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Slimeriana fans I don't know if you guys know this but...

Before the QSMP started (or as soon as it started, I'm not sure) Mariana said in one of his streams that he wanted his Minecraft character to be have a ship as well.

Mariana is close to Roier who's shipped by people with Spreen or Quackity who's usually paired with Luzu (by the Hispanic side of his viewers).

And I remember that Mariana was like "oh man, I want to be shipped as well" (I can't remember which stream, sorry), because people never did that with him.

I think that's why in the begging of the QSMP he tried to get his character close to Q! Foolish (he ruined his chances very soon tho lol)

But then Slimecicle came and they got along so well (because they have the same sense of humor, Foolish doesn't match too well with Mariana for that reason -that's my theory- not saying that they don't get along, but not everyone can match someone like Mariana because he's... Weird -in a good way-) and Boom... Mariana got what he wanted when his and Charlie's characters got paired up.

I think that's why Mariana has talked about Charlie in such a good light and that's why he reacts to Slimeriana content and talks about the characters even when he's not streaming Minecraft.

Idk, Mariana is very weird, has a strange sense of humor and says a lot of odd shit but he also can be very endearing and I'm glad he found someone who can roleplay with him with the same energy.

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Slimeriana fans I don't know if you guys know this but...

Before the QSMP started (or as soon as it started, I'm not sure) Mariana said in one of his streams that he wanted his Minecraft character to be have a ship as well.

Mariana is close to Roier who's shipped by people with Spreen or Quackity who's usually paired with Luzu (by the Hispanic side of his viewers).

And I remember that Mariana was like "oh man, I want to be shipped as well" (I can't remember which stream, sorry), because people never did that with him.

I think that's why in the begging of the QSMP he tried to get his character close to Q! Foolish (he ruined his chances very soon tho lol)

But then Slimecicle came and they got along so well (because they have the same sense of humor, Foolish doesn't match too well with Mariana for that reason -that's my theory- not saying that they don't get along, but not everyone can match someone like Mariana because he's... Weird -in a good way-) and Boom... Mariana got what he wanted when his and Charlie's characters got paired up.

I think that's why Mariana has talked about Charlie in such a good light and that's why he reacts to Slimeriana content and talks about the characters even when he's not streaming Minecraft.

Idk, Mariana is very weird, has a strange sense of humor and says a lot of odd shit but he also can be very endearing and I'm glad he found someone who can roleplay with him with the same energy.

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Slimeriana and QSMP fans, we need to talk (really, I'm going to talk about a few things).

CW: nsfw

Warning: long post.

At this point I think majority of you guys know what happened with Mariana yesterday (especially because the fliporiana community is small compared to other ones).

I'm gonna write some stuff Mariana said and I'm gonna be explicit about it because I want you guys to understand the severity of the situation (this is your warning):

Context: He was curious to see if people actually posted nsfw stuff about him (and poor boy, he really thought he wouldn't find any).

And I quote what he said after seeing some posts: "No, no, no! Why's Slime penetrating me?!" (He was probably looking at a fanart)

"I'm not doing role like that with Slime anymore. I thought you guys found it funny (he was talking about the sex role in the QSMP) but it only fills your minds with shit"

"I'm gonna say it in English because I know there's QSMP fans who do it as well: Don't draw hentai about me, don't draw us fucking, that's being a pervert, that's wrong"

Some months ago I wrote a post when we got the first warning in regards of this topic.

Mariana and Slime have talked about fanart before and at the time they didn't seem uncomfortable about it (though it seems like Charlie's girlfriend was).

So I wrote: it's not necessary to stop doing fanart about them. Just be careful with what you draw and where you post it.

To me even "suggestive" fanarts are "okay" (but with suggestive I mean the characters looking at each other like they want to kiss each other so bad, that's it). But when and how did that translate to some of you thinking that drawing real people having sex and not only having sex (because there's always ways to show intercourse without being explicit or disgusting) but also showing private parts is okay?

Because it's obvious Mariana saw something super explicit by the way he reacted (because he doesn't get bothered too easily). My poor man was distressed!

