imoutofideashere

[imoutofideashere]

I am infact alive.

Does anyone have good AO3 alternatives... I wanna write for fun and throw it out there but like... AO3 scary... (Mostly just because I don't feel like inheriting writers curse lmao. blah blah superstition whatever but I ain't fuckin wit it)

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Oh man, people really weren't kidding when they said it gets harder to make friends as an adult. This shit fucking sucks.

I don't know how to socialize enough to go to events, that and like... The chances of finding someone in person, in the rural u.s, who A: actually respects me as a person and B: Aligns with my morals is so astronomically fucking low it's insane.

I don't *want* to be chronically online but I kind of feel like I don't have an option here. I hate this. I feel like I'm some sort of fucking monster for not understanding social anything. Did I miss some sort of meeting everyone on earth had???

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Do prior extinction fans exist at all? I don't think I've EVER seen one in like... Years. Not counting the friend who got me into the game.

I can kinda see why there's so few players though, practically everything is locked behind a paywall. I'm all for supporting (indie? Idk if they're indie Im too tired to check rn) developers but like, it seems like it's hurting the player count. Honestly I wouldn't wanna play either if everything cool was locked behind thousands of Robux or DAYS of grinding. (If I didn't have a someone to walk me through how it works that is) I love their designs and the game I really do, it's sad to see such an amazing game die.

Hopefully recode will do better though, honestly not optimistic about that.

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HOW THE FUCK DO I USE BLENDER. GENUINELY. I SPENT LIKE 3 FUCKING HOURS TRYING TO MAKE A FUCKING SLANTED BOX.

If someone has a good tutorial with how 3d modeling works on blender, I would deeply appreciate the recommendation. Or hell even if you just happen to know the application, I'll take anything at this point 😭

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Ngl it's kinda comforting that no one ever sees (or seems to see) my posts.... Which kinda defeats the purpose of posting but like,I CAN YAP ALL I WANT HERE

deepwoken. I love deepwoken. I HATE the community. Give me more world building and less pvp shit!!! I beg!!!

Also half the community are low-key incels and it makes me not want to associate with the game despite how good it is. :(

Also skill based match making in phighting when?? I know it kinda forces me to improve and all but sometimes I don't enjoy getting utterly stomped by a level 500 thanks

This shall serve as my new diary... Maybe. /Hj

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I don't need marriage, I don't need a significant other, I JUST NEED TO BE ABLE TO OBSESS WITH SOMEONE OVER A VERY SPECIFIC PIECE OF MEDIA

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I'm not sure if anyone's gonna actually see this, but like how the hell do I find an RP partner without going through a blog? Those don't seem to work for me 😭

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Orcas are neat