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Lotus Eater- a fengqing college AU animation!

been having a lot of fun playing around with procreate dreams, I think you can definitely see me get more used to the program as the animation goes on lol

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Fuck heartbreak from a relationship. Losing your best friend who is your platonic soulmate is so much worse.

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I was nodding, my voice was clear, my eyes looking at you, my touch comforting you. But if you stay quiet for a little you will hear the sound of my heart shattering down. My love, why did you do this to me?

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SPOILER TOKYO REVENGERS CHP: 155 ❗️

I wonder how yuzuha reacted to her brother’s death, after almost spending all her life protecting him. For him to just leave like that…

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“The two men fought to seek

an ideal utopia.

They hold hands until the end

of their dreams.

Connected beyond blood..”

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Arrange marriage with Ran Haitani 

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TW: Blood, mention of abortion, death

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Your family and the haitani’s family, was familiar to the world with being one of the top 3 biggest companies in Japan.

It had been decided before your birth. That the first firs born would marry the first born of the Haitani family.

To bring both company in one, it would be the biggest one in whole Japan.

Either way you and Ran have always been friends and nothing more then that. The problem is after some years being around them you got feelings for the younger Haitani.

Ran being the older brother and wishing his younger brother nothing more than happiness was okay with the relationship between you and Rin, that was of course to make the two of you happy.

Ran was already in love with you the day he met you. He never thought of you as friend and never could do that.

The marriage happened and now you’re A Haitani, of course the relationship between you and Rindou didn’t stop after being married to his older brother.

A few years ago, you found rindou cheating on you throughout texts from the girl he was seeing. When you confronted him with it he just said.

“You’re just a toy.”

It broke your heart hearing that from the male you thought you’ll be forever with. You broke up with him of course and went to your best and only friend Ran.

Ran couldn’t do much beside comforting you with listening to you, making you breakfast to bed, Watching movies with you, going on night rides.

Everything to keep you busy and to try to move on. Well whenever he could. Since he was really busy man with the gang life and as successor to his family company.

A few months go by and you find yourself crushing on your husband. It’s weird to say,

“I have a crush on my husband…”

And by that you kept your crush a secret since you knew for sure that it is one sided, Ran thinks nothing more of you than just his friend.

It was all fine till a night where you became so drunk that you couldn’t see your legs anymore, you drunkly sat down on drunk Ran. Without a second thought you brutally confessed your love to him.

You didn’t know what his reaction was, you couldn’t remember. But you know that the two of you had a passion night, then and there.

The next morning when you woke up, you found yourself laying on Ran’s bare warm chest. You got a smile on your face until you heard:

“Forget about what happened between us.”

That day you cried so much that you didn’t even get off your bed.

Two weeks had passed after that night and you found out that you were pregnant. Happily you ran to Ran to tell him about the news. But you were shocked by his respond.

“Abort it.”

That day, you decided to never speak to Ran again. Of course you didn’t have an abortion and kept the baby a secret from Ran. Since he was always out and almost never home. It was easy thing to do.

That was until it was 3AM at night when you fell your water breaking. There was such a heavy pain that you thought u were dying.

You wanted to scream to yell but ran was sleeping next to you and you were to scared to know what he’ll do.

You stayed in bed trying to not make any sound hoping that you’ll be able to give birth without help.

Sadly for you the pain was so hard that you started crying so loud that it woke up ran.

“Y/N?!, Y/N Wtf is going!?“ ran looked on the bed it was full blood and you were just crying for help.

The older Haitani immediately stood up from his place and picked you up to the hospital.

The doctors took you over immediately to the surgery room not letting Ran enter it.

After a hour and 45 minutes, a doctor reached out for Ran, who was as pale as a ghost sitting there almost dying.

When Ran saw the doctor he jumped from his seat and walked to him.

“How are you related to her?”

“I���m her husband. Please tell me is she alright?”

“I’m sorry, she couldn’t make it. There was too much lost of blood.”

Ran sank down on the hospital floor, what had just happened? Did he just lose the only girl he loved so much? Just… in a night where he was sleeping?… out of the blue?.. how cruel is this world…

“But the the baby made it.”

“Baby?” Ran asked way to confused at this point. “What baby doctor?”

“Your wife was pregnant sir. You’ll be able to see your daughter in a few minutes.”

The doctor left ran after that, thankfully he left so now that the older Haitani was alone he could think of what just happened.

What baby?

Y/n is dead?

Does he cry? Does he jumps of joy? What is he supposed to do? …

He didn’t know what to do at all… that was until they put the small baby on his hands.

He looked at the young little creature that is barely some minutes old.

He hugged his baby and tears streamed down his cheeks.

“I’ll take care of you princess… daddy is going to stay with you. He’ll be there for you.. when you need it… I’ll… I’ll tell you a lot about mommy too… I hope… when you grow up you’ll look just like her… I can already see those beautiful eyes of hers in yours…. I’m so sorry baby… I should’ve took better care of your mother…”

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That day Haitani Ran changed fully. He didn’t go to parties anymore. He kept work hours only at the early morning or night shifts.

