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Is it too much to ask......

As the rain is falling,lying down in my bed,looking outside. All I can think of is wanting to be loved,cared,adored by someone.. I had relationships,they all failed ,I blamed myself for some but I didn't get what I needed. They always thought of me the more caring one. But the people who care,also needs to be cared. Is it too much to ask to be loved,cared,adored by someone who ll understand you and you will too.

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Hiding behind a page with a smile is better than showing the real sad face....

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My truth.

My Diary 27 minutes ago I am strong, I remind myself that everyday. But am I? I am not, I am weak. I runaway from my troubles, I hide, I try distracting myself from my issues.But does it work? No! It doesn't. I am just a simple,crazy,emotional, daydreamer girl. Who lives in imagination, But believes in reality!!

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Reality Vs imagination

How can I be in reality?When all I can think about is fantasy. The place where I love to be where no one impowers me. Is this a phase or just for time being?!.I have no idea. But all it's doing is clouding up my judgements. I inhale in reality but live in imagination, how will anyone take it?! One second I am happy and then again I am in misery. Wish I could actually be in fantsy my imagination forever,never have to come back to reality!. Closing my eyes every night,I wish my imaginations were true. And I was not in reality!.

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#myimagination

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Imagination

It's weird to think of someone who doesn't exist or will ever,can make you feel happy,loved,cared for. I made you, everything about you is made up by me.Still somewhere you feel real.I can sense your presence, ur smell,ur smile,ur eyes...... You are the only thing that takes me away from my reality. But again you are just imaginary.....

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#motivation

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You are going to be so much more than ‘enough’ for someone someday.

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Yes,and that day will come for sure!!

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I don’t think I still miss you, I just fear that I’ll never find someone who will light a fire in my soul quite like you did.

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die

At this moment,all i can think of is how to kill myself how to die how to vanish.Depression,frustration is killing me inside,so what's the point in living outside

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sometimes, things aren’t meant to be held on to. maybe that’s why I was falling into abyss when I grabbed your hand, thinking that you would save me.

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I don't have any hands to grab me.....

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Giving up

I feel nothing just nothing,no love no lust no need.Not even love for someone or something. I just went cold to the core,no hope left nothing left. I just want to dive into a blue sea and never come up.

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Cruelty

The only thing and the best thing,I can do is give up,hide my emotions, be rude and pull all my guards up. The emotional me didn't get anything other than shunned by people. Close people taking advantage of my vulnerability. But,they don't know that I can go ice cold.

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#karma #gettingwhatideserve

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#lazyinspiration

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Him...

If our eyes meet,please don't look away See through this lie,I have locked away I don't know how much more I can take So please don't say anything yet...