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18.06.25 - realised my post dating was confusing so i’m dating it with when i ate the things not when i’m posting them now lol.

total for yesterday was 780, realised i cropped that out. had two salads - mustard dressing w some air fried fries in it for lunch and shrimp “caesar” for dinner. could’ve definitely skipped lunch but i felt like ass, and i woke up lighter today so i assume it’s fine.

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17.06.25 - yesterday’s eats + working out a bit bc i could handle it (i really need to start taking food pictures)

breakfast - skipped, i don’t like leaving it empty so i put 1 water bottle worth of water in bc that’s how much i try to drink before lunchtime

lunch - needed sodium so i had some mushroom broth with a single rice paper cut into it

dinner - make bibim guksu (spicy korean cold noodles) w kimchi and salad for myself, and non-spicy peanut cold noodles for my partner. adding the lettuce really bulked it up well and i felt very full after.

snacks - cucumber wrapped in nori and dipped in soy sauce, an ice pop my partner got me when we went grocery shopping, and a small slice of a cake he got me as well

activity - woke up on the lower end of the pain scale so i did some seated HIIT and then a little bit of cycling on my little physio under desk bike thing (that one was not for the calories though they’re a nice bonus, but to make sure i don’t decondition my legs too much since i can’t walk long distances). also burned a bit more than usual bc i pushed myself through several grocery stores and not just my university.

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I’VE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE

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its not a want its a need

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yesterdays eats - way too much snacking but on sunday my roommate and partner are home so i feel under watch bc they are aware of my “past” ed and partner specifically is super vigilant with my eating habits *-*

(dinner was summer rolls and a one egg “omelette” - i didn’t count the lettuce bc i quite honestly got lazy, my bad ;v; i’m lenient with logging watery veg and low cal condiments)

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not eating as a gender affirming activity

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realising i can see the uncensored -spo tags on desktop ... about to fully channel my 2015 self and become a desktop blogger again

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<Bonespo >

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I'll try out this new diet which is called

STOP FUCKING EATING WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

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Thinspo⭐️

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── .✦ INTRO ✦. ──

⭑.ᐟ Star

age ↪︎ : 22

prns ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 : they/them ;

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⋆.˚ hw : 87 (kg)

⋆.˚ sw (relapse): 74

⌗ . cw : 69.2

.ᐟ gw 1: 65

.ᐟ gw 2: 60

.ᐟ gw 3: 55

₊ ⊹ ugw: 50 (for now)

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about ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ :

₊ ⊹ dx’d with bpd + osdd

₊ ⊹ physically disabled, semi-ambulatory, part-time wheelchair user

₊ ⊹ (the onset of my disability is part of why i gained weight again)

₊ ⊹ disordered since age 11 / in and out of recov / god knows which number of blog this is

₊ ⊹ nonbinary but transitioned medically f→m bc i’m hot and sexy like that

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style goals th1nsp0/malesp0