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“If you could go back, who would you want to meet?”

I would say that I want to meet myself. I want to say to her that stop being nice to people. Stop ignoring your feelings. None of it felt worth it. Priorities yourself. Because you are nice to people, they start taking you for granted. They treated you like whatever they wanted to. They only come back to you when they are bored or they’re in trouble. But when it is your turn, no one shows up. And that includes your loved one.

“Have you ever tried to speak up to that person?”

I wanted to. But, what if I do? What if I tried to speak up but then they still validated my feelings? What if they said I don’t understand their situation? What if they said I was just being too clingy? You see now? There are so many what-ifs come out. So instead of trying to speak up, I am ignorant. My feelings.

“What should we do then?”

Dear me,

Listen here. Starting today, let them go. Stop being so careful about them. Ignore them. If they wanted, they would do it, right? It’s hurt I know but this is for your own sake. For your happiness. Start finding yourself. Try to love yourself and care about yourself more. Detached from them and face the reality. Stop looking up to them, be that independent woman, and be happy okay?

I love you, Huda.

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Hold on and hope that we’ll find our way back in the end

Holding on is easy. It feels safe, familiar—like keeping a door open just in case. Just in case they come back. Just in case things go back to how they used to be. But deep down, you know the truth: you can’t stand in that doorway forever.

Letting go, though? That’s terrifying. It feels like losing a part of yourself, like closing a chapter before you’re ready. And the scariest part? Not knowing what comes next.

What if you let go and feel empty?

What if you forget?

What if this pain is all that’s left of what once mattered?

But here’s something to hold on to: letting go isn’t about forgetting. It’s not about erasing the past or pretending it didn’t shape you. It’s about making space—for healing, for new beginnings, for yourself. It’s about choosing peace over pain, even when it hurts.

You don’t have to do it all at once. You don’t have to wake up tomorrow and be okay. But maybe, just maybe, you can start by loosening your grip. By reminding yourself that you deserve more than waiting at a door that may never open again. By trusting that on the other side of letting go, there is something waiting for you—something lighter, freer, and filled with the kind of peace you’ve been searching for.

And when you’re ready, you’ll step through. Not because you’ve forgotten, but because you finally chose yourself.

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It's a wonderful feeling to have someone who loves you more than you love yourself, and treats you with more care than you believe you deserve. It's hard to find the right words to capture the depth of these emotions truly, but it's amazing how just a few simple words can make someone feel incredibly special and cherished.

It’s all about WORDS.

Action too.

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I’m so sorry, I wish I could be

The one to love you more

I hope you find somebody

Who's got everything you're searching for

Perhaps the one you're looking for is not me. It's someone else. And if you have found that person, I wish you can love her more than how you love me.✨

-Lany, Cause You Have To

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Favourite Lesson

It's amazing to know that you're not a mistake. You make me appreciate the little things in life even more. We started off as strangers, then we became lovers, but it's funny how we ended up as strangers again. Thank you for everything you did for me and for us. Even though you broke my heart into pieces, I'm okay now.

You were definitely my favorite lesson in life✨

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Let me tell you how the world becomes better.

The world becomes better when good people like you look at themselves and decide what kind of life they want to live, and what they're willing to do to make it that way.

When talking about poetry, it’s a bit subjective, because what speaks to one person might not to another. It's not like reviewing a novel with a plot and characters. Poems often play with words, feelings, and interpretations, making it challenging to pin down. Plus, they're designed to stir up emotions, which can be tough to put into words. They’re put together – the language, the imagery, and all that fancy stuff.

'Every Word You Cannot Say'. From its title, it's clear that this book dives into those emotions and thoughts we keep bottled up inside. It urges us to be brave and let those feelings and truths out in the open. It's like a gentle reminder of how powerful words can be and how they can shape our lives and connections.

And how did this book make me feel? I feel deeply connected as the author's words paint vivid and poignant pictures of love, loss, self-discovery, and the complexities of the human experience. I feel deeply touched by the way Thomas encourages his readers to reflect on the unspoken words and feelings they carry within and to find the courage to express them. It's a reminder of the profound impact that words can have on our lives and relationships, as well as the therapeutic value of self-expression.

Another comfort book for me💟

This does not mean you need to fight more.

It means you need to find ways to fight less.

Sometimes, our immediate response to the way the world is, is anger, and the world is the way it is, because sometimes our immediate response to it, is anger.

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[101 ESSAYS THAT WILL CHANGE THE WAY YOU THINK]

“You owe nothing to your younger self. You are not responsible for being the person you once thought you’d be. But you do owe something to the adult you are today.”

A healing book. This is the book that helped me improve myself the most. It helped me to grow and understand myself better. I’m glad, yes, because I decided to purchase this book from Amazon. I loved it from the start. Although I haven’t finished reading it yet, it is such a great book. This book has changed me and given me many different perspectives in life. It helped me to evaluate and think carefully about the consequences that might happen if I think the way I did. I tabbed a lot in this book. Every page every chapter is full of advice that I can adapt and relate to my life. And yes, this book is definitely not the kind of book you should read in one sit. For me, this book should be read when you experience some situations in your daily life. It depends on our feeling our mood so it will help on how we want to act in our life. It is worth to read.

#️⃣ #101essaysthatwillchangethewayyouthink #briannawiest #selfhelpbook #selfhealing #growth #therapy #bookstagram #malaysiamembaca #HudaPages

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Time after Time

By sederhanaindah.

Tiada istilah terlambat untuk berubah, jika kita mahu menikmati hidup yang lebih indah.

