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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

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A chess match between a mind reader and someone who can see the future would glitch the matrix.

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Arthur’s favour

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Ahsoka vs. hair

There’s that one clone wars episode where Padme just casually pops off her wig at the end of her day at the senate and I’m still shook about it.

(if anyone knows which episode it is, please tell me because I never found it again)

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I'm kind to my future self because my past self was kind to me. I hate photos of myself now, but I take them anyway because I know she'll want them. I put money in a bank account because I know she'll need it when she moves. I go to therapy even if it makes me cry, which I hate, because I know she wants to be better. I don't like me very much, but I know she needs somebody and I'm going to be there for her. Because she studied hard so I could afford school and she ran until she couldn't breath so I can run without breaking a sweat now. I got her. She's got me.

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Tiny baby skink lizard.

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suzanne collins killing prim after everything katniss did to save her.......... THATS how you write a story about the brutality and futility of war ma'am thats what we call a compelling and fucked up narrative yessums thats storytelling babes!!!!

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HE CAN DO ALCHEMY

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Mmumechii on Instagram

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I was today year’s old when I found out a Black man invented game cartridges

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Ok so we all love a hyperfixation but does anyone else ever avoid certain things because you feel like you don't have the time to be fixated on that, or that you aren't in the right headspace for this to become your latest obsession

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💖 happy valentine’s day 💖

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if light just said he was gay and swapped out the porno mags for GAY porno mags he would have gotten away with everything, i believe that with my entire being

“why does he have so much to hide” gay, next question. “why does he act so strange around L sometimes” gay, next question. “why is he so perfect and meticulous” gay, next question.

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I don’t dress up for boys, I dress up to stare at my reflection as I walk by store windows.

(via poetry-siir)