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biscoff + a messy hotel room

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you’re just a man

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Can’t a girl just sleep and smoke and drink and hangout?

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Girl shit

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me? oh no i’m fine (trying not to cry on thebus on the way home from therapy because i just got my lashes done and they shouldn’t get wet just yet)

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i love love LOVE life but just not the life i live right now so i am constantly wandering between what i can do and what i truly wished i could. yes life is great but today it feels like the longing sensation of peace that i might have never known. yes life is awesome but for the longest time i haven’t felt a ray of sunshine. food doesn’t taste good. sleep isn’t refreshing and showers aren’t warm enough. yes i still remember that i love life but somedays it gets a bit too blurry to see that eventually life will be good. and i wished i could actually tell myself that life will be good.

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why did i do that? what drove me? what was the point, you say? the cause? relax buddy, stuff doesn’t really have a meaning here

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okay. you know the story about that one painting of jesus, that supposedly was ?da vinci’s?? lover? okay. i know there’s not much evidence but

imagine being so loved and admired that your lover depicts you as The Messiah and you pass onto history as the face the son of The Creator simply because someone thought you were a worthy muse

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neeeeeeed to get skinnier asap

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my camera died 😀

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add me on spacehey i just made the thing! https://spacehey.com/idontknowhsh

lets be friends :]!

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recently got really into the whole emo/scene style out of nowhere

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🦇 🩸

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dont you love disappearing

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🎧°.★

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