ithinkimcrashingout

[ithinkimcrashingout]

Storytime!!

So I'm gonna cry or scream or beat someone up idk yet. There's an unspoken thing between me, and friends A, B, C, and D (but friend D is just kind of there).

So friends A and B are avoiding me because I'm hanging out with friend C. They think friend C is problematic (i promise theyre not) and so they are avoiding me and telling one of my close friends (friend D, whos basically the therapist. and whats crazy is the four of us have never hung out together. we just all happen to be friends) and they don't think friend D is going to tell me???

But now they're saying I'm turning into an opp becuase I'm spending time with friend C. Who theyre also friends with. (me, A, B, and C are all school friends and friend D goes to another school)

And theyre saying my attitude is getting bad but it's the exact same thing. Theyre just mad im more outspoken and my filter is dying. But its the end of the school year, I always get like this.

And now the friend group is split between me and C and then theres A and B and another friend who has really nothing to do with the situation and is completely neutral and floats between.

And I just looked on my pinterest for the first time in like 5 months and come to find out friend B has unfollowed me. And like three days ago we were just talking about me getting my phone back and being pinterest moots again.

And friend A (this happened before this whole situation) was scared to tell me they got a girlfriend online because they thought i would bully them for it (I would never. As long as their SO treats them right and there isnt some weird age gap then i dont care). And they only told friend D. Who told me today becuase she saw how this situation was tearing me up. (bro broke privlage /j)

And now i feel really bad.

But then again theyre talking shit about me. to my friend.

and i havent even started talking about how fake they are to friend C. They pretend to be friend with her and then talk shit about her to her back and call her problematic. Shes not, she's just hurting and needs some real friends and someone to talk to (something im happy to provide)

So what do i do in this situation? And is there a specific place on here I should repost this to get more input?