imravikumar

[imravikumar]

suffering, suffering, suffering

s u f f e r i n g, s u f f e r i n g, s u f f e r i n g

suffering.suffering.suffering

suffering suffering suffering

(suffering) (suffering) (suffering)

𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨

S U F F E R I N G - S U F F E R I N G - S U F F E R I N G

when is this going to end?

End!

END!

[imravikumar]

I just feel like stuck. Every day is the same and I'm just existing not living.

[imravikumar]

my defense mechanism?

i cut people out completely whenever I feel like it, we might be laughing and talking, but five minutes later, i’ll remove you from everywhere we’ve been connected!

[imravikumar]

It’s never going to go away.

[imravikumar]

My life is a constant cycle between "I need to rest before I burn out" and "I'm wasting my potential, I should work harder"

[imravikumar]

the most annoying stage of burnout is when i want to write, and i have the urge to write, and somewhere in my skull are the words that want to be written, but they have to get through the cursed minotaur maze first and nobody remembered to bring string

[imravikumar]

I'm proud of you for making it this far.

[imravikumar]

depressed people are canonically really good at 2048

[imravikumar]

“when you're building a house of cards, you make sure there's no wind around and guard the trembling corners, but you're so busy fighting the air, you miss the quiet hands pulling it down, piece by piece”

— ravikumar

[imravikumar]

“when you're building a house of cards, you make sure there's no wind around and guard the trembling corners, but you're so busy fighting the air, you miss the quiet hands pulling it down, piece by piece”

— ravikumar

[imravikumar]

It's my 7 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[imravikumar]

it's exhausting to talk. every day, there comes a point when i break down and have no words left. i just want to disappear and not see anyone!

[imravikumar]

it's exhausting to talk. every day, there comes a point when i break down and have no words left. i just want to disappear and not see anyone!

[imravikumar]

every day, i find myself crying, trapped in the misery of my own memories, every corner of my mind is an echo of your laughter, a whisper of your voice, the touch of your caresses...

everything repeats itself over and over again, like an endless cycle that wears me down, and yet, i continue looking for your shadow in every corner of my being, even though it hurts

[imravikumar]

every day, i find myself crying, trapped in the misery of my own memories, every corner of my mind is an echo of your laughter, a whisper of your voice, the touch of your caresses...

everything repeats itself over and over again, like an endless cycle that wears me down, and yet, i continue looking for your shadow in every corner of my being, even though it hurts

[imravikumar]

Veil Of Sadness'

Once again I have relapsed into the feeling of emptiness, again I am begging for release from this shadow that hangs over my soul. It is a constant echo of pain, a silent lament that resonates in the darkest corners of my being. Life blurs into a perpetual gray, where the days pass like dead leaves blown by a directionless wind.

Each breath feels heavy, filled with a melancholy that does not dissipate, a sadness that clings to me like a second skin. Happy memories become mirages, unattainable and distant, while reality becomes a prison without visible bars, but unbreakable in its essence.

In the depths of my thoughts, I search for answers in the silence, but I only find the echo of my own hopelessness. Tears become faithful companions, silent witnesses of an internal battle that seems to have no end. I wonder if I will ever find peace, if this storm will ever calm down and the sun will shine again.

[imravikumar]

“i must try to tear down everything that exists between fear and my truth to free my path”