And let me tell you something. This is not only about Mariana and Slimecicle. This is a REAL PROBLEM within the fandom. Let me give you some examples:

I love reading fanfiction and months ago I was scrolling through the QSMP section on AO3 and let me tell you something: the amount of fanfiction written about the eggs and their parents in a non platonic way is CONCERNING.

Especially Wilbur Soot's fandom seems to have a lot of rotten apples who think that writing abusive stories about q! Wilbur and Tallulah is fine.

I understand some people write stories like that not because they're crime apologists, but because that's their way to deal with trauma (and dealing with trauma through art is okay). But PLEASE remember that while the eggs are fictional, their "parents" are REAL people.

Use fictional characters, please. Stop writing real people into pedophilic or highly abusive situations. THAT'S HORRENDOUS.

Another example is the following: Some weeks ago people were reporting a Twitter account and I clicked on the account (I personally don't like reporting people without making sure they deserved) and it took me like three seconds of scrolling to see more than 5 Ccs being disrespected (including Slimecicle, Quackity, Cellbit, Roier and Badboyhalo). Explicit Pictures, videos and fanarts were being posted about these creators.

You know what I think? I think Cellbit made his character asexual not only for the representation (it's clear by now that q! Cellbit is a sex positive asexual which is still representation yay!) But because he has been on the internet since around 2011 and he knows how disrespectful people can be. I think he knew that his and Roier's ship was getting too popular and that makes them both unprotected to shit like this.

Sadly, it's clear that it didn't matter that Cellbit made his character asexual, people can't seem to respect that detail about his character and about himself as a real person.

To some people it doesn't matter if the Cc is ambiguous or completely clear about their boundaries, they still don't give a fuck.

Please remember that behind each character is a real person. I understand sometimes you guys want to see your favorite characters fuck -me too, honestly- but for people like streamers that's out of the questions because not only they're real people, but because their work is related to social media and the possibilities of them finding EVERYTHING we write and post about them are super high.

I don't know how to feel. It's obvious that Mariana has not been feeling the same about the server since Juanaflippa died. Maybe this will make him feel even worse about the QSMP but I hope I'm wrong.

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El Mariana killed JuanaFlippa... again

And that left me thinking.

Warning: Long post (as always)

It's clear that Mariana is super clumsy both in game and IRL .

I don't know if you guys know that Mariana has a dog called Tilín in real life (yes, the same name as Quackity's egg). The thing is... Mariana's mother has been taking care of his pet because he's just not prepared for taking care of a living being (that dude can barely take care of himself).

As Mariana told Charlie when they had that wholesome conversation months ago: He's a fucking kid.

(he literally said that to Charlie when they where talking about Charlie living alone already: "I'm a fucking kid")

So when Juanaflippa was misclicked by Mariana I was not that surprised honestly and a few days ago, when he literally received a Juanaflippa figurine gifted by a fan IRL and he dropped it after 10 seconds first I laughed and then I thought about something in terms of the QSMP Lore.

The whole egg thing started as a way to unite the first habitants of the island (Spanish and English speakers) but think about it:

Not only they had to find a way to understand each other but they also we're thrown into parenthood without a notice.

If we think about Slimecicle and Mariana in terms of lore everything is just super sad. It's clear that none of them were prepared for such responsibility but I think especially Mariana was not prepared for fatherhood (like on real life lol). Both of them loved Juana so much but Mariana was an inestable factor in that dynamic honestly.

I like to think that Slimecicle is more mature than Mariana (same as in real life, it seems like Charlie is much more mature than Osvaldo, not saying that Valdo is immature, I'm saying that it seems like Charlie is more "adult" than Valdo). So I think deep down q!Slimecicle understands how everything was difficult for Mariana and that's why in his birthday he wished not only for Juana to be there, he also wished for Mariana to be there. I think he understands that everything was just so unfortunate and I can imagine he also empathizes with Mari because he also killed a child by accident. It's clear that he misses Mariana and that even though he doesn't miss a chance to call Mariana "bitch" all of his insults towards Mariana are full of sadness.

At the end of the day this all reminds us all that parenthood is more difficult than people make it seem to be.

Now that Juana (or maybe Code! Juanaflippa) is back I can imagine some scenarios where Mariana is of course happy to see his child but at the same time scared of making the same mistake again.