Salam Februari 2021. Masih lagi dalam kehidupan yang penuh dengan cabaran yang datang dan bakal mendatang. Namun kau harus tetap kuat tempuhi segala cabaran yang kau sendiri tidak terduga akan tiba. Ini pertama kali aku menulis sesuatu di Tumblr setelah sekian lama aku menyepi dan aku biarkan kosong. Tapi, aku terfikir untuk membuatkan akaun Tumblr aku sebagai salah satu diari kehidupan aku yang tidak begitu indah dan tidak juga begitu pahit terpahat di sini. Di Tumblr aku ini. Dan aku juga terfikir untuk menulis setiap diari kehidupan aku ini dengan meletakkan foto buku yang aku ada. Berkemungkinan foto buku yang aku letakkan di sini tidak ada kena mengena dengan apa yang aku ingin katakan tetapi hanya aku sahaja yang tau apa maksud tersirat di sebaliknya. Aku tidak mahu menulis banyak untuk posting pertama aku kali ini, cuma sekadar menyapu habuk yang telah lama bersawang di Tumblr aku. Sekian.

🍂 Berbicaralah pada gambar dan kau akan berasa tenang dengan apa yang diluahkan.

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Favourite Playlist;

currently listening to this song at this hour while doing my assignment - you know this song hits me hard during this hour (p/s: all IU songs are damn good)

#sfhbzplaylist #sfhbztumblr

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Beetlejuice (1988)

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I do miss them a lot :’)) 🖤

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push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.

get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.

stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.

buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.

strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.

become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.

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Yes, I procrastinated on this procrastination masterpost.

But that’s totally natural, and no one is ever going to completely cut out their procrastination habits. However, here are some (probably overused and not that helpful) tips that you can attempt to keep you from those nasty habits.

1.       When you get home, DON’T flop onto the couch that’s been calling your name since the second you arrived. Flop onto a different one. Lol jk don’t do that. Instead, head straight to your desk or whatever working space you have and figure out your homework set up. This is a great way to get yourself on track as soon as you get home and decreases the time spent away from schoolwork.

2.       Get the bigger tasks done first. Yes, the ones that you probably already procrastinated on and have left for the last day. The ones that aren’t just a simple essay but also needs two back up articles, a 3D model, a power point presentation, original soundtracks and a whole filmed and edited movie. Yes, those projects. Once you get down to the last of your tasks, they’ll be quick and easily finished.

3.       Don’t stress. This is obviously easier said than done however I want to mention it because it truly helps. When we stress we make our problems seem bigger than what they really are. This in turn only adds stress and keeps us from starting those assignments because we know think they will take us a long time to complete.

4.       Keep yourself organized and clean. I know that when I’m working in a disastrous environment, much less do I want to get up and work. If you keep your school work organized and your room tidy, you’ll have one less excuse to not start on your homework.

5.       Don’t forget to enjoy some music. I have always been a music oriented person and simply cannot work without it. Put on your favorite playlist or whatever helps you work and begin. It helps to pass the time and makes you forget about how long the assignment will take to finish.

There you go guys! This masterpost has been multiple times on numerous occasions but I hope it still helped in the end. My question for today is, what do you listen to when doing school work?

Also! Don’t forget to check out the rest of this series here!

-much love, studyessie ♡

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Notetaking

Sound Note - take notes while you record audio

Evernote - notetaking that syncs across platforms

Paper 53 - minimal notetaking that syncs

Microsoft OneNote - collaboration and syncing, best for Office users

Google Keep - jot things down, best for Google suite users

Notability - take notes and annotate PDFs

Mindly - create mind maps

Day One - a digital journal

Flash Cards

Quizlet - the quintessential flash card app

StudyBlue - another commonly used app

Cram - best for its “cram mode”

Eidetic - uses spaced repetition for effective memorization

Planner 

My Study Life - schedules, tasks, reminders, and more

StudyCal - keeps track of tasks, exams, and grades

24me - automated reminders and event planning

iStudiez - schedule and prioritized task list

Google Calendar - a calendar, best for Google users

Glass Planner - a calendar and to do list with incredible functionality

To Do List

Clear - organized to-do and reminders

MinimaList - simple to-do and focus timer

Trello - collaborative project organizer

Todoist - clean and functional task manager

Default notes app on your phone

Time Management

Forest - plant trees by staying focused

Pomotodo - pomodoro timer with to-do list

Timeglass - custom timers

Tide - pomodoro with white noise

Alarmy - forces you out of bed 

Pillow - smart alarm that tracks sleep cycles

Productivity

Workflow - automate tasks

Habitica - turn your habits into an RPG

Continuo - simple, colorful activity tracking

Freedom - block distracting apps

Free Learning

Coursera - free MOOCs

TED - listen to Ted Talks

Duolingo - language learning

Memrise - spaced repetition language vocabulary

Khan Academy - free video lessons

Ambient Noise

8tracks - curated playlists

Spotify - online music streaming

Coffitivity - cafe ambience

Noisli - background sound generator

Rain Rain - rain sounds

Binaural - binaural beats

Health

Rockin Ramen - recipes based on ramen

MealBoard - meal planning

Lifesum - healthy eating

Stop Breath And Think - mindfulness meditation

Pacifica - mental health management

Sworkit - personalized video workouts

Waterlogged - hydration tracker

Reference

WolframAlpha - Google on steroids

Oxford Dictionary - all of English at your fingertips

RefMe - citation generator

PhotoMath - solve math problems by taking a photo

Mathway - step by step math help

Desmos - free graphing calculator

Wikipedia - not the best source, but it’s handy

Miscellaneous 

Companion - stay safe when walking alone

Mint - money management

Toshl - finance manager

Tiny Scanner - scan documents