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Hello everyone, this sounds a bit serious and maybe depressing but I do think I've made up my mind. I just recently saw Slushie's goodbye post and that made me realize how I was really feeling about redacted so that's why I came here after weeks.

I'm not leaving because I got tired of Erik and his audios, I'm really not and I'll probably keep making art out of it because it's something that I love and get excited about but I don't think I would stay here.

Tumblr has always been so special to me ever since I started posting small fics for different fandoms and I've always been smothered in love and appreciation, and that's not to say I haven't had the same reaction from the redacted fandom; I've always been treated well and I appreciate the amount of support I've gotten here, hell I even got two loving partners thanks to this community. But I don't think I can stay here any longer, I've made friends and mutuals over the span of almost 2 years and I wouldn't trade that for nothing, so to everyone I've ever interacted with, even once, I hope you get to continue your life with a happy heart and a loving soul.

As a goodbye gift, I'll leave this last piece I made mixing Arcane and Redacted.

Thank you everyone and I wish you all the best <33

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So uh I've been thinking for a bit, it's not a fully made decision yet but, I might abandon Tumblr. I'm not exactly leaving redacted, I still love it and doing designs, believe me. It's mostly about my own mental health (haven't had a good time lately :P) than anything. It might also have to do with some stuff that has happened in here recently but if I'm being I'm just done, do whatever you want with your life just don't hurt others. But yeah, that's mostly it, if I end up doing it I'll try and find a way to save the fan art if anyone's interested (maybe making a Drive folder or smth)

I also doubt it but if anyone ends up having questions or needs something I'll leave dms and questions opened. Take care guys. I'll update you when I have a final decision

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Hello 👋, I hope you're doing well..

My name is Mahmoud, and I'm a 17-year-old from Gaza. The ongoing war has devastated my city, destroyed my school, and made daily life incredibly challenging.

Despite these hardships, I'm determined to continue my education and build a better future. I've been given a chance to study abroad, but I need help to cover the costs of leaving Gaza, as well as living expenses and other essentials abroad once the crossing opens.. 🙏

If you can, please consider donating or sharing, your kindness can truly make a difference, and thanks for your time. ❤🍉

https://gofund.me/bd3ccf0b 🔗

Please please please let's keep helping everyone in Gaza who's in need. Reblogging and sharing always helps spread the message 🍉

Help Mahmoud with his studies and his future!

https://gofund.me/bd3ccf0b

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I just posted it on tik tok but I thought someone would like to see it in case they don't use tik tok

(If you use it or post it somewhere else please credit me at least ^^; )

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You popped off with this one I love it so much!!

this was supposed to be a quick sketch

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hey so Caelum isn’t “child-coded” that’s just a fucking child.

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He's literally a cat that wears cat clothes and doesn't know how to move with them I'm in love

hush experiencing his first snow (with doc :3)

- he is very very sensetive to temperature so doc wraps him up warm and his face is sticking out the top of his scarf like "👁️.👁️"

- he eats the snow and catches snowflakes on his tongue ("whys it cold 😾")

- doc lightly pushes him into a big pile of snow and they do snow angels together :333 however hush struggles to do in and out motions with his arms and legs so he just kinda goes a bit zig-zaggy but its fine x

- they make a snowman together but they didn‘t have a carrot for the nose so hush magic‘d one up :3

- doesnt understand the concept of a snowball fight "i don‘t want to fight you doc :("

- forgets he has to throw snowballs back and just ends up covered in snow and falls over cuz he can barely move in his winter clothes (AWHHH)

- doc teaches him how to make and throw a snowball and he fucking throws it at a child across the street ("NO HUSH NOT AT RANDOM PEOPLE-")

- goes up to a parked car someone is sitting in and collects some snow off of it while the person inside is horrified ("WHO TF IS THA-")

- afterwards they go inside and have hot choccy and cuddle and watch charlie and the chocolate factory :3

OKI IM DONE! >.<

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Guy I got permission to post this (forgot to ask for a whole month) but I wanted to share this Lasko drawing I did for my friend's birthday with my lasko design :3

Very very suggestive under the cut!!

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Isn't it amazing how much love and affection we can have for someone who's not human and can kill someone with just the snap of their fingers. Cause he might be fuckin dangerous but hell he's my sweet man, he's precious and we love him

Shitty Hush and doc head cannons cuz I’m bored

- doc made hush a shittily made plush and it’s his favorite

- he thinks shoes are so fuckin weird

- he gets really sad when doc tells him to put on shoes or he can’t go to the store with them

- on that note hush loves going to the store with doc, he’s a little confused but he’s got the spirit

- has tried to lick snails

- loves little critters they’re so silly

- doc once let him watch cat videos on an iPad so they could get work done

- hush tries to copy some animals mannerisms to be more social

- loves watching story bots and was really sad when doc told him they weren’t real (like telling a kid Santa isn’t real sad)

- doc once made him a patchwork sweater and he wears it everywhere

- will pick up things he finds outside and put them in the pockets of his sweater

- doc gave him his own little corner with shelves for his collection

- doc brought him to the zoo and he had an entire conversation with a parrot

- loved the goats in the petting zoo but got unhappy when they chewed on his sweater

- autistic boy level shark lover

- watched a few videos of people doing their nails, got really excited and asked doc if they could do his

- doc tried their best and hush was ecstatic 

Uh the end

I actually had fun doing this so I might do more lol

@mokozroach

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No but you're so right. Hush feeling Doc's bed too cold and thinking that putting himself in bed would help them warm up. Doc asleep not registering hush inside and unconsciously thinking he's another pillow so they hug themself against him and mumble something that just makes Hush melt with softness. Hush putting his shaky hand on top of Doc's head and them relaxing onto his touch because he gives them a sense of calmness. Something so simple but that means so much to Hush because he's so used to people running away from him that when someone as important as doc is even comfortable getting near him he doesn't understand why there are tears in the corners of