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it was worth a try

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the insane experience of missing a fictional character . like you can always go back and reread the book , replay the game , rewatch the show or movie , you can always go back & see them , but you can never experience them & their story for the first time again . its absurd to miss them because they'll always be there , but you'll miss when there were still new things for them to say .

for a small time they were real & growing and changing and you hung onto every new word, but now all they can do is repeat the same story forever&ever & they're not real anymore because you know everything they're going to do. & you miss them. its fucked man...

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Me X Spamton NEO

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DELTARUNE

IS

WAITING

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Absolute Power

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these are from very late 2023.. i never posted them because i didn't finish the second pic (i was sick and just never got around to it afterwards) but looking at them again i think they're gold i might as well post it

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my deltarune theory

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Snorse

by Andres Gamiochipi

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regulartale

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experimental LUNACY pages/panels 1-26 from 2022

LUNACY is a story i've been trying to manifest since i was 14

i've been thinking about picking it back up right where it left off : ) the perfectionist in me wants to start the whole thing over but then i'd never get it done

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also i keep hearing about how toby fox "hates asgore" and how hes direspected by the narrative and his trauma doesnt get attention and lemme just say.

yeah thats the fucking point

Asgore is the patriarch of the underground, a big (literally) white man who's in so much pain, literally a king. He's the kind of person that stories always focus on and care about to the exclusion of everyone else. How many stories have you seen that treat the King, the Husband, thr Father as the most important person in a story? It's soooo deliberate that we're presented with this tragic man who's burdened with power, and the narrative (and Toriel) have no respect for him. It is an exicit, stated plot point that him wallowing in his misery has done nothing but prolong the suffering of every monster in the Underground. Everyone in game talk about how great and nice he is but all he's done as king since Asriel and Chara died is sit in his empty house waiting for kids to kill.

Undertale is so great because it questions who's important and worth saving. Its a game where you talk to random encounters and help them with their problems. The point is to reject normative notions of whose perspective matters and say that you need to take responsibility for the power you have over others.

ITS THE POINT!!!! ASGORE BEING UNIMPORTANT AND IMASCULATED AND HIS NOBLE MANPAIN BEING SHOT DOWN IS THE POINT!

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Vivipary - when seeds sprout while still being attached to its mother fruit

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CBC made a good documentary on adult ADHD and part of it really caught me off guard because i swear they repeated verbatim my life story for the past 3 years

full programme here:

http://www.cbc.ca/natureofthings/episodes/adhd-not-just-for-kids

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opinion on storyshift?

I was really interested in the reboot writeup when it was still being made, and I remember including that specific version of Asriel in an old OST video I made a couple years back. Regrettably, the creator has some disagreeable opinions so people seem to have distanced themselves from her. In moments like that I tend to take what I like about the art and move forward from people like that while supporting them as little as possible.

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Dear sans

Can I get your brothers autograph?

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This is how some of these cases feel

I know he just lies.