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failed at understanding values, ended with a dragon | My Art Process

pls forgive me for my stuttering. I’m actually trying to talk more in my day to day life.

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These creatures remind me of CJ7, a creature which I once fixated on and I LOVE IT

served my duty as an autistic artist and made a bunch of autism creature reaction images

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This is my first time crocheting a dress. I didn't really do well since this is my first go at it.

I made it for my Hybi nendoroid hehe. Thankfully I somehow made the dress jellyfishy :) Ooo maybe I can add jellyfish tendrils later.

Also I still havent gotten around to changing Hybi's hair. It's wayyy too heavy for her. This counts a Hybi nendoroid update post lol

This was taken during the process. I was struggling LOL

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hello it is time to inflict dad jokes upon you

jellyfish 1: so are you two together now?

jellyfish 2 + 3: oh no we're just planktonic

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this is what i spend 90% of my playtime doing

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My finished Lily of the Valley :)

I feel sad because I got a low mark in my art class :(

I'm only two marks off but its still disheartening. The class was fun, drawing was fun. The mark is in no way saying I'm a bad artist, in fact, I think I improved a lot! It's just annoying how a number can really mess your mind.

Actually, writing this out makes me feel less bad. I did improve and I did learn.

I also took a pic of my may bells cos they were droopy and my mood was droopy. We were both droopy 😞

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I'm somewhat happy because if I need to distract myself, I can write.

If I can't write, I can draw.

If I can't draw, I can crochet.

If I can't crochet, I'm probably hungry

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Ok—so LISTEN, I thought when all those snail guys came up that EZRA WAS GONNA BE UNDER A BIGGER ROCK😭

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I haven't made the leaves yet but I CROCHETED A LILY OF THE VALLEY FLOWER. I heard they're actually poisonous, and that they have another name: May Bells. So I named a character after them! Maybelle :)

They're a bit beaten down at the moment. It's because they just came from me strangling them to place and hotgluing them to stick together. It was rough, pls be nice to them.

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YESSSSSS I CHOSE URCHIN TOO!!

Aww your backstory is so sweet. Mine's just silly.

My Tav's a Dragonborn who came all the way from Skyrim (hence why he'd always say "Nobody at home would believe me"). Even in Skyrim, he gets caught up in all types of trouble (accidentally helping a rebellion, accidentally becoming an assassin, somehow became a Wizard Scholar despite being a heavy axe main), so it would make sense for him to accidentally get caught up with a ragtag group of sad weirdos.

Idk what your class is. But mine's a monk cos he was once a monk in Skyrim. And because he's a monk, he has RLLY BAD SOCIAL SKILLS. It's a character flaw LOL

What's YOUR Tav's story? They seem sweet. Mine's just stupidly lucky

LOL AHAHAHA I WANNA HEAR ABOUT YOURS!! But basically mine's an urchin Tav that grew up in an orphanage and kinda acts as the 'big sister' to all of the kids there. Mainly because in my current playthrough, she's acting as the therapist for this group of weirdos with tragic backstories askdjaw Next playthrough I think I'll try evil Tav

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"ai is making it so everyone can make art" Everyone can make art dipshit it came free with your fucking humanity

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I've crocheted two things today while at work:

A ghostly companion and a wishing star

I've only been practising for like 5 days, maybe less. And this is what I have made so far

Some ghosts and my stars (left)

My very first amiguri is the middle yellow star (right). The second was the pink one which was small? For some reason. Then the third was the red which was... bigger. Anyways, I gave them away to my friends with little notes in them ><

Tomorrow, I'm planning on crocheting a lil dumbo octopus because I LOVE my cephalopods.

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I love this sm 💜💜

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For those who are maybe interested, here's what I've crocheted so far :D

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I feel a desire to overcome my fear of oversharing. I made my socials just to share my stories and adventures so why shouldn't I?

In my life, I have a tendency to jump from hobby to hobby. Last month, I learned how to play the flute; I'm still mediocre at it. Now, I've gotten back into crocheting. That's not what I want to share though.

For the past month, I've been thinking of a visual novel, inspired by a friend who'd been coding in RenPy. I've used RenPy before for an unfinished project, but the scrope of it kept creeping, and I was eventually overwhelmed.

For my new project, I want to avoid that scope creep, and focus on simplicity.

The title of my project is called

Phantasmagorical Love

It would centre around a woman named Rose Spectrelle as she begins to romance and acquire the abilities of different eldritch entities.

At first, it was set in the Victorian era and Rose is a blonde woman who desires power from unnatural forces.

The knife on her head was a tool, a way for the entities to possess her and give her abilities. The art style of the story was mainly weirdcore and dreamcore inspired. I also had experience drawing these silhouetted characters from Homestuck (the Ancestors), so I thought it would come in handy.

The setting was discontinued but the idea persisted.

The story is still a work-in-progress and I don't want to spoil too much. But nevertheless, I still want to share what I've done so far.

This is Rose Spectrelle. She lives in a godless land, full of monsters and creatures, where the Garden of Eden became a forest that was unkind to humans.

I now have a specific style to work with. I'm not sure what it's called but I have a very specific vision on it. I still want to keep the genre as Dark/Gothic Romantic.

Anyways, thank you for reading :)

I want to turn this rant into maybe a youtube video one day.

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Yesterday, I spent my days drawing my own live2d model. All while I experience the roller-coaster of emotions when watching any David Attenborough documentary.

Today, I want to have a go at drawing dragons. All while STILL feeling the existential gut-wrenching yet heart-warming documentary about Planet Earth while a british old man narrates over it.