PS: All of this "Young parenthood mistakes" going on with Slimeriana is such fanfiction material honestly.

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los vaqueros yeehawww

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Safe and Sound

After Luzu manages to get Quackity out of his imprisonment. They hide away to recover from their long night. Luzu finally gets to tell Quackity the truth, and they embrace each other after the news that Luzu was his other half.

Luzu attempts to apologize for not being their for Tilin and Quackity, but Quackity couldn't give a damn about that know. He's finally not alone anymore.

:)

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I never ever thought Slimeriana would be as tragic as they are.

(Disclaimer: Long post)

Hear me out. I think most people don't notice how sad their stories are because both Charlie and Osvaldo are funny as hell. But their characters are so fucking tragic.

I would like for people to understand that they're not the worst parents as everyone in the Island has made them look.

I'm not denying the fact that they fought a lot (that's a whole other thing because they always fought but they also ALWAYS ended up gravitating towards each other and even defending each other -and having weird sex but let's avoid that one-) but when it came to Juanaflippa they loved her with their whole hearts.

Let's remember how at first they named her "Juanaflippo" but when she told Mariana that she was a girl he accepted her IMMEDIATELY and he communicated the fact to Slime who also accepted her WITHOUT A QUESTION.

Slime adored Juana and till this day he thinks constantly about her.

But Mariana also loved her so so much. I don't know if non Spanish speaking people understand the constant words of endearment Mari gave to Juana whenever they were together. He talked sweetly to her and made sure she felt loved (look at them celebrating her birthday).

And I'm emphasizing Mari because at the end of the day he ended her life (twice).

Slimecicle, on the other hand, ended Tilin's life when he was babysitting them (I'm pretty sure Tilín was nonbinary or gender fluid, not sure).

You know why that's tragic?

Because those incidents happened because both content creators have the shittiest luck and are honestly not the best at fighting. NOT BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T CARE ABOUT THOSE KIDS.

Let's remember that everyone in the Island were thrown into parenthood and each of them did the best they could (and props to Charlie and Mariana because both of them were present for their Minecraft child).

I can never forget Slime yelling "How do I fix this?" And Mariana yelling "No, Juanaflippa, no!" When Roier told him they had to go and he couldn't even retrieve Juanas's body.

When Juana passed away seems like Mari finally understood that at the end of the day Slime and him only had each other. That's when he started saying proudly to everyone that Slime and him were a couple.

But then Tilin's accident happened and Slime went to exile and everything went to shit again.

Their interactions became minimal and that's also tragic because despite their fights they're the only ones that understand and care for each other.

Mariana was constantly mocked by Roier (I love q!Roier but he was really mean towards Mari most of the time after the incident and that's super sad when you remember that they're supposedly best friends)

And Slime also suffered because he's now considered a cold murderer by everyone.

I'm pretty sure most people don't know that not only Quackity was hunting him. When Luzu briefly cameback to the Island and BBH and Foolish told him Tilin was his child he immediately asked for Slimecicle's location so he could get "revenge" (and if you're not familiar with Luzu, you won't know what he's capable of. Slime is lucky that Luzu was busy IRL because otherwise we would have had a big confrontation).

Fast forward till the last "interaction" when Slime attended Roier and Cellbit's wedding. He bitterly said that "Mariana couldn't even be there", that only tells me that he was hoping to see Mari.

Then Roier proceed to say that Mariana had been seeing/sleeping with other people when that's certainly not true (again, I love q! Roier but what kind of friend are you, dude?)

After that Slimecicle talked to Baghera and proceeded to say that he thinks Mariana and him and not together anymore and he also said to Baghera "If you see Mariana beat the shit out of him" but honestly, he wasn't irritated when he said those things, he didn't sound angry even.

No, he sounded wounded and hopeless.

So... In one hand we have Mariana who has disappeared completely, we don't know if he's at home depressed (but that the most likely scenario. We saw at Juanas's funeral that he tends to get depressed whenever something bad happens).

On the other hand, we have Slime who has been spending more and more time as Gegg.

And let me remind you that Gegg's all fun and games until you remember that Slime admitted that everytime he becomes Gegg his true self is affected.

We don't know if Slimecicle himself will not comeback one day.

