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hey, body? what the absolute fuck, dude. 

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Alright fuckers

*throws chair down*

I got rightfully diagnosed with borderline personality disorder.

Manic Depressive Bipolar Disorder wasn’t it and now I’m here, particularly antsy.

It’s been almost two weeks since the correct diagnosis. And she thought of it because of me mentioning my ~*<~*crazy**~*|**~ abandonment issues. And how often I disassociate, and how everyday blends together.

I’m very overwhelmed with life lately and my anxiety has now become full blown p a n i c.

I can’t even get through typing this shit I’m so spaced out.

It’s been almost 14 years since my initial trauma; it’s easier by default. But also harder, by default.

And now I’m back here, seeking comfort and conversations.

What has your relationship with your BPD affected you? Has it changed how you see the world? Yourself?

How true does it feel that “the diagnosis doesn’t change what you’ve been going through” ? Because personally it’s been rather difficult to decipher my emotions.

At this point, I’m curious how others with BPD have functioned with this. Because I also know that PTSD is almost comorbid with it. Anyways. Yes. That’s all

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god creating humans and giving me this thing

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really noticing that i’m incapable of setting boundaries because i’d rather risk feeling uncomfortable or unsafe or used rather than risk disappointing someone and making them leave me

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Nauseous

Vomit

Weak and upset

Therapy this morning

On little to no rest

I’m upset cause I’m sick I’m sick because I’m upset

Day 3 of medicine and I wanna cry

Cried myself home from work yesterday couldn’t handle it

Mother’s Day is a hard day to hit

My ashhole is burning my throat is wrecked.

20 minutes to connect.

Therapy time.

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Any designs with witchy vibes?

long overdue witchy post, more witchy designs on the way!

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Inspired @connorsquarter ‘s post

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ottessa moshfegh

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“I have two eyes that see all things.“  From a book currently worth over $800: Jeremiah the Cat by William Maurice Culp, 1939.

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White Tulips Charles Rennie Mackintosh c.1915

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Making important work ONLY in Animal Crossing.

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“The world is full of magic things patiently waiting for our senses to grow sharper.” ~WB Yeats

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yeah im an artist, no big deal

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lesbians really are the most romantic little shits ever i’m still crying