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new fic

go read it or something

Perdí mi ojo de venado

E | 2.2k | WIP | Underage, Chose Not To Warn

Tags: Teacher-Student Relationship, Grooming, Mating Bites, Kidnapping, Imprisonment, POV Alternating, Tense Alternating

Summary:

One thing Derek Hale has never been, will never be, is redeemable. No, he's too broken, too fucked up for that. There's too much blood on his hands: an amount that several lifetimes of baptismal water won't wash off. One thing he is, however, is lonely. And a man who convinces himself he can't get better can only get worse.

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every time i get a spike in kudos for anabiosis i am always sooo curious where it came from. feel free to tell me on ao3!! i love knowing!! i'm a nosy bitch 🥺🥺

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bless

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i forgot how obsessed i am with miguel. but worry not, i remembered

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hm yes i like this character. now shoot him 5 times in a parking lot.

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Wow, now there's a bot going around on Ao3 telling people that the "moderators" will delete works from "deprecated" fandoms and impose bans.

Fearmongering bullshit, but it's fearmongering bullshit that seems to be taking advantage of the recent spotlight series in order to trick authors into deleting their fics.

Just. Why.

What the hell does anyone get out of making these bots.

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Hello! I just read your fic ‘at the expense of the world’ for the first time and Jesus Christ there are no words to describe how absolutely mind-numbingly, gloriously, unbelievably hot and perfect it is. Beautifully cruel God-Emperor Tom? His darling puer Harry who no one else can lay a finger on? The power imbalance, the reverence and fear of Tom from everyone in the setting…. It’s all just superlative. I wanted to say thank you so so much for writing and sharing it with the world. I also wanted to ask if you had any recommendations of fics that have similar vibes/similar AUs (worshipped ruler tom, pet concubine harry)? I strongly trust your taste in regard to the gloriously filthy. Either way, thanks again, and hope you’re having a wonderful day :)

ashjdhd i hate to be the bearer of bad news anon but i wrote that fic specifically bc i was like damn, i dont think anyone's written anything quite like this before, with the deification of the abuser protag and the objectification of the victim protag :') it was very much a moment of one part of my brain going 'someone should write this' and the other part going 'well. yknow. you know what they say' and me going ughhhh FINEEEE

I think obsidianpen has a dynamic something like it though? in No Glory? but i have never read that story because i heard it was very angsty and not very smutty (at least, not at first) so i can't confirm that, though harry does push back more in that fic iirc. and there was that one fic written in first person where vee (later just called tom) tried his damndest to break harry's spirit by just... well. noncon. and eventually tried to get harry pregnant, which has a similar kind of dynamic. it's orphaned now and i forgot the name, but it definitely still exists somewhere. and there was one fic where tom was a egyptian god or pharaoh, and harry was also traveled back in time, which inspired the beginning of expense. i'm not sure if that fic still exists though :(

that aside, thank you so much! i really appreciate the praise and kind words <3 i don't know if harry is his darling puer currently XD but he's definitely untouchable by the rest of tom's... staff, and of course the rest of the world.

if you want other recs (that aren't necessarily this trope) because you like my tastes, have a gander at my bookmarks! these are specifically my ultra-curated pick of faves :3

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Reblog if you're okay with receiving asks for backstory info on any/all of your fics.

If not all, specify which ones in the tags.

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First Line Game

tagged by @moontearpensfic, ty!

Rules: share the first line of your 10 most recent fics and tag 10 people to do the same.

oh gosh, now i've actually gotta find my 10 most recent fics XD okay. i'm just gonna throw drafts/unpublished stuff in here, otherwise we'll always be looking at the same 10 fics. they're not in any particular order.

Espresso (proper name pending)

He looks like an asshole, is the first thing I note to myself, amused.

Dream 4 (name pending)

I looked at myself in the clear, unbroken reflection of the pool.

Fae (name pending)

“Don’t venture near the bottom of the mountain,” his mother always whispered to Viktor deep in the night, once the celebrations for that day had ended.

Slowly (link here)

He’s so tall.

