completely understand what the subject matter of warfare is about and I think it was a beautiful film, but at the same time I think as fans of these actors we should still be able to appreciate the fact that they’re attractive despite the subject matter!! We can have both!!

I know the movie just came out but can we start writing yall!! 🙏🏽🙏🏽

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Y’all mfs watched Nosferatu and are like “Nicholas Hoult” is kinda fine. I HAVE BEEN SAYING THAT FOR YEARS. Did y’all see him in The Great????

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imma need a smutty fic about this man asap🙂🙏

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THEY’RE SO CUTE IM SICK HAPPY PRIDE CLAUDELEINE!!!🏳️‍🌈

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What if I got back into writing, I have a lot on my mind I wanna express and IWTV is inspiring these thoughts so I may start a book on here guys 🤷🏾‍♀️ move my talents from wattpad to here!!

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THANK YOU

No, where are lestats fic in general. Have you seen this man?

FR LIKE U GET IT

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Since it worked the last time I asked for fan fic here I go again LMAOOO, with this post I’m asking my writers to write for THIS LESTAT more or just anyone else other than Queen of the Damned Lestat. (Fem!reader personally) but pls pls repost!! If anyone is willing to write please do it would be the best thing (my birthday is this weekend!!) BUT HE DESERVES MORE LOVE AS A CHARACTER 🙏🏽

Edit: REPOST REPOST GUYS!! PLSS

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AHHHHH THIS IS MAKING MY WEEKEND

Okay, wild thought (thot) since yall love Walton so bad can we please start writing for more of his characters 😭 (gif here is just a suggestion 🤷🏾‍♀️) I retired from writing so someone pls see this

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FINALLYYY YES THANK YOU THANK YOU

i've had two fic requests for baby billy so far and I am SO ready to get writing reader bumping uglies with this manipulative, beautiful old man. of course there will be angst, you know it's my favourite.