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i found old quotes/stickies i put up in my room during my breakup era 😭😭😭😭oh i kinda wanna cradle past me in my arms..

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nah bc throw away the whole site. i can’t believe yerin really deactivated. like i can bc i respect the reasons but bamtorin / yerin BUILT THIS SITE BRICK BY BRICK to me. i feel like an angel just died. but i will love and miss yerin so bad 🥺

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a lot of people have been asking how they can help me during the recovery time from Hurricane Helene and I am the type of person who hates asking for help, but unfortunately I've reached a breaking point of needing it. 

the major point of the storm hit Friday, Sept 27th, and that is when I lost power at 6:40 am. I still do not have power, and they don't know when I will. for the first two days, I was trapped in my house because where there was a creek in front of my house, it turned into a rushing, dangerous river. i didn't have water or food. What water i did have i gave a lot to my disabled cat in hopes that the power would come on soon, or i would be able to get out. 

you may know that I am a 911 dispatcher, so I kept watching the water and eventually to drive out knowing work was going to be overloaded. I got stuck and walked through almost knee-high water to get help. I found out that someone up the road from me lost their life in the flood, and it was a hit to my heart because, as hopeless as I felt at least, I had my life. 

my landlord was able to help me get my car out and some belongings. I left what water I could for milo and drove to town. a 25 min drive took almost 2 hours through trees, water, rocks, and mud. my little town looks like the end of the world. 

now, a few days later, I am exhausted. I have been able to go back and give milo more water, but still no power. work is hell, but I keep pushing to help people who are stuck. tomorrow, I am going to go back out and walk through the mud to get to my house and clean out my ruined fridge. while im out there, I'm gonna load up with donated supplies from work and give them out to people who can't leave the remote area. 

but the help I need is sadly money. I can't stay at home. gas, food, and bills have already drained my account. this hurricane ripped up my life so quickly in ways I didn't expect. you don't consider you have to buy muck boots or food to fill a fridge once you get power. life is harsh. 

if you can help, thank you. if you can't, that is completely okay. thank you for letting me get this out. it's been a long few days, and it's gonna be even longer. 

my PayPal https://www.paypal.me/onlymingyus

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is this amor? omg how have you been 😭🩷

yes!! fay 🤍 my love!! im so happy to hear from u 🥺 i’ve been okay just busy as life is for everyone! >_< how have you been!! ily!!

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hope you're okay 💗💗

love u 🥺

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your playlist has been on loop for the past week, imy so muhc :(( - nai/@run2seob

NAI ☹️ OH NAIIIIIII IM SO SORRY

looking back thru my inbox, it’s always been you who’s left messages and i feel nothing but guilt and shame but mostly appreciation and love for you 🥺 i had a full review of the playlist you made for me in a draft and it was long and thorough but it got wasted w a glitch and i was frustrated enough that i never tried to write it again (shame on me)

ANYWAYS i am deeply touched that you’ve thought of me this much bc i could never ever deserve it :( i adore you and miss you

are you doing alright? how has life been to you since we last spoke? i hope alright at the least.

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hii <33 hope youre doing okay miss you smmm!!

hi! i am in fact doing okay at the moment! im deeply grateful and surprised that you remembered me enough to come out of your way and say this! i hope you are also doing okay! ty <3

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nanami mhm mhm yeah yes mhm mhm

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hi ^_^

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txt’s beomgyu for a friend hehe

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Korean beef bone broth, seaweed, kimchi, cucumber salad, rice, and iced barley tea

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hi imy 🤍

my fay 🖤 i miss you and love you so freaking bad sorry i just now saw this 🙈

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😁 we writin’

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this was definitely an irrational decision but i’m moving accounts! follow @https-yeonjun

i’m going to deactivate this account when i finish moving all my posts

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you lament how it hurts to be misunderstood, but do you realize how frightening it will be the moment you are understood. are you ready to not retreat when it happens