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I'm an introject who has a different appearance. I look like something that doesn't have to do with my own source memories. It's. Weird. But somehow liberating? I like it.

Ditto!

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It’s so funny being an introject of one of my friends f/o’s like haha mutual you are madly in love with me

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HAIII m a factive of our ex!! and! like! can the online dissociative/multiple community PLEEEASE pretty pwease talk about the weird way introjects are treated? asiiiide from source objectification and fakeclaiming by singlets? i feel like!!! insanes!!! lol. because!!!! my source???? ommmmigod it was the WORSTEST MOST CODEPENDENT RELATIONSHIPS .... and it was TOTALLY because of like. source dating and treating introjects like kins (IM LITERALLY A FACTIVE OF A SOLLUX FICTIVE FOR REFERENCE) and !!!?!?!?!.! BRRT its such an issue in multiple spaces i think NPBODY TALKS ABOUT IT THOUGH.... so now i am talkings about it!! and i think it is fucked up!

-THE PATRON 2AIINT OF 2WIITCHBLADE FIIGHT2

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I think my source self is attractive but I hate myself at the same time

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we dont engage in online system spaces anymore because we just dont relate to any of it anymore. my system is mainly introjects but none of them are anything like their source and most of them dont identify with their source more than jokingly. its like my brain said "well im going to make an alter that is a Classically Transsexual catholic vampire. oh and i guess she can be *throws dart* gerard way"

honestly, it feels healthier now we arent in those spaces anymore. sometimes i get worried about people who are, though.

We took a long break too, and honestly in retrospect the community sure is.... interesting, to say the least. Sometimes, anyways.

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Is it odd that I feel like I should feel something towards my source or others that come from the same source? I don't really feel much of anything.

Whatever you feel is the right thing unless it's impairing you in some way. At the end of the day if it's not harmful I personally don't think you HAVE to force yourself to think in any certain way

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Feel a bit guilty about being totally fine with being an Introject. The only person I could never live without is my Brother, and He split with me anyways. We still even interact with our source- it brings us a lot of comfort! We see and have other Introjects who have verry complicated feelings towards their source- It makes me feel a little bad that I have no issues with it. The only bit that annoys me is having to change who I am. I hate changing my name just so I can exist in the fandom space without people being weird. I hate having to constantly censor things I want to talk about in worry that someone will just think we're roleplaying. That's my Identity I'm having to water down and change just to appease other people. Feels so Dehumanising.

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I absolutely adore hearing my voice through the body! I feel more confident with speaking through the body and listening back to it than the others! —Sincerely, a Duck Guy Introject!

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i'm a fictive who's VERY disconnected from my source due to personal issues regarding it, and my favorite part of that is fucking with people who push me to tell them my source. i've convinced people i'm a fictive of the tetris line block, a blank minesweeper tile, the COVER of war and peace, and so many other things. it's genuinely hilarious would recommend 100%

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I dont understand why everyone [including the host] ships me and my friends it makes no sense, sure we're close but that's because we've known eachother for years and have gone through so much crazy things! Close friendships can be close friendships yknow!? I just want to look at my source without seeing me kissing some meme or art about all of us "100% forever and ever totally really" being in a polyamorous relationship :( sorry i just needed to let that out because if it's not shipping than it's people from my source that I dont like and it can be annoying sometimes :( - The Second Coming / Orange

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fictive? in My host position? its more likely than you think. and also hell on earth. why the fuck am i american put me back of canada right fucking now. also if u got 3 asks rapidfire thats me sorry im a bit quirky with it /lh

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i hate having memories so far from source. WHAT DO YOU MEAN IN SOURCE MY BOYFRIEND GOES BY SHE/HER??

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I used to fight literal gods, dragons, and solve world issues. And now i am going to lock myself in my bathroom before sending a scary confrontation message to our friend. Because I am a pussy

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> look up source fanart

> “he would NOT wear that”

> closes tumblr

> rinse and repeat whenever I miss my family /lh

HONESTLY!! Real.

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being a fictive of a character that half the fanbase of my source kins (or is “irl” of) is so insane like . you say youre “ryan irl” but im winning. youll never be on my level /lh j

this ask. SO TRUE me every time i see kins from my source

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what do you mean by general DNI criteria? i have autism so can you please be more pacific? /gen /nm

Hi! this carrd has pretty much what we're talking about

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we split a fucking fictive of a character from a fucking gmod shitpost series i hate my life /lh