He wasn’t playing around with drugs, alcohol or girls. He didn’t put all his money on new cars or stupid bets.

His only reason to be alive was his little princess. She grew up only knowing good about her mommy. He never told her anything bad about you.

He spend his time with her most of the day. He brings her on his own to school, and picks her up again. He was never a day late.

He tried to be the mother and the father for his little girl. He attended every school activity with parents and also every of his daughter’s piano concerts.

Whenever he was on a mission and the little one would call, he would respond immediately. He stays by her side if she has a fever and plays with her when she’s bored.

Ran always remembers to tell her how much he loves her and how much she’s worth to him. That way is his way to cope with the fact that he couldn’t tell you about how much he did love you. Till this day after years passing by. He would still hate himself for never telling you how much he loved you.

There are some nights where the little angel and her papa would cuddle and she often asks him about you. He would always smile when he remembers you.

“Your mommy was such a beautiful woman. She was generous, kind and lovely. She was truly an angel to my life.”

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When rin saw the little girl first time in his life, he accidentally called your name out. Ran stared at his younger brother almost breaking down in tears.

She did indeed look like her mama. ᰔ

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Rindou, trying to be romantic: since I saw you, my head hasn't stopped spinning for you

Sanzu: lol, like the girl from the exorcist?

Ran, from afar: I told him it wasn't a good idea

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Gin (bsd) And Tokoyami (bmha)… they would play emo music and talk shit about everyone, or just vibe around.

your discord pfp and your tumblr pfp are locked in a room together. what happens?

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Snow day for them

“Kaku wake up!”

“Hm..?”

The dark haired boy turned around the bed.

“Leave me alone izana I’m sleepy.”

“Hmph.”

The older boy didn’t hesitate and took the blanket off the sleeping boy. Kakucho jumped from his bed from the sudden fresh air that came his way.

“What was that for!?”

“It’s snowing! Let’s play outside!”

“HUH”

the younger one looked dumbfounded. They both walked to the window:

“look! snow!”

“Woah! Let’s go outside izana!”

Izana smiled brightly and the two boys ran outside, they had snow fight, (izana won) build a snow castle, even two snow dolls (that looked exactly like them) .. but kaku didn’t feel good.. there was something wrong.. but what? What was so wrong that he couldn’t enjoy his time… They sat down looking at the castle. Izana looked at kaku.

“What’s the matter hitto?”

“Idk.. something feels wrong..”

“hmm, you didn’t enjoy it?”

“Yes I did! Just… Izana..?”

“Yes hitto?”

Kaku looked at the smiling boy next to him.

“I’ve to wake up izana..”

“Oh… can’t you stay longer? I’m lonely here...”

“I am sorry zana’... the others need me.. ”

“Ah! You made new friends? I’m happy for you! … I’ll miss you..”

“Trust me.. I’m missing you way more.. but don’t worry! I’ll come soon back with you!”

izana smiled and gave hitto a cheek kiss.

“Don’t come, it’s way too early for you.. take care of yourself okay?”

“…. Will do.. same for you.. i gotta go now… goodbye..”

“Bye! Bye hitto!”

Kakucho woke up afterward with tears streaming down his cheeks.. “ah.. that damn stupid dreams again..”

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Ran, coming to the bonten meeting: Well, how are we today?

Sanzu: good

Takeomi: splendid

Rindou: I haven't felt happiness in over five years, my hair is falling out and I think my goldfish died today but I'm to scared to check because it's the only living thing I still have an emotional attachment to and it would devestate me dearly

Everyone: ...

Rindou: otherwise I'm good

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I really hate mikey, I’m glad to say. I always hated him, from the hype that he got all suddenly on tiktok until the last chapters. Stan mitsuya and izana for good luck.

06/02/22

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12/06/22

Let’s change this, I used to hate mikey’s character cause of what he did to his friends by killing them all off, tbh I still dislike him. But his character is kind of interesting ? Idk I just like he’s so mysterious idk if i like it or am annoyed by it, either way. Everyone is a villain for a reason so there must be something behind those evil eyes of his (??) can’t wait for the manga to end and all secrets get finally released.

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holy chicken nugget I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO BREATH ANYMORE.

FS x Izana

If you like my art, help by reblogging ♡

Goodluck handling me when the tenjiku arc gets animated

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thinking about what emma and Draken kids name would have be..

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thinking about how kaku fell when izana was dying next to him, and blaming himself for it daily. also the thought of how kaku was listening to izana being in pain/madness at mikey while they angrier him. he didn’t want his bsf to suffer or show his weak side to others.. especially mikey

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YALL IZANA IS A FUCKING VIRGO. IZANA PLS IM A CAPRICORN EVEN THE STARS SHIP US PLS ONE CHANCE JUST ONE CHANCE AND YOULL SEE HOW ILL TREAT U LIKE A KING. pls pls ill be your servant or whatever tf u like just pls.. one chance.. 🙁🛐

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grandpa sano: y/n, would you do me the honor of becoming my granddaughter-in-law?

shinichiro: did you just propose to her for me?

grandpa sano: somebody had to shin.