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hopeless (Pippin x f!reader) pt. 1

PART TWO HERE

a/n: for all of you who asked for the Pippin fic... BEHOLD. and please don't hate me for making you cry. and please give love to this fic cause i put a lot of it into the story. I am open to negotiations about a part 2. ♥️ I love him sm and I WILL put him into the most terrible situation 😩 I recommend this song to keep you company!

“You were being so brave” she breathed out in a hoarse whisper. Every word seemed to hurt and the harsh reality started to sink in - perhaps the battle-stricken fields were going to be the last place she would ever see.

The air was thick with the smell of loss, cold weapons and shed blood. With what little strength she had left she struggled to move her arm and lift a bruised hand to trail across Pippin's dusty cheek. Time seemed to be frozen, and somehow simultaneously running relentlessly. By Valar, why wasn’t there more of it? Suddenly the whole strenuous quest seemed to be painfully too short.

“I am so…proud of you,” she let out with a broken little smile, trying to stop her lower lip from quivering; whether from blinding physical pain or heartbreak, it was impossible to tell. The pain from the stab wound in her side was slowly extinguishing her will to move, speak, even to breathe.

The ringing in Pippin's ears was an unsettling mixture of echoes of battle noises, his own heartbeat, and her usually resonant, joyful voice now being a strained whisper. This couldn’t be happening.

If he blinked really hard a couple of times and really focused on the faraway memories of his home, he would wake up back in the Shire, and by some divine magic [y/n] would be there, radiant and happy. And alive. Right? Right.

Perhaps not.

Even after he blinked, she was still lying sprawled half on the rough terrain, half in his panicked arms. Was it going to be the last time he’d see the glint in her captivating eyes?

Although he wasn’t sure whether she considered him just a good friend, a comforting presence and a guaranteed good laugh, or she might have loved him in a different way, for all he knew it wasn’t going to matter anymore.

Of all the times Pippin had been impulsive in unimportant situations, he could never bring himself to be like that in the moments when it might have changed something. Borderline stupid bravery seemed to be reserved for anything but telling [y/n] that he loved her so ardently that it shook him to the core of his being. Apparently the perfect moment to do it was thrust upon him in the most gruesome way.

Love was the quiet exchange of an inside joke, a giggle muffled by a hand over the mouth, just as much as it was the twist of a knife and a tunic drenched in blood.

“Please,” he finally stuttered out, blinking away the tears with little success, “y-you can’t-” he breathed in sharply, breath hitching in his throat. One of his hands found a way to her tangled hair to move it out of her face, and found her cheeks to be damp with tears too. It was more than enough for the remainder of his courage and usually unwavering optimism to dissipate.

A flurry of memories came flooding back when her chapped lips offered him a sad smile.

She secretly passing him a small share of her food, as a substitute for the second breakfast Aragorn had dismissed.

The way that she confided in him when she was struggling on the journey and how he was ready to make an absolute fool of himself in order to make her crack a smile.

Every time Merry had made fun of him for how shamelessly he wanted to be near her and talk to her.

How she laughed with just a pinch of disbelief when the two of them told her exaggerated stories of their mischievous undertakings (and how he was convinced she was looking at him just a bit more often out of the two).

Her voice in tune with his when she joined him if he was quietly singing to himself as a distraction from the creeping darkness mingled with despair.

Sleeping on the rough forest floor was all the more bearable if she was peacefully breathing just an arm’s reach away from him.

Her kindness and complete lack of judgment whenever he messed something up unintentionally, and how he criticized himself for being a disappointment in front of the most enchanting person in all of Middle-earth.

Every time he joined her during her shift of the night watch; even when he was really sleepy, spending time with her was better than the coziest sleep.

The struggle of coming up with compliments worthy of her beauty.

Marveling together at the magical trees in Lórien, too excited to sleep.

Her willingness to stay up and ramble on about anything until he could fall asleep again after looking into the palantír.

