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Hello! I just updated my Netherfic, Devil's Fool.

Name: Devil's Fool

Fandom: Avallum, Netherverse

Chapter Number: 3/?

Chapter Name: Scene: 3

Chapter Summary: Kovir wakes up in the doctor's house, feeling sick. He tries to explain what happened last night, but his talk with the doctor is cut short with terrible news. Cosmo is now missing, and two strangers who, for some reason, feel incredibly familiar come to Kovir's house. They are searching for the Cult.

Story Summary: An illness with an unknown origin wipes out most of humanity and causes chaos. No one could figure out how it came and how it spread; the civilization is at the brink of collapse, gangs and mobs took control, and the ones who cannot handle the situation join the Cult.

Kovir Brandis, a young doctor apprentice who wished to have a better life, accidentally comes upon one of the Cult's rituals, and he is forced to journey through this imaginary country when the Cult kidnaps his brother. He meets with different people who have their own reasons to find the Cult's hiding place, and their journey turns into a fight between the strong ones and the survivors.

[i-am-cesear]

What's up? I just updated my first Jerejean fanfic, Seeing Eternal Light. Wanna check out?

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64514413/chapters/177866596

Name: Seeing Eternal Light

Fandom: All For The Game

Ship: Jeremy Knox/Jean Moreau

Chapter Number: 4/?

Chapter Name: Jean

Chapter Summary: Someone kept calling Jean, and Jean is a stubborn guy who refused to answer. It starts to get on everyone's nerves. Meanwhile, Jeremy goes to Rhemann's house to get Jean's Raven car to sell it. Something bad happens.

Story Summary: He is Jean Moreau. He is not a Raven anymore. But he still carries past scars with him, and he is done being so far away from his teammates. He wants to use the pool with others. Thankfully, Jeremy is ready to help him with that.

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Hi! I really enjoy your alien stage fics. Could I, with credit, quote from this comment of yours in a project? This project I’m doing is using quotes from a bunch of different places to show a theme of connection and I really think that this comment shows it. Please don’t feel pressured or anything, I just really liked what you said here and wanted to ask!

Hello! I am so sorry if I made you wait for so long. I was traveling and finally came back home, so I just saw this. Of course, you can use it. To be honest, I didn't expect one of my comment answers to catch anyone's attention :D If it will be useful for you, you can take it.

Also, thank you for the nice comment about my fics. I'm so happy that you enjoyed it ^^

[i-am-cesear]

What's up? I just updated my Ivantill fanfic, The Way You Cried (I Fell Apart). It's Till POV. Finally, I know.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60686071/chapters/171777142

Name: The Way You Cried (I Fell Apart)

Fandom Name: Alien Stage

Ship: Ivan x Till

Chapter Name: Take A Bite

Chapter Number: 11/?

Chapter Summary: Till knew something was wrong with Ivan. He is smarter than he looks; he knew it all along. And for some reason, he loved that weirdness about him.

Story Summary: Ivan fell in love with his classmate Till—too fast and too hard. He couldn't understand why he loved Till this much, but loving someone shouldn't be something bad. When his love turned into obsession, it started to become a problem. Or, obsessive Ivan, because why not?

[i-am-cesear]

Hi, me again. I just updated my first Netherfic, Devil's Fool. It was fun to write, so I hope you'll enjoy it as well ^-^

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65008285/chapters/171473038#workskin

Name: Devil's Fool

Fandom: Avallum, Netherverse

Chapter Number: 2/?

Chapter Name: Scene:2

Chapter Summary: Kovir visits his future sister-in-law, and then he goes out with Cosmo to get the broken rifles. Instead of rifles, they find cult members.

Story Summary: An illness with an unknown origin wipes out most of humanity and causes chaos. No one could figure out how it came and how it spread; the civilization is at the brink of collapse, gangs and mobs took control, and the ones who cannot handle the situation join the Cult.

