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Just because it’s there doesn’t mean you have to eat it.

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If you chew and spit, does it count as a b!nge?

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Day 2 of 5 day f@st. If I have another successful week I’m going to treat myself to a new dress! Wish me luck!

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Starting off another week of 5 day f@asting. So far I am 10lbs down.

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It really does become an amazing feeling.

I’m finally back to that point in my ED where I just feel.. euphoric. It’s the best high in the world. I’m numb to everything but ⭐️ving and I never want it to stop.

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A note about the owner of this blog.

I am a 35 year old woman and I make my own decisions. If you don’t like my posts then just move along- this isn’t for you anyway.

Minors, please DNI. I do not support children taking their lives into their own hands.

I am here simply to not feel alone in this life I have chosen. If you’re grown and just need someone to talk to about these struggles we face, feel free to reach out.

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Well.. I made it.

Today is the last day of my weekly (Monday-Friday) f@st and I didn’t break it at all. I feel like I won a game. And my reward? The number on that scale going down.

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This is my second time having 4n4 by my side…

Rewind back to 2013. I was having OMAD and ran 4 miles, 5 days a week. I was at 105 and became a pinup model for local photographers. I was literally my own th!nsp0. Flat belly, th!gh gap for days, prominent cheek & collar bones… just magical. I WANT THAT BACK.

Fast forward to 2020. At 170 I was the biggest I had ever been. Finally got tired of it so I fixed it- got down to 115 last year. Then some shit hit the fan and I made my way back up to 138.

Well, I am back full force with my friend and we are making progress. Down to 129 as of today after two weeks of fsting. Feeling good and motivated!