And how she promised she will stay in Gondor as long as he was there, making him feel a little less small and a little less alone surrounded by a bunch of human strangers.

“i can’t lose y’ now,” he confessed hastily, hit by the realization that every second was, though short, of incredible importance. “Not before telling you that I love you, even if I think it’s hopeless, even if there are so many better people for you to love… but I do, and I would have been happy just being your friend, j-just being near y’ for the rest of time.”

Pippin paused for a moment to catch his breath, and [y/n] found his hand that was on her cheek, putting her own over it weakly.

“And I’m sorry and I-I know it doesn’t make sense,” he gestured vaguely at their surroundings with his free hand, “none of this does. But I can't let you go without telling you that somebody really loves you through it, even if it is just me.” At that point he was fully crying - why hold it back anymore - and she felt so, so overwhelmingly tired. 

“I wanted to show you the Shire and the bluest lake I’ve ever seen,” he sobbed in a feeble attempt to comfort both himself and the fatigued girl in his arms, “a–and there’s this tree with really big butterflies - you would’ve loved them - and I wanted to keep making you laugh until you forgot how to be sad at all.”

For a reason he couldn’t pinpoint, he felt incredibly guilty for throwing all those confessions at her at once; but before he was able to apologize profusely, with her last bit of strength [y/n] tangled her fingers in his tousled curls and pulled him down to shakily brush a kiss against his forehead; so weak that it was barely a kiss, but at least it was anything at all, before the world she’d loved and fought for faded to black under her heavy eyelids. 

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this is it this is all I got 💔

I guess I can also post this many month old chara doodle from when I was figuring out how I wanted to draw them

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i think fiction should be abolished. if yo uwrite about a character dying you should be put on trial in real life for murder

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aaah i forgot about these–

few sketches of poncho human ;v;

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a family can be one child, their ghost child friend, one angsty teen and their great great great great ancestor

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presenting: the random poncho human generator

roll a d6 on each table. compile the results. do some war crimes.

What were you up to before this all started? 1. Being besties with everyone and enjoying life! 2. Farming or some other vague period-appropriate job that is promptly forgotten 3. Being a literal child??? 4. An actual military career or position of nobility or something else that actually gave you command experience, holy shit 5. Don’t worry about it. Just don’t worry about it. Don’t talk to the medieval cops 6. Desperately ignoring everyone telling you you had an important destiny

How did you end up in charge of a movement? 1. God told you to 2. King or whatever told you to 3. Things just kind of got out of hand a bit, it’s fine, it’s fine 4. “Movement” is a bold word for “seven to eight lost weirdos” 5. Constant nonstop lying about everything 6. “Do something about the monsters” position vague, but campaign promises have been made on less

What’s the deal with your magic? 1. Monsters taught you it with the firm conviction nothing would ever go wrong 2. God gave you it, probably 3. Listen, souls are just weird as fuck 4. Yes. You absolutely have magic. This is not a con. Look at this magical flame and ignore the stick in your hand 5. You’re the only one in the team without magic and are sick of it 6. Worried if time travel counts as magic, too nervous to ask anyone

Your thoughts on monsters? 1. Your best friends and pals and you’re going to work it all out and it’ll be great 2. Whatever God is making you say right then, you guess 3. You’re not speciesist, but maybe it would be better if there were less around with normal people, you know? 4. You’re super speciesist 5. Cool as hell when they are not lighting you on fire 6. Complicated political thoughts too long to put into this joking list

Your thoughts on the other mages? 1. Useful tools 2. A bunch of dumbasses 3. Your best friends. Your family. You love them and would die for them 4. A bunch of dumbasses, but your dumbasses 5. A group you are definitely competently leading and you absolutely know what you’re doing 6. Gay

Their thoughts on you? 1. A leader and commander 2. A dumbass 3. The voice of God, who absolutely knows what they’re doing 4. Listen, the mages just showed up because they heard there was violence, okay 5. A dumbass, but their dumbass 6. Ultra Gay

