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Mr. & Mrs. Smith

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And as I grew older, I began to understand her better too:

You don’t feel particularly great at anything. You don’t really want much in terms of big, extravagant goals.

You just want to make everyone feel welcomed and loved. To support them. To have a family. To be loved.

But the world isn’t too kind to simple ambitions like these, you soon find out you have to work for everything you want.

And sometimes it feels like you even have to work for love. But you’re almost sure it should be easier.

You put your whole heart into every relationship, and you have some scars to show for it.

It’s not that you regret loving, but you wonder if it’s even love sometimes. I mean, all you want is to be seen right? To be loved? Held close at night?

What’s so wrong with that?

Moreover, why does it seem difficult for the ones you want that comfort from to give it to you?

So you figure, like everything else, you’ll work hard for love. You make a five course meal out of scraps.

You hate it, but at least it’s something.

Then the day comes where you discover a love that sets your soul alight. You’ve ‘loved’ so many other people, but this one just feels right. It feels like the first time.

Everything is like a dream until you’re hit with the cold reality that they deserve better. Or so you think.

Letting go hurts, but you do it so you won’t hinder the one you love. You learn sacrifice for the first time.

But nobody asked you to do that. You could’ve stayed if you wanted to. Things would’ve worked out.

But you can’t imagine that because of the lovers before.

Older and wiser. You wistfully think of what could have been. You’ve learned from your mistakes and don’t run from them anymore.

But your desires are the same: to love, be loved and to help and have everyone you love together.

You’ll never give up that dream.

You don’t have to.

[A LETTER TO HER, THAT’S REALLY FOR ME- PART ii]

Part i

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this new billie eilish album really makes me wanna finish my longfic and feature songs from it in it please help

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I just wanna say I love your fics. They are healing, thank you for writing them. That's all, have a nice day 💜💚

You're so sweet!!!! Thank you so much. I'm sorry, the inconsistency is a bummer, but I love writing so much, I hope I can be back to it ASAP.

I hope you're having the time of your life, dear. 🤍 Stay safe!!! 🌈✨

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Just saw about the prompt idea! How about a levihan story inspired by glimpse of us song by Joji but make it a happy ending for them 🙈

I LOVE THAT SONG PLEASE!!!!

Songs are one of my biggest inspirations, as I like rounding a plot around them, a rough outline and a little meaning to them as well -- though this is probably evident if anyone reads anything from me.

That's a great idea!!! I'm sure I've thought about writing based on that Joji song too, but I just haven't done yet. What kind of happy ending would fit them anyways? I'm thinking about: fate's pulling us apart, even though you're the only breath of fresh air i've only had in my life -- i have duties, and i've made my peace with letting you go so you can do your duties too --

But does the world really care? It's almost like the sun only shines when you're around, too.

I love it 🤍 I should definitely see to a nice hurt/comfort + angsty but happy ending oneshot for this. Thank you so much!!! 🤍🥹

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Small touches and heart eyes 🍵🔬

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Kisses for Hange 😭❤️

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waiting for someone that will never return to you again

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ran into an extraordinarily toxic hanji hater who kept on repeating that she had no character development, was a titan freak and a poor erwin replacement who hated herself and she deserved to end up as a kebab.

must write something to forget this hater and show my babe some love. there way no point in arguing with the mf

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リヴァハン備忘録14

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you see where i'm trying to go with this or

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new

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what if i was a good girl and finished my longfic before the year ended?

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i was thinking,

is anyone perhaps looking to collab, co-op write or work on comics/fics together? 😮‍💨 i am looking to reignite my muse on multiple levels i suppose. let me know!!

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I find it incredible how some Erwin stans can't really see Hanji having anything.

Guidebooks clearly stating that Hanji has an outstanding intelligence (11/10), Levi telling in the smartpass Hanji has a really sharp mind, both Levi and Erwin and Moblit praising Hanji's brain abilities left and right in other smartpasses and snk exhibitions, but you guys really have to diminish it, and gatekeep even this from Hanji.

You really are clowns.