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HE HE HE HE HEEEEEE✨

The thoughts took over…

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OH SHI-

Episode 4:

Episode 5:

oh

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Why else would he be looking at it...

The thoughts took over…

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i may be just a little salty about this

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The thoughts took over…

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“My Mother..”

For those who didn’t know, Emmy has a similar backstory to Ragatha. It’s how she handles it in the present that’s different.

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gee! i sure do love this complex female character with COMPLEX thoughts and COMPLEX feelings and COMPLEX reasons for her actions. surely the fandom wont villainize her and make her into a irredeemable monster for doing something even slightly unkind! (male character has done something a 100x worse.) looks at social media oh! well surely they wont water down her character into a single trait and/or only examine her at surface level and then proceed to misunderstand her entire personality, motives, and values! looks at social media again oh.

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THIS... THIS SHIT RIGHT HERE!

I WISH I had a friend when i was younger to tell me this instead of learning it in adulthood. I might make a longer post about this tomorrow but yes

I FEEL SO SEEN!

I cannot stop thinking about Episode 5 of TADC because Ragatha is, however unintentionally, one of the best examples of how isolating and difficult it is to interact with the world as an autistic person I have ever seen. To the point it genuinely makes me sad to think about her. I need to make a post expanding on this at some point but rn just. The way everyone assumes there’s some sinister hidden meaning to everything she does and says but she’s literally just trying to be nice and she doesn’t understand why it’s not working. The way she tries so hard to make connections but it constantly falls flat, she says things that hurt without realising how or why. She follows the rules she’s been taught will make her friends — she’s kind, she’s forgiving, she’s accepting and apologetic when she messes up, but for some reason it’s just not working. She tries to mimic other people, she tries to laugh at past experiences, tries to open up about her past like everyone else is doing, but now everyone’s uncomfortable and looking at her like she’s crazy and she doesn’t get it!! She doesn’t get it!!! Jax is a jerk and he’s mean to everyone but for some reason Pomni likes him and she doesn’t get it, she doesn’t understand! Pomni tells her it’s okay to be a jerk sometimes but Ragatha doesn’t like being mean, she wants to be nice to people, but she does it anyway, she gets mean like Jax and Zooble do but now Pomni’s looking at her like she’s done something wrong but she just did what she asked her to!! She doesn’t get it!! At the end of the episode everyone goes off into their groups and Ragatha is left alone, after having tried so hard to make friends and fit in and make people like her, she’s still alone, and everyone thinks she’s weird and unapproachable and she just has to give up and accept that she is inherently unloveable. Her evil alter ego tells her she’s going to die alone and nobody loves her and the only thing she corrects her on is the fact that they can’t die here. The few that might like her when she’s around don’t miss her when she’s gone, because there’s nothing to miss. Ragatha has spent her whole life systematically stripping away everything that makes her different and unlikeable in order to make herself more palatable to others, and in the process she has made herself a personalitiless blank slate with no unique identity for others to latch onto and appreciate. She has nothing to add to any conversation because she’s too afraid of being disliked to have a memorable personality beyond being generally polite and nice. And just. God. Someone get this girl some noise cancelling headphones and a therapist on speed dial, being this good of a representation of what it’s like to be autistic, especially to be an autistic person with trauma, is not good for the soul. That final shot just destroys me right in the heart. My poor girl.

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Thought I’d share a sketchbook spread I did a day after the ep… Might turn them into full comics soon. More content coming soon.

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Ragatha in her little black dress appreciation post

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RAGATHA, WAIT FOR ME. THE DIGITAL CIRCUS IS NOT TOO FAR. IT WILL BE OKAY, WE ARE GOING TO RIDE HORSES TOGETHER. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT. DO NOT ABSTRACT.

pls

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YES YES YES!

This EXACTLY what she's going through, I need people to understand this bc people pleasing isn't just "faking it" it's a coping mechanism

Had a night of sleep to collect my thoughts and calm down a bit,, so this morning I saw a Twitter post that explains Ragatha so well. They say she is "fawning" as a trauma response from her mother.. I had no idea this was a thing, and reading it is 100% what I do as well and this is definitely Ragatha. The people-pleasing.. difficulty saying no(ex: saying sure to Kinger in the beginning of the episode without even knowing what he was asking her to do), loss of personal identity so nobody knows who she is except "she's nice", trying to avoid conflict(her saying sorry after everything)...

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REF DO SOMETHING

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Sooooo I just got through crying for an hour…

Ima need a break from posting for a few days to recover from this one I might make a post why…

To all my bunnydoller’s and Ragatha kin’s…

are you okay…

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BUNNYDOLLERS GET YOU EMOTIONAL SUPPORT READY

😓😓😓

HEY BUNNYDOLL!

23 HOURS TIL YOU DIE!

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Ngl it would be funny if Kinger was singing with evil kinger (from the new episode). It's silly, but he'd fit the "grumpier" role lol

... OMFG YOU SO RIGHT ✨

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love the new blog look!

Why thank chuuuuu~✨