iamjames1990-blog

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my birthday ,which was Monday, was so great! except i felt bad for relapsing......

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In November, my girlfriend’s parents and her brother are coming to US from Romania to visit so they can meet their baby grandson and nephew.i’m already getting nervous

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eariler on the phone with my mother said told her doctors diagnosed her with bipolar. after reading about it this is the least surprising diagnosis of the millennium. 

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when did you start self-harming?

 i started burning myself around age 8/9 after i got used to being burn from abuse.

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i started burning myself again.................................oops.........................

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i’m never gonna know you now, but i’m gonna love you anyhow

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last call by Elliott Smith 

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Everything that keeps me together is falling apart

I’ve got this thing that I consider my only art of fucking people over

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Dramamine - Modest Mouse

I’ve said what I said and you know what I mean, but I still can’t focus on anything.

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Goo Goo Dolls - Black Balloon

Coming down, the world turned over

And angels fall without you there 

And I go on as you get colder

Or are you someone’s prayer 

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Third Eye Blind - Jumper

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Day 31/365

Slow Motion : Third Eye Blind

And her nose starts to bleed A most beautiful ruby red

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Thanks A Lot- Third Eye Blind (Self titled album)

I’m the one for you  Cause I know all the dirty things you like to do  I’m the fear in your eyes  I’m the fire in your flies  I’m the sound that’s buzzing around your head 

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You smile and say the world doesn’t fit with you. I don’t believe you, you’re so serene, careening through the universe, your axis on a tilt. You’re guiltless and free. I hope you take a piece of me with you.

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St. Jospeh’s baby aspirin,

Bartles and Jaymes.

and you, or your memory.

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The Mountain Goats || Love Love Love

Raskolnikov felt sick, but he couldn’t say why When he saw his face reflected in his victim’s twinkling eye Some things you’ll do for money and some you’ll do for fun But the things you do for love are going to come back to you one by one

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And alone in my room I am the last of a lost civilization And I vanish into the dark And rise above my station Rise above my station

from The Sunset Tree (2005)