Boy in the lake (proper name pending)

Regulus awakens with a jerk, confused and with his head spinning.

in our homes (link here)

Harry feels sick.

enamoured (link here)

Tom wakes with a start, shooting upright in his bed.

tentacles (name pending)

“Harry,” Tom calls from the window above him, “we’ve got a new member coming in today. He’ll be here in an hour.”

blood in your mouth

A droplet of water fell from the faucet into the ceramic sink curving below it, the quiet pat of it shaking Harry from his reverie, and he twitched, as if only now remembering how to move.

new politics

Auntie Petunia stood in the doorway, a deep frown on her face and her arms crossed.

tagging @toast-ranger-to-a-stranger, @scribespirare, @cindle-writes, @cealesti and whoever else wants to have a go :3

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@toast-ranger-to-a-stranger finally doing this :3

also doing nine because it's prettier!

i mainly take pictures of the sky or sunsets when i'm not taking selfies or cat photos lol. these are all my own pics. just taken with a normal smartphone i guess, aside from the outer two in the middle row which are digital drawings i did: you can see them over at @itsevansart.

tagging: @bluejay-in-flight @let-me-iiiiiiiin @jose2bjose and @moontearpensfic :3

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How To Lock All of Your Fics At Once On Ao3

Someone has probably already done this but

For anyone looking to lock their works for only registered users over on Ao3 in light of the sudowrites scraping thing here is how you can lock all of your fics at once.

Log into Ao3 and go to your Profile, Works or Dashboard

At the top under you’re user name there are four buttons pick Edit Works

Second row of buttons on the right chose All and then hit Edit

Scroll down past all of your works and then keeps scrolling until you find Visibility  change it to Only Show to Registered User

(If a fic is over the tag limit you have to edit those down to make edit to the work.)

Hit Update All Works at the very bottom and you are done all of you fics should now have a little blue lock next to your user name on each fic.

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AO3 has been scraped, once again.

As of the time of this post, AO3 has been scraped by yet another shady individual looking to make a quick buck off the backs of hardworking hobby writers. This Reddit post here has all the details and the most current information. In short, if your fic URL ends in a number between 1 and 63,200,000 (inclusive), AND is not archive locked, your fic has been scraped and added to this database.

I have been trying to hold off on archive locking my fics for as long as possible, and I've managed to get by unscathed up to now. Unfortunately, my luck has run out and I am archive locking all of my current and future stories. I'm sorry to my lovelies who read and comment without an account; I love you all. But I have to do what is best for me and my work. Thank you for your understanding.

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can't really put it off any longer, but due to personal reasons, i'm making a decision to put off all my works with (upcoming) smut scenes in them on hold for the forseeable future. the rest will propably proceed as normal, but no promises.

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i need people to start keeping 'xyz is so ooc, character a would NEVER do that for character b' out of the main fuckin tags. like bitch maybe for you!! but i like seeing them fuck nasty about it anyway! stop telling people what things you find bad and start telling them what you find good!!!!

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was talking to my mom about how white people ignore the contributions of poc to academia and I found myself saying the words "I bet those idiots think Louis Pasteur was the first to discover germ theory"

which admittedly sounded pretentious as fuck but I'm just so angry that so few people know about the academic advancements during the golden age of Islam.

Islamic doctors were washing their hands and equipment when Europeans were still shoving dirty ass hands into bullet wounds. ancient Indians were describing tiny organisms worsening illness that could travel from person to person before Greece and Rome even started theorizing that some illnesses could be transmitted

also, not related to germ theory, but during the golden age of Islam, they developed an early version of surgery on the cornea. as in the fucking eye. and they were successful

and what have white people contributed exactly?

please go research the golden age of Islamic academia. so many of us wouldn't be alive today if not for their discoveries

people ask sometimes how I can be proud to be Muslim. this is just one of many reasons

some sources to get you started:

but keep in mind, it wasn't just science and medicine! we contributed to literature and philosophy and mathematics and political theory and more!

maybe show us some damn respect

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sketch

make my day by reblogging and not reposting!