I wish they spoke to each other because I truly believe only they can help each other. Only they understand the guilt and grief they're feeling.

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One of the reblogs just proves the point of this post... Thank you I guess LMAO

He could be in his 30s and mofos would still say:

I'm convinced that even if MCU's spiderman keeps doing movies majority of Spideypool fans won't like him

"Not shipping Deadpool with MCU's spiderman, he looks 14"

Lol

At first I got it, it was hella weird because MCU's spiderman was a child (Ew, please don't ship minors with adults) but at the end of NWH he reaches the age of Andrew's Spidey and Spideypool fans still talk the most uncalled shit about him.

I'm convinced you guys just don't like him and that's it.

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Ok so the more I think about it the more I have to say about the Gegg situation besides that he needs to talk to someone who actually understand his grief. Other people have pointed out and I agree with them that Slime is taking things just a little too personally as Gegg because he is getting too lost in the sauce as Gegg so he sees Gegg as an extension of himself. Because of this any time someone doesn’t like Gegg he sees it as a rejection not of Gegg but of him, Slime. And I think his goal isn’t just to help him understand Juanaflippa as he’s stated but I think also he wants people to care about him but because of what he’s done he doesn’t believe he deserves it as Slime so maybe if he’s someone else, maybe if he’s Gegg people can care about him and it’s ok.

What really makes me sad about this and another reason why I really think Slime should talk to Mariana is that Mariana has decided to play his character as still being very much in love with Slime. In spite of everything he genuinely cares about him and wants them to be in this together. Slime doesn’t think he deserves love but Mariana loves him anyway and I think that Slime needs to know that. I think he needs to be confronted with someone who knows him and everything he’s done and understands his guilt and his grief because he’s in the same boat and still loves him because maybe then he’ll realize it’s ok to let himself be loved and cared for and maybe together, actually together, the two of them can start to heal.

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He could be in his 30s and mofos would still say:

I'm convinced that even if MCU's spiderman keeps doing movies majority of Spideypool fans won't like him

"Not shipping Deadpool with MCU's spiderman, he looks 14"

Lol

At first I got it, it was hella weird because MCU's spiderman was a child (Ew, please don't ship minors with adults) but at the end of NWH he reaches the age of Andrew's Spidey and Spideypool fans still talk the most uncalled shit about him.

I'm convinced you guys just don't like him and that's it.

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omg hii i wanted to answer your last post and clear some things up!

1st topic: about the new rules - most people do understand why they are being made, especially because of the lag in the server lately, and are usually just messing around with a inside joke about brazilians being "nerfed" and forever literally being the guy that makes impossible things possible / finding loopholes in minecraft.

though i do admit there's some people around here and there who are pissed that the admins are mostly targeting the brazilians with these rules. (thankfully the lag situation is being explained to most of them, so they'll understand eventually, i hope 🗣️)

2nd topic: about forever's accent - of all the br content creators, forever's the one with least contact with the english language. i also think him being carioca (from rio de janeiro) influences it a little bit, since cariocas also have a accent when speaking portuguese. that being said — any brazilian with 0 experience with english will probably speak the same way! we're used to pronouncing every letter and syllabe in a word, including the T's at the end.

⭐: the hispanics are used to even more rules?? 😮 please tell us more about that!

I see! I'm just mesmerized by the way Forever talks he sounds so different idk haha and it's so cool to learn about other countries. Most people don't realize Mexico has a bunch of accents so I thought the same might apply to Brazil.

And about the rules, yeah... Vegetta dedicated a whole stream to write the rules of the server.

I think it makes sense to Hispanics because there's 21 Spanish speaking countries, if players didn't have rules the whole thing would explode in five minutes lol

(I'll edit an image with Karmaland's rules on the original post if you're interested)

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I want to talk with the QSMP Brazilian community about two completely different things:

1. The new rules

2. Forever's accent (?

So yeah, about the first topic:

I've seen a bunch of people mad because there's new rules on the server and they're clearly rules that were made because the Brazilian players have found "legal voids" in it.

Some people are saying the admins are being mean or that they want to sabotage the Brazilian content creators so I want to explain.

