itsdark-walkaway

[itsdark-walkaway]

OH God , I am back .

no not really

i just wanted to say something to myself and Tumblr has always been that place to me. so I m here at my old space.

I would have become a distant dusted memory to some but tumblr gave me good friends as well and some were way too toxic, we will focus on good.

so hears a note to myself…..(finally right)

You are much more than you think

Much much more than they treated you

They don’t deserve the gem you are

we are done crying girl,

it’s time to glow up

and show them what you are really capable to do.

work the hardest , we have to climb the biggest mountain and it’s not impossible my love.

let’s work to go north in our life .

to leave all the heartbreaks n lost ones behind,

to show you are different from everybody

because YOU ARE YOU ! ANSHITA

trust yourself like everyone trusts you.

it’s the time to MANIFEST.

good luck 👍🏻

thank you.

I don’t know what I wrote n if anyone will ever read it but yeah I let myself out here.

goodluck my beautiful friends ….. see ya all someday in future near or far .

take care ✨

[itsdark-walkaway]

I wanna cry till death takes me in her arms and embrace with its soft touch , closing my eyes and singing melancholy lullaby of her's.

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“I’ve found that growing up means being honest. About what I want. What I need. What I feel. Who I am.”

— Epiphany

[itsdark-walkaway]

I am not feeling anything.... nothing at all.

No anger , love , hatred, care , guilt, sadness , happy ,pain and whatever feelings there exists.

I feel nothing.

I wanna be vulnerable again , wanna cry it all out , wanna laugh being happy .

I want to feel it!

Want that serotonin, dopamine, gaba to hit my dormant receptors and produce feelings , normal feelings which everyone deserves , ME TOO!.

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giving your dash a little clean

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Mend yourself beautifully too ,✨🍁

Visible Mending Guide

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Today.

I hate being in that mood where nothing’s really wrong but nothing feels right either

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I hurt someone n yet I don't feel bad.

Why?

Maybe I m learning to let the toxic things go.

Don't stop if it hurts.

Hope I will feel alive one more day.🤞

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How to calm yourself? Any suggestions please.

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We evolve, we leave behind the people

We learn to let go of things we love the most.

I guess that is what life is , that is how we grow

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When it rains in India, it is the duty of potatoes/onions to cover themselves with besan and jump into boiling oil..

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Don't know why.

But I DON'T FEEL RIGHT.

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Today I saw death

But I escaped

I think it's still lingering behind me.

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Liar.

Be aware I am the one

And a ____ person too!

I can't I don't want to do it!

How many more days to live?

[itsdark-walkaway]

you know what? sometimes you are wrong. sometimes you are the toxic one. sometimes you are the bad guy in a story. but that does not make you a bad person. we all at many points in our life, no matter how healthy and good we are, have moments where we are wrong. don’t beat yourself up for this. reflect on the situation, identify what you did wrong and how you can avoiding making the same mistake, and move on. you’re human. you make mistakes. all you can do is learn and move on.