What made you come up with the Barrier thing? 1. Sometimes you’re just up on a mountain and have to come up with a plan quick 2. It’s just a temporary thing while you reset another hundred times and work it out 3. You have anything better??? 4. God said it was a good plan, you guess 5. Just sounds cool as hell, honestly 6. This is the best solution for everyone. What do you mean monsters don’t like dark empty caves

What’s getting you down? 1. Monsters really mad at you for some inexplicable reason 2. Mages really mad at you for some inexplicable reason 3. Everyone really mad at you for clear and well defined reasons 4. God kinda sucks, may be a teenage gamer, you don’t even know what a gamer is 5. Turns out war is terrible and you have made bad decisions 6. Nothing, this is all great and you’re having fun

What happens next? 1. Reincarnated as one or more children to make further bad decisions 2. Hang around as a ghost or whatever, have regrets 3. Star in Deltarune so God can fuck with you more 4. Sleep for like five years, oh God 5. Celebration that everyone but you seems way less enthusiastic about 6. Reset and let’s do it all again

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It’s here! https://dolmistaska.com/once-upon-a-time/

A full, 58 panel long comic/slideshow about the two unnamed human and monster characters from the Undertale intro. Thank you to everyone who showed interest and wanted to see more! This is for you <3

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sorry if this has been done before afslkdjfsalj

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CINEMA

Continuar lendo

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I wish there was more fan content about the pre-human-monster war or during it

the shit the humans were doing was crazy

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You’re in the Fellowship and the Hobbits have a crush on you…

a/n: lol there’s no explanation for this, just a cutesy idea that came to me. yes I know I’m still not finished with my Legolas story 😅 no warnings here, just fluff and chaos 💛 (the reader here is human/elf/dwarf/anything but a hobbit for extra fascination 😆) lemme know how you liked it! 😘

+ tagging @starlady66 as requested

For starters let’s just (re)establish one thing: being subtle and lowkey is not something any of them vibe with (except sometimes Frodo)

If you’re an Elf, Sam would be infatuated with you beyond words. You would just be talking about something and he’d stare with the biggest heart eyes, and then blush furiously either when one of his friends point it out, or when you make eye contact with him - he’d be so red in the face

Oftentimes he would ask you lots of questions with genuine curiosity, and you would be more than happy to answer, whether it’s about historical events, songs and stories, customs of your own race, your travels… Anything, and he wants to know it all

Whenever he cooks for the fellowship, you (after Frodo, of course) get the most delicious piece of whatever he made, you caught on it fairly quickly

Many times the Hobbits will talk about you (only the best, of course), but they would be unaware of how loud they’re being, and you would hear so many adorable comments and try not to giggle

“Did you see how [y/n] fought off that orc?!”

Frodo would enjoy engaging with you in meaningful, deep conversations, and you think he’s wonderful to talk to, yet the spark in his eyes gives him away. And sometimes he has a little smile on his face, no matter what you talk about, he just enjoys talking to you and having your full attention 🥺

wait hold up, Sam would give you random flowers he found along the way, or he would just show you and teach you about many different plants

Like I said, Frodo would be the most lowkey of all of them, but you picked up easily on his mannerisms and you can now read him like a book

You have a great knowledge of Middle-earth and he often wants to consult with you when trying to make a decision where to go next

You yourself are very protective of the four Hobbits and just have a soft spot for all of them, you like to ruffle their curly hair and sometimes tell them a legend or sing an ancient song as they go to sleep

They all love to stay close to you when you’re walking over long distances, especially Frodo and Pippin

Firstly, they feel safe with you, secondly, they enjoy your company

You try to always reassure them in little ways

You always always always have a snack or a piece of candy in your pocket for any of them 🤫

You practice sword fighting with Frodo a lot, you’re very concerned for his safety, of course

Sometimes that would make the other 3 just a tiny bit jealous, and then of course you’d have to do it with everyone

Gandalf had known you for a while and trusts you, therefore, all four Hobbits trust you completely

Merry is super loud and boisterous around you, shamelessly trying to get your attention, and then keep it for as long as possible

He likes to act all brave and tough when you get attacked by orcs, but more times than not you ended up saving him

Merry is definitely the boldest when it comes to openly complimenting you, and he’s very dramatic about it also

In comparison to him, Sam can sometimes feel extra shy and inadequate, but you make sure to let him know you appreciate him and what he does and says

He’s just as important!!!!