The server has been lagging A LOT and I mean A LOT that's why things like putting longer videos might be a problem. Also, let's remember the eggs era might end soon and I think that's why more and more rules are being revealed.

And third point: You guys seem to be having a cultural shock because Hispanic players are used to following even MORE rules than the ones the QSMP have. Karmaland, for example, which is Vegetta's server has A LOT of rules and Hispanic players are used to it.

It's normal for Hispanics so please don't be mad (we're cousins, come on :( )

Second topic (completely unrelated):

I'm Mexican and Mexico is a very big and diverse country so we have many different accents inside of it and I'm guessing in Brazil something similar might happen.

So my question is: Does Forever have a different accent compared to the rest of the Brazilian players?

I've been fascinated by the way he talks, he has a very peculiar tone when speaking, for example when he says the letter "T" at the end of words, like when he says "QuackiTY" or "CellbiT".

Is it a Forever thing or does he actually have a different accent?

I don't speak Portuguese and sadly I've never been to Brazil so I don't know if I'm imagining things haha

EDIT: Look at Karmaland's rules lol ⬇️

One of them being "Don't connect into the server while being under the influence of any drug" LMAO

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Spider-Man/Deadpool (2016) #4 Published: April 13, 2016 Double date, Deadpool style! Spider-Man finally agrees to hang out with Deadpool outside of adventures.

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The canonical QSMP couples are so funny honestly

We have Mariana and Slimecicle who are actually married but we don't know when or how they got married

Then Foolish and Vegetta who act like a married couple that have been together for years but somehow... Somehow they're not actually married.

And finally we have Cellbit and Roier who are engaged and soon to be married but haven't even had their first date yet...

And don't get me started with the implications the new couple will bring (Cellbit and Roier) to the table now that Vegetta and Foolish have adopted Roier:

Mariana and Roier are best friends so Roier is now the son of Mariana's ex boyfriend (Foolish).

And as Forever told Cellbit:

Leonarda and Richarlyson are siblings but now that Vegetta and Foolish have adopted Roier is Leonarda's brother

So...

Cellbit is marrying his son's brother

I... This family tree is getting weirder and weirder

But anyway... The gays have won again because Guapoduo got engaged literally the first day of the pride month.

Thank you LGBTQSMP!

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Cellbit saw Roier's detrimental state after Bobby's death and he still stayed by his side. That man is so in love.

I think Roier still doesn't fully come to terms with the fact that someone truthfully sees him, accepts him and loves him. He was speechless when Forever told him: "He left letters to the people he loves the most"

heres the thing about guapoduo that i think makes them intresting when compared to other ship dynamics, i wholeheartedly believe that q!roier fell first and q!cellbit fell harder.

but its also about how q!roier is someone who loves freely. he doesn't see loving as a task, it's something that comes easily to him. it's like breathing, that's why he's such a flirt, because he loves openly, his heart is on his sleeve for everybody to see and take a piece.

now, q!cellbit is a strategist, he's obsessed with everything that he does, he can't do anything halfway. when he's solving a puzzle or an enigma, he won't rest until he finds the answer. he's the other side from the same coin as q!forever, but loving doesn't come as easily for him as it does for the other people on the island, because he hides himself from them and he only shows them bite-sized pieces of who q!cellbit truly is, apart from the person they see solving enigmas and trying to take down the federation.

when you take a look at guapoduo's relationship, if you blink you miss it. q!roier started it all because he's more outspoken, a true extrovert, embracing and wanting everyone to have fun with him, and somehow, that was the thing that did it for q!cellbit, because although he's all of this, cellbit also saw the things that are not on the open, his insecurities, his loneliness, his madness...

i think that's why it's so surprising to q!roier when people talk about his relationship with q!cellbit to him, the reason why he's always so surprised that cellbit might want something more with him, and it's because q!cellbit is the only person who looked at him and saw who q!roier truly is and that's what made q!cellbit fall in love with him. not his loudness, his jokes, but the things that q!roier hides from everyone else. the things that should be kept as a secret, but q!cellbit also solved that enigma.

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El Mariana wants to play with Slimecicle but he fears the language barrier might be a probablem so... His solution is to play a porn game

(Today a bring to you a new video with subtitles)

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I don’t know .