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“Tout est devenu BLEU. C’est bleu. C’est à crier tellement c’est bleu. C’est du bleu venu des origines de la Terre, d’un cobalt inconnu. On ne peut pas arrêter ce bleu, ces traînées de poussières bleues des cimetières des enfants. On souffre. On pleure. Tout le monde pleure. Mais le bleu reste là. Acharné. Le bleu des enfants comme celui d’un ciel.”

— Marguerite Duras - La mer écrite

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“‏أحتاجُ أن تكتبي :“ أحبكَ ” ، رغم أن ذلك لا يقدّم أو يؤخر شيئاً من حقيقة أننا خاسران ، فلسنا حرّين لنتعانق ، ولو خلسةً عن الحب نفسه . أحتاجُ أن نلتصقَ ، أن نتناغم كالموسيقى . أحتاجُ :“ أحبكَ ” الآن ، لأشعرَ أنكِ ما زلتِ تشاركينني كلّ ثقل العالم .”

— عبد العظيم فنجان

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“Scared of the choices I’m thinking need to be made.”

Ten Word Stories #556

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My moon, pt 1

You're beautiful like I've never seen

Sure u can go ahead and fall even if it hurts

You're still beautiful as I've never seen

Sure u can go head and feel something somewhere else

Just go ahead..... even I, I wanna go ahead somewhere far

You'll remain that common moon

And I'll go ahead and look for my blue moon

Maybe it's the same moon that one day will be my blue moon

Why not!

I just don't want a common moon anymore.. Even if that means I won't have a moon.. I'd rather give u away but never share a moon..

(8.04.2018)

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1pm,

I thought abt u, I thought abt me, I thought abt us. . But when I woke up I found u with someone new,

maybe It Was Only Just An Illusion,

and Not Even A Dream.

Yet whatever it was, i no longer have thoughts, since then. .

Or maybe I'm an illusionist still. .

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1am,

I learned how to see, well that's what the sky wrote, or show or whatever.

If only i could be sent back to time when i would lie about what i wanted, about what i wanted to be, about not wanting to be me. Now i blame it on the drugs and pills, which now call it medications.

To be honest, promise I'll be honest on everything from now on, i won't look to the sky, I'll forget about the moon, i won't stare at the stars i won't let them shine in my eyes. I will give up in my self,right. The alteration is no longer my dream, i will change the past’s lie and make it my true future.. I'm giving up on the big liar i wanted to be, i promise I'm honest, i promise i won’t change to please any one, i promise i will remain my 16y/old me again..  i promise i wont let me down again.. If i feel alone, I'll have me.i have to feel alone to get through it, i won't accept any hand..  I'll be bold. I'll be cold. I'll be thrown by me to me. I'll fight me. I'll fight me right back. My rose is already black, I'll make the lust before love, the lust to be the woman of their dreams and my dreams, I'll make that my priority. I'm my own propriety.. If i die it's for me. If i make it It's for me.

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maybe that ws our reason

(18+)

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‏كم مرة خلقت الطمأنينة لمن حولك وبقيت خائفًا؟

إيمان

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Too much of anything could destroy you. Too much darkness could kill, but too much light could blind.

Skins (via wnq-movies)

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Ease your soul here

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