Sam would tell Frodo that he’s crushing on you (not like it’s hard to tell…) and when Frodo says he’s having the same feelings, Sam immediately wants to back out but Frodo is like “you really think [y/n] would end up with either of us?”

Merry and Pippin enjoy telling you stories of their mischievous adventures so much, and they exaggerate stuff so much in order to make themselves seem cooler

You think they’re unbelievably fun either way

So, Pippin is canonically the smallest and youngest and you have an EXTRA soft spot for him, and also he’s the most painfully obvious about his crush

He’s always sooo embarrassed when Gandalf is strict with him because you can also hear the wizard’s reprimands of the young Hobbit

He blushes furiously and he gives you a sad baby look and you always reassure him that “accidents can happen to anyone” and “Gandalf can just be grumpy like that, it’s not your fault”

More than once he instinctively hid behind you in a dangerous situation

Sometimes for safety he likes to hold the hem of your cloak and fiddle with it as you walk - helps him get his mind off of all the impending dangers

The other 3 Hobbits would relentlessly make fun of him for being so obvious but he doesn’t care in the slightest

Many times when you were alone on the night watch, one of the Hobbits just happened to be unable to sleep and would keep you company instead

Once during the night watch Merry was hanging out with you and laughed so loudly at something you said that half of the fellowship woke up and wanted to strangle him

Especially in those late hours Frodo likes to confide in you and even talk about his dreams and visions that you try to interpret together

You teach Sam about the stars and constellations and phases of the moon

Almost every time Pippin joins you on the night watch, he ends up falling asleep like hugging you around your legs as you stand alert or something (i diagnose him with BABY)

He very much loves to give you cool rocks that he gathers on the way

If any of the Hobbits has an unpleasant dream that wakes them up, they come to you, you just have the calming protective energy (and candy in your pockets, when you think about that…)

If only one of them had a crush on you, it would be a lot to handle, let alone FOUR

But they’re so cute that you just can’t dismiss them or ignore them ever

And maybe all that lovely chaos is a good distraction from everything bad happening around you

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frodo my beloved

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I'm surprised by the size of this fandom

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some little kris drawings I'm not sure I like but whatevaa I'm not a perfectionist shrug I'm figuring out how I wanna draw them bc I never ever do lawl

10 days until deltarune hoooou brother

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im literally contractually obligated to draw him in that outfit but don't forget guys he gets TWO!! canon outfits because we know he was in the church choir. his mom's robe will find him in any universe it seems

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kris drawings from flipaflip because flipaclip is the goat

anywayz I beat the knight now im trying it with no mantle and hoping the part of my brain that's cracked at undertale will kick back in

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(deltarune spoilers)

Kris Reference

Dark Kris’ cape looks striped in some sprites

Might just be shadows, but looks pretty stripey

Kris loses their arm stripes, in a few sprites (including Temmie’s art of Kris falling)

Definitely looks like an error

Fangamer stuff isn’t canon, if Toby’s old tweet about UNDERTALE still applies

You can see that the designs are inconsistent anyway

Interestingly, none of the Fangamer art shows stripes on Dark Kris’ cape

If the cape is truly meant to be striped and it’s not just some weird shadow, this may have happened because the artists never saw the battle sprites, or at least just never referenced them

Kris’ armour when not in the Dark World is the bandage, implying they wear one somewhere on their body

In the Dark World, it is absent