isitsidd

[isitsidd]

The Jump

I'm on a cliff tightening my safety gears and wearing a safety jacket too

just in case

you are there behind me

silently watching,

observing my every move

noticing the shallowness of my breath the shivering of my hands

but you don't say anything

I'm done preparing I brace my knees ready to jump off

I look behind to you

you smile at me

as if to encourage me to go on everything would be fine

looking down the cliff I don't feel fine

I feel scared and petrified and every other word in the dictionary that would describe my clammy hands and sweaty forehead

I don't want to jump

the water below looks scary

I don't know if I'll make it

What if my head collides with something or a rock and my head splits open

I look behind to you again with terror in my eyes

I beg you with my eyes to stop me

but you don't

you just smile at me

I jump with all my might all my strength

I can feel the rush of air I can hear it

I'm looking up at the sky still Falling

Then I see you on the edge of the cliff

with fear Bother and distress in your eyes in your posture

you're saying something

I can make out your lips moving

you move your hands frantically as if telling me to vheck my safety gears again

I laugh what's the point now

I'm already in the air

Waiting for the impact

Waiting for the cold scary water to engulf me

I can feel the tears burning up in my eyes then I hit it the cold scary waters

It's surrounding me

I can feel it everywhere under my clothes inside my eyes my eyes my eyes my mouth

I can feel it filling up my lungs

it's getting hard to breathe

I move my hands and feet in a frenzied manner

I need air I need light I need to get out of this

I see the light

I try to swim towards it

getting harder and harder with every swing of my hand

I pray to the one up above

and then I resurface face up

gasping for air

I am coughing up the water

I'm happy ecstatic to able to survive the cliff

now the water doesn't seem so scary it seemed cold but now it seems unusually warm

then I hear you

your voice calling at me shouting at me asking me to come nack up

I don't want to

I look up at the cliff

it's too high

I have to scrunch up my eyes to look at the top

I start to climb up cause it's my duty after all to do that

I get out of the Water

Staggering on my feet tumbling towards the ground

maybe I was in the water for far too long

I start walking up

remnants of that water still clinging to my clothes to my skin

there's an exhaustion in my bones

but I keep going

keep climbing the pedestal that you have made for me again and again

Till I perfect the jump

[isitsidd]

also, a friendly reminder, the world we live in now consists of an active genocide.

of warcrimes being posted on twitter by the official account of israeli government.

of people looking at children, women and men being bombed, killed, starved and butchered and saying it is okay because of a single terrorist group, THAT ISRAEL CREATED.

of westerners saying to look away from the slaughter happening in gaza because your mental health is more important than thousands of lives.

of israeli politicians straight up using propaganda from nazi handbooks to dehumanise palestinians, calling them less than human, less than the rest of us, animals.

and what one palestinian man posted on his social media hit me more than anything: “if we actually were animals, people would care.”

[isitsidd]

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Unveiling the evil agenda

What seemed like the aftermath of 9/11 which happened around 22 years ago, was a well-planned conspiracy. Intended false propaganda. A successful attempt to draw a clear picture of a terrorist in the eyes of the world. Torturing Muslim nations, hiding it ever so subtly under the guise of various uneven blames, then filming their resistance in the most brutal visuals and labeling it as terrorism. Every Muslim man who wore a skull cap, or sported a sunnah beard, every Muslim woman who wore a burqa or hijab or niqab was now a terrorist for mere choice of their clothing. Saying Allahu Akbar made people terrorists. Practicing Islam in public places made people terrorists. Revealing the Muslim identity and in fact, just existing as a Muslim made a person terrorist. Just because the USA painted 9/11 with a lie, that it was done by Muslims. Which in reality, was an attack launched by Israel; According to the US Army report. Ironically enough.

Now the world has memorized one lesson like a child memorizes rhymes. Every terrorist comes from Islam, even when the nations have gone through brutal oppression for ages for their faith are Muslims. In Uyghur, Sudan, Afghanistan, Kashmir, India, Palestine, Sri Lanka, France, Bosnia and the counting doesn't seem to cease. The world was made so Islamophobic by this propaganda so the real Terrorists would continue their assault and massacre smoothly while wearing "white" collars.

