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and what if I told you nine was less afraid of love than ten. what then.

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[gets four notes on dune post]

me to my family: I'M FAMOUSJSHSJS

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not to talk about dune on main but like. lisan al-gaib became an instant meme in the theater i was at. like great acting amazing music (thank you hans zimmer you're a real one) phenomenal photography and setting and fight choreography

but stilgar's LISAN AL-GAIB in every circumstance possible was so funny it made the whole theater erupt into laughter directly after the fight with feyd-rautha which is supposed to be like. poignant ig and powerful and an overall vibe

y'all hit the wrong vibe besties 😭😭

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me to myself when i'm trying to get off the floor after my legs go numb

(i needed to hear this today and i'm glad i did)

you're not stuck. it's not over. you can claw yourself out again and again. find strength in yourself. find strength in others whom you can trust. the fight isn't over until you're dead.

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breaking news: local has breakdown at 10am over four sentences total

you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

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6. call the mansion not a house but a tomb

reblog if you

were there on the day they sold the cards for the queen

ran from the cops

are just a sad song with nothing to say

watched your hero sell a car on TV

never learned a goddamn thing

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i hope ebony dark’ness dementia raven way, age 33, is enjoying the my chemical romance comeback and live tour,

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I never left my emo phase, it just matured into dark academia like fine wine

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if all my enemies threw a party would you light the candles would you drink the wine AND WOULD YOU TE-LE-VI-SION

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juste pour moi, merci

hot artists don't gatekeep

I've been resource gathering for YEARS so now I am going to share my dragons hoard

Floorplanner. Design and furnish a house for you to use for having a consistent background in your comic or anything! Free, you need an account, easy to use, and you can save multiple houses.

Comparing Heights. Input the heights of characters to see what the different is between them. Great for keeping consistency. Free.

Magma. Draw online with friends in real time. Great for practice or hanging out. Free, paid plan available, account preferred.

Smithsonian Open Access. Loads of free images. Free.

SketchDaily. Lots of pose references, massive library, is set on a timer so you can practice quick figure drawing. Free.

SculptGL. A sculpting tool which I am yet to master, but you should be able to make whatever 3d object you like with it. free.

Pexels. Free stock images. And the search engine is actually pretty good at pulling up what you want.

Figurosity. Great pose references, diverse body types, lots of "how to draw" videos directly on the site, the models are 3d and you can rotate the angle, but you can't make custom poses or edit body proportions. Free, account option, paid plans available.

Line of Action. More drawing references, this one also has a focus on expressions, hands/feet, animals, landscapes. Free.

Animal Photo. You pose a 3d skull model and select an animal species, and they give you a bunch of photo references for that animal at that angle. Super handy. Free.

Height Weight Chart. You ever see an OC listed as having a certain weight but then they look Wildly different than the number suggests? Well here's a site to avoid that! It shows real people at different weights and heights to give you a better idea of what these abstract numbers all look like. Free to use.

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i miss being young. i was never tired then. not like this anyway. young tired was sleepy and warm and sweat cooling down in an air conditioned room because i don't want to shower right now ma i'll fall asleep and then what. it was when i closed my eyes and drifted away for an uninterrupted romp through my dreamscapes, even if they tended to be a bad thrill.

tired now is an ache in the bones, a cork in the esophagus, a bottled-up heart, a sluggish brain. old hurts and new grievances tangled together in a macabre parody of healing, of kindness, of patience. it is closing my eyes and waiting to drift but realizing that the dreamscapes i once loved are just mirrored rooms now. all they show is me. and that is enough to keep me awake.

i'm tired of being tired.

let sleep come easy, one day.