Kovir Brandis, a young doctor apprentice who wished to have a better life, accidentally comes upon one of the Cult's rituals, and he is forced to journey through this imaginary country when the Cult kidnaps his brother. He meets with different people who have their own reasons to find the Cult's hiding place, and their journey turns into a fight between the strong ones and the survivors.

[i-am-cesear]

Hello. I just updated my first Jerejean fanfic, Seeing Eternal Light. I would be so happy if you check it out ^-^

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64514413/chapters/169096378

Name: Seeing Eternal Light

Fandom: All For The Game

Ship: Jean Moreau/Jeremy Knox

Chapter Number: 3/?

Chapter Name: Jeremy

Chapter Summary: For the next step of Jean's exposure therapy, Jeremy brought him a kiddie pool and invited Laila, Cat, and Jean to a small pool party at his house. We can say it is the calm before the storm. William also misunderstands something that Jeremy says.

Story Summary: He is Jean Moreau. He is not a Raven anymore. But he still carries past scars with him, and he is done being so far away from his teammates. He wants to use the pool with others. Thankfully, Jeremy is ready to help him with that.

[i-am-cesear]

I read this confused, am I supposed to read this while crying because how adorable it is or smile like an idiot :")

SWITCH

@ghost-inthemirror

Andrew Minyard had never been one to care about attendance. If he didn’t feel like going to class, he didn’t go. Simple as that. The professors knew better than to question him, and the other students knew better than to snitch.  

Which was why, when he walked into his philosophy seminar after skipping the last two sessions, he expected at least some kind of pointed remark from the professor. Instead, the man barely glanced up from his papers before nodding at him.  

“Ah, Mr. Minyard. Good work on the surprise test last week. One of the highest scores in the class.”  

Andrew froze.  

A test?  

He hadn’t taken a test.  

His fingers twitched toward his armbands, but he forced himself to stay still. There was only one person who could have possibly pulled this off, and the realization settled in his gut like a stone.  

Aaron.  

But how the fuck had Aaron managed to not only sit through his philosophy class but pass a test on material he’d never studied?  

Andrew didn’t bother with subtlety. He turned on his heel and walked right back out of the classroom.  

---  

Aaron’s dorm room was unlocked—because of course it was, the idiot—so Andrew didn’t bother knocking. He shoved the door open and stepped inside, eyes immediately landing on his twin, who was hunched over his desk, scribbling something in a notebook.  

Aaron didn’t turn around.  

“Matt,” he said absently, “can you drop this off at Andrew’s door before you head out for your date with Dan? Don’t tell anyone it’s from me, just say it was a random classmate or something.”  

He held out a book blindly behind him.  

Andrew took it.  

Flipping it open, he found pages upon pages of meticulous notes—his notes. Or rather, notes for the classes he had skipped over the past week. Philosophy, sociology, even his criminology seminar. All of them were there, organized by date, with key points highlighted and references neatly cited.  

Andrew stared.  

Aaron finally turned around, presumably to say something else to “Matt,” and froze when he saw Andrew standing there instead. His face went through a series of expressions—shock, panic, resignation—before settling into a scowl.  

“What?” he snapped.  

Andrew held up the notebook. “Explain.”  

Aaron rolled his eyes. “It’s not rocket science. You skipped class. I went instead. Took notes. Got your stupid test done.”  

“You don’t even take philosophy.”  

“Yeah, well, I read your syllabus.” Aaron shrugged, like it was nothing. Like he hadn’t just spent hours studying material that had nothing to do with his own degree. “It wasn’t that hard.”  

Andrew’s grip on the notebook tightened.  

Aaron sighed and turned back to his desk. “Just take the damn notes and go. I have a lab report to finish.”  

Andrew didn’t move.  

Aaron glanced back at him. “What?”  

Andrew considered him for a long moment before finally saying, “You’re an idiot.”  

Aaron scoffed. “Yeah, yeah. Whatever.”  

Andrew left.  

But the notebook stayed tucked under his arm.  