Today, with these videos surfacing we see, Jewish/Zionists/White supremacists/Racist people celebrating/chanting "Death to the Arabs" "Death to prophet Muhammad"

(NaudhuBiAllah) (ﷺ). All the while they continue to rain white phosphorus bombs over a huge population of civilians, including children, women, and elderly and unarmed men. The world calls it self-defense and not terrorism or genocide when it's as clear and broad as daylight.

Why?

Because the one being killed belongs to Islam. That child whose birth certificate was not issued, was he a terrorist?

That kid whose body could fit in a school bag of his brother, was he a terrorist?

They are conducting gatherings where they openly call for genocide, "kill them all!" "Wipe all Arabs!" But no one seems to take it as an extremist activity.

Why don't we ever call a jew a terrorist? Why don't Fox News, CNN, and BBC scream on television that "Judaism is the real cause of terrorism?"

These Jewish settlers are proudly announcing that they will turn the Gazza Strip into a cemetery, level it, and occupy it because they are good and "chosen" for that land. The prime minister on air says "children of darkness" to Palestinian children. The cold-blooded hate is ever so apparent on their faces, their demonic eyes show what viciousness they are harnessing against a population whose land they stole.

Yet, no one thinks to call Israel a terrorist state.

This was the agenda all over. A fire caused diversion, so the real terrorists could cross the borders. Now, it's the time when the oppressors and the oppressed both are before our eyes. It's the time we choose to see the truth we've been kept away from, for all these years. We remove that false flag, erase the fake image generated for terrorism, and see the flags with blue and white as flags of terrorism.

These two nations, the USA and Israel are two major terrorist states. They destroyed Afghanistan, they destroyed Syria, Iraq, Libya, and many more countries for their greed over oil, they have a known history of colonization, and occupation, and their divide-and-rule policy has created massive drifts between harmonious populations. And they are the ones who should be taken into international law courts for severe crimes, for the assassination of all those Muslim leaders who dared to expose their false propaganda and lies (King Faisal, Saddam Hussain) for example).

It's time the world unites against corrupt and greedy leaders who can kill their people to gain sympathy and catch attention. Just like they killed the people in World Trade Centre.

- Umm Taimiyyah 🕊️

[isitsidd]

How much do we have to know about the Israel-Palestinian conflict to know the fact that killing innocent civilian is NOT JUSTIFIABLE. That bombing a hospital where hundreds and thousands of people have taken refuge is not JUSTIFIABLE. It's just undebatable.

Cementing rivers, cutting off food, Water electricity... is this right? In which book does it have to be written, whose validation do we need to speak up for these innocent people. To speak up for the children whose parents are killed right in front them. To speak up for those who saw their families being ruthlessly massacred and bombed.

It is not about supporting a particular religion or a country, it's about standing up for those innocent people who are killed for no apparent reason. It's about standing up against what's wrong. It's about standing up against inhumanity, monstrosity, genocide, massacres, bombing and above all VIOLENCE.

It's not about Israelis or Palestinians, it's about the people. Complete innocent people. About their sufferings, trauma, struggle, pain. About the loss of their families, their children, their home. It's about that feeling when they see their home being shot down to rubble. When they have to pull their own families from underneath that heap of broken homes and buildings. It's about protecting the innocence of these kids. Giving them the childhood that every child deserves. Where they don't have to be in constant fear about a bomb being dropped.

It's a question about humanity. It's about whether we'll speak up or not when the children's heads are being blowned off, when a father has his son's remains in a mere plastic bag, when the aftershocks of the airstrike is so bad that all that remains are beheaded bodies. This is not fair. The bombings, the killings in Gaza is just so not fair.

Hamas is not Palestine. Hamas is not Gaza. Hams is not the children. Hamas is not the people.

This is an open massacre under a false pretense of "self-defence".

[isitsidd]

Isn't it kinda fucked up that in our country an unmarried woman having consensual sex is more shamed than an unmarried man actually raping someone? Isn't there something highkey wrong with that?

[isitsidd]

"Dil ajeeb shay hai, ajeeb cheezain maangta hai, ajeeb cheezain karnay ko kehta hai."

- The heart is a strange thing, it desires strange things, tells you to do strange things.

Falak - Shehr-e-Zaat // Umera Ahmed