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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

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haven't used tumblr in ages but have had the pleasure of falling in love with ethel cain's music in the last year.

burned some of my favourite songs onto a cd and collaged an album cover, inside and back inlay.

amber waves is my current favourite on perverts <3

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it's definitely missing something. i think the word 'sterile' fits how my creativity has been feeling like for the past couple of years - too focused on 'perfection' instead of the joy and silliness of it.

but when i do create, i like keeping track of my relationship with the world around me, my body and my hobbies.

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scanning random things in my room just because

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revisiting my old art when i feel like i've lost my creativity

i like having this little corner of the internet where no one is gonna see what i post :3

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⅄ 　 ◌ 　🐏 ˖　 (´-﹏-`)

⅄ 　 ◌ 　🤲🏻 ˖　@bubballo (´-﹏-`)

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SEULGI :: The 1st Mini Album [28 REASONS] Teaser Image #1

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2709/2022

i love mudd so much <3

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why is it that it’s so easy to loop back into being a hermit? i just want to stay at home and nap.

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2609/2022

“What you gon' do If you tumble down”

I’ve been more of a homebody lately; taking lots of naps and staying at home on my days off.

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“빨강 빛, 삐삐삐 불러, 1-1-112″

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The only things.

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2509/2022

hug me | 안아보자

Betrayal, a feeling I shouldn’t be wrapping my heart around today. 

A mind of another is so freakishly similar to mine, yet why can’t I understand those around me.

I’m afraid I might see a friend’s true colours.

I’m embarrassed of my own ways.

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“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

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I lost my passion. 

My sunshine flare, My internal positivity, My self. 

I overthink things. And leave things, undone, unread, for too long.

I barely put effort into the people I care about, my art, and the accounts. 

I'd like to blame this all on working. I think it really screwed around with my brain. 

But.

Maybe it brought me down to reality (of which I don't think my mind has ever been in), or maybe it is just a continuous state of exhaustion. Making me like a zombie, becoming numb to pain and mistreatment because I just want to get through the day.

Because all I want is.. to go home.

27.07 TWENTYTWENTYTOO