---  

Aaron woke up with a pounding headache, a fever, and the distinct feeling that death would be kinder than whatever this was.  

He groaned, rolling over, and immediately regretted it when the room spun.  

Fuck.  

He was sick.  

And not just I-can-power-through-this sick. No, this was I-might-actually-die sick.  

His phone buzzed on the nightstand. With great effort, he reached for it, squinting at the screen.  

Matt: Dude, you good? You missed your 8 AM.  

Aaron groaned again.  

He had classes. Labs. A shift at the hospital.  

He was fucked.  

Dragging himself upright, he fumbled for his laptop, intending to at least email his professors, when his door swung open.  

Andrew stood there, arms crossed, looking as unimpressed as ever.  

“Stay in bed,” he said.  

Aaron blinked. “What?”  

Andrew didn’t elaborate. He just walked over, snatched Aaron’s laptop from his hands, and dropped a bottle of water and a packet of painkillers onto the nightstand.  

“I’ll handle your shit today,” he said.  

Aaron stared. “You—what?”  

Andrew gave him a flat look. “You went to my classes. I’ll go to yours.”  

Aaron opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again. “Andrew, you don’t even know neurology.”  

Andrew shrugged. “I’ll figure it out.”  

Aaron wanted to argue, but his head was killing him, and honestly, he was too tired to fight.  

“Fine,” he muttered, collapsing back onto the bed. “But don’t come crying to me when you fail my neuro exam.”  

Andrew snorted. “Go to sleep, Aaron.”  

---  

Andrew had severely underestimated what he’d signed up for.  

Aaron’s schedule was brutal. Back-to-back lectures, labs that ran for hours, and a mountain of pre-med coursework that made Andrew’s criminology classes look like child’s play.  

He sat in the back of Aaron’s neurology seminar, staring blankly at the professor’s slides.  

What the fuck was a hippocampus?  

He lasted exactly twenty minutes before pulling out his phone and texting the only person he could think of who might actually help.  

Andrew: Explain neurons to me.  

Katelyn: ????????  

Andrew: Now.  

She called him.  

“Why do you need to know about neurons?” she asked, voice equal parts confused and suspicious.  

Andrew didn’t answer.  

She sighed. “Fine. But you owe me.”  

---  

By the time Aaron was well enough to return to his classes, Andrew had:  

- Sat through three organic chemistry lectures (and understood none of them).  

- Nearly set a lab on fire (accidentally).  

- Endured Katelyn’s relentless tutoring (which, admittedly, was the only reason he hadn’t completely failed Aaron’s pop quiz).  

- Threatened Kevin into reducing Exy practice hours (“We don’t need to practice three times a day. When the fuck is Aaron supposed to study?”).  

- Gotten into a shouting match with a pre-med senior who had dared to imply Aaron was “slacking” (“Say that again. I dare you.”).  

And now, as Aaron walked into the dorm after his first day back, he found a protein bar, an energy drink, and a neatly printed study schedule waiting on his desk.  

He turned to Andrew, who was sprawled on his own bed, pretending to read.  

“What’s this?” Aaron asked.  

Andrew didn’t look up. “Shut up and study.”  

Aaron rolled his eyes. But he didn’t hide his smile fast enough.  

Andrew saw it anyway.  

---  

Neil Josten took a hard fall during practice, skidding across the court and tearing open his knee.  

Abby was halfway across the field, but before she could reach him, Aaron was already there, dropping to his knees beside Neil with a first-aid kit in hand.  

Neil blinked up at him, surprised. “You don’t have to—”  

“Shut up,” Aaron muttered, already cleaning the wound with practiced efficiency.  

Andrew watched from a few feet away, arms crossed.  

Neil smirked. “You’re not so bad, Minyard.”  

Aaron scowled. “Don’t get used to it.”  

But when Neil limped off the court later, his knee neatly bandaged, Andrew caught the way Aaron subtly checked to make sure he was okay.  

Andrew said nothing.  

But that night, he left an extra energy drink on Aaron’s desk.  

Aaron didn’t thank him.  

He didn’t have to.

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Hi there, beautiful. I just updated my Ivantill fanfic, The Way You Cried (I Fell Apart). But TW// SH and some forced kisses

https://archiveofourown.org/works/60686071/chapters/167945014

Name: The Way You Cried (I Fell Apart)

Fandom: Alien Stage

Ship: Ivan/Till

Chapter Number: 10/?

Chapter Name: Urak Was Right

Story Summary: Ivan fell in love with his classmate Till—too fast and too hard. He couldn't understand why he loved Till this much, but loving someone shouldn't be something bad. When his love turned into obsession, it started to become a problem. Or, obsessive Ivan, because why not?

Chapter Summary: Things happen after Till comes up to Ivan with the confession letter that Ivan wrote to him. They talk about their feelings; Ivan gets confused. After school and an eventful shower, Ivan checks his phone and sees something disgusting, but this time, he takes action.

[i-am-cesear]

me: I write for myself, not validation

also me after posting a fic *refreshes ao3 every five minutes*

(two things can be true)

[i-am-cesear]

“What if I write it and it’s bad-”

WHAT IF YOU WRITE IT AND ITS GOOD? WHAT IF YOU WRITE IT AND ITS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED? WHAT THEN????

[i-am-cesear]

I feel like I am having a writing episode right now. The first chapter of my first Netherfic, Devil's Fool is out now. It is my version of a lore story for Zander Netherbrand, it can be read without knowing anything about the guy himself. I am working hard on it, I hope you'll like it.

Name: Devil's Fool

Fandom: First Stage Production, Avallum, Netherfic

Ship: Zander Netherbrand/Fulgur Ovid

Chapter Number: 1/?

Chapter Name: Summer Passing By

Story Summary: An illness with an unknown origin wipes out most of humanity and causes chaos. No one could figure out how it came and how it spread; the civilization is at the brink of collapse, gangs and mobs took control, and the ones who cannot handle the situation join the Cult.

Kovir Brandis, a young doctor apprentice who wished to have a better life, accidentally comes upon one of the Cult's rituals, and he is forced to journey through this imaginary country when the Cult kidnaps his brother. He meets with different people who have their own reasons to find the Cult's hiding place, and their journey turns into a fight between the strong ones and the survivors.

[i-am-cesear]

Hi hi, I just shared the first chapter of my first ever Andreil ficlet, Being The Greatest. I tried my best to write something fun, I would be so happy to see you there.

Name: Being The Greatest

Fandom: All For The Game

Ship: Andrew Minyard/Neil Josten

Chapter Number: 1/3

Chapter Name: Neil

Story Summary: Everyone would expect people to come after Neil, but suddenly, a random stranger appears, claiming to know Andrew from the past. He insists that Andrew promised him something. The problem is? Andrew has no idea who this person is or what he is talking about.

[i-am-cesear]

am i allowed to say that jean’s attitude with the press and paparazzi throughout his career will literally be cillian murphy everytime he’s forced to do a press tour? the eye roll, complete poker face, giving away nothing, accidentally being sassy with everyone. there’s going to be a youtube video titled “jean-yves moreau serving cunt in press interviews for 15 minutes straight ft. neil josten being insufferable and kevin day dying inside”

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New introduction since it's been a while.

Hi there. I am Julian (or Jules) Cesear, a fictional storyteller and a screenwriter. I am currently a Masters student while writing silly stories. I am trying to be a professional storyteller, you can commission me stories for screenplays or your OC lores. I like to do character studies, always try my best to research everything before writing them down and I take my time with characters and events. I wrote multiple short movie scripts (two of them shot as student movies) and the first episode of a mini TV series. I also write fanfictions on AO3. So far I wrote stories for these fandoms:

- Hypnosis Microphone

- Given x Banana Fish crossover

- Tokyo Revengers

- Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun

- Genshin Impact

- Bungou Stray Dogs

- Alien Stage

- All For The Game

- Netherverse

As for my writing style, I like to write gut-wrenching stories that could give many different emotions to people. So far, all of my stories have happy endings but I like my characters to experience hardships and pain before having that good ending. In general, I like to include religious imagery and psychological issues.

I am genderfluid and pansexual, you can use any pronouns to refer me and I like to write about queer characters, generally male or trans queerness since I experience gender dysphoria most of the time and always wrote about male characters, but I can write anything that you'd enjoy.

I am trying to earn some money to afford moving to another country for my safety, living is hard but I guess we are all trying to do our best. I want to create things that you'd enjoy; writing and being an author is my lifelong aspiration. One day, I want to write my own book (i have some ideas but it needs much more working on it right now.) I read every single comment, every message. I check every like and every kudo. I remember you and I remember your support. It means the world to me.

I got some messages before about how there are people out there who wants to write but too shy to share and my stories gave them inspiration. I find that wild since I never thought that my writing or stories could have such impact on others, but I support you. I support anyone who wants to do creative work. If you need to talk with someone, my DMs are always open. If it takes some time for me to answer, it is because I most likely didn't see it yet but I always answer and support others dreams. I heard that I might come out as someone cold and distant, please do not let my personality to scare you. I cheer for you and your hard work. Always.

The things that I do not appreciate and are not welcomed in my space are the usual things:

- You might have your opinions, but if you are homophobic, racist, misogenist and/or a pedofile, please leave because they are not welcomed here.

- If you are a minor who wants to share the excitement of creativity with me, go for it. Show me what you created for support but please, do not come to me with any sexual messages. I like to see myself more as a supportive cousin than anything else. If you are a minor, do not force me to hurt your feelings.

- I don't want anyone come here and support AI art to me. No AI made fine arts and digital art. No AI made stories. I can accept if you use it for grammer purposes (since I am not a native English speaker either and I deteste grammer) but the moment it start to write in your place, it is not your story anymore. Don't let AI steal your emotions and language, please.

- Do not EVER threaten me if something that I write is not your cup of tea. You may not like the character dynamics, or just my way of storytelling. No need to threaten me, just walk away.

My personal tag is called #ok cesear and sometimes I also use #cesear writes and #cesear yaps as well. Every time I write a new story or update a current one, I share the link on this blog and my Twitter, which is @Cesear20 so you can check this blog or my Twitter and you can write me on both of these.

I think that's it for now. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for reading my stories. You have a special place in my heart and I will always cherish you.

[i-am-cesear]

Hello hello. I just updated my first AFTG Jerejean fanfic, Seeing Eternal Light. I would be so happy to see you in there <3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64514413/chapters/166656100#workskin

Name: Seeing Eternal Light

Fandom: All For The Game

Ship: Jeremy Knox/Jean Moreau

Chapter Number: 2/?

Chapter Name: Jeremy

Story Summary: He is Jean Moreau. He is not a Raven anymore. But he still carries past scars with him, and he is done being so far away from his teammates. He wants to use the pool with others. Thankfully, Jeremy is ready to help him with that.

Chapter Summary: Jean's exposure therapy with Jeremy starts for sure now; Jeremy takes Jean to the school pool again. After they are done with it, they get some food. Jean pushes himself out of his comfort zone little by little.

[i-am-cesear]

I just binged The Way You Cried (I Fell Apart) and omg your writing— you said you were unsure about writing Ivan but I think your writing is so captivating, also all of the alnst references are great, I haven’t read a fic that does it the way you do. Keep doing great!

Hi my dear Anon, thank you so much! I said that I was unsure about writing Ivan because so far, I always wrote Till and had no idea if I could write obsessive Ivan. So far, I feel good about him. Thank you so much for the compliment. I am extremely happy that my story gave you many different emotions. That's what all I want with writing stories- To entertain others like you. I hope the rest of the story will satisfy you as much as the previous chapters did 💜

[i-am-cesear]

All For The Game but instead of playing Exy, they do dance battles