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No, cause like, I used to sleep with my head facing the wall because I knew that if somebody came to murder me, there would be nothing I could do to stop it, so it's better to just get surprised but the attack and not see it happen and die then to watch in horror as they approached me. Knowing that I would die or something.

Wtf was wrong with child me?

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You know what, I genuinely don't know why I was so paranoid about my mom, that I started cooking all my own meals when I was like 10 because I was scared that she would try to poison me lol.

Like, she didn't do anything that should make me genuinely terrified that she would try to kill me in the night while I was sleeping. Like she would never ever do anything like that at all ever.

But I was still scared shitless. Maybe it was because I could not predict her in the slightest when I was younger. like one minute movies are completely banned no wifi for anyone, for like a solid year. Next minute ok, you can watch anything that isn't Disney. Oop a month later and we're only allowed to watch Disney.

Like ok, she banned all fantasy books or whatever and threw any books we had at the time that contained "magic" out.

But why tf did I think she would kill me?

Like, I genuinely can not understand little me's logic.

Like bruh, some of us are traumatized, and some of us are just crazy without needing to be traumatized lol.

Guess I was crazy lmao What a dumb kid I was lol

Excuse me, it's 3am I need to sleep.

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"sleep is important" I tell myself.

Me every single time I find myself very much awake at 3am: "oh, I'll just stay up a little longer!"

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double date

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SCOURGE X SPINEL

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[Edgy boy blues]

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So um... I like pony's again

Have some startrix for your soul.

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Queen Chrysalis, info tba

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Another old OC, a goddess, Aurora.

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Something

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I love them so much... just a sketch, but my whole soul and tears in it... Steven universe x tf2 is the best au I can imagine..

(thank you a mmillion times @lenny-link for creating a merc gems designs and @gracefireheart for heavymedic fusion design)

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Hello! Whats some random facts about your au that you want to share but havent had the chance yet? I love your cat au, theyre so cute!

Hello! Sorry for the late response 😅

Lemme share the usagi from this au:

Usagi is a rabbit, from a animal world. And obviously, I'm shipping leosagi in this au ☺️

So, it would technically make sense to just keep usagi as he is in the show, but this is my au, and way more fun. (And also less weird if I'm shipping the two.)

Thank you for the ask! (And thank you for the compliment!) Again, sorry for taking so long to respond.

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I have been waiting all year to post this.

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Being kind to ghosts is a Jewish value

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The demon Bull family is sooo fucking funny cause they didn't have a redemption arc, they had a common sense arc. Like they didn't become better people, they saw their strongest member get possessed by a long asleep evil, nearly kill all of them, and literally just went "Yeah world domination is not worth it, this is well above our pay grade, let's open a barbeque stand or some shit."

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When it's to hot to go to a convention :(

I just didn't feel like waiting in this blazing heat for half an hour, getting on a smelly bus for an hour, then waiting some more, getting on another bus and then hanging out in the sun for 3 hours. Repeat. I've been dying just hangout on the sofa all day.

Would it have been fun? Yes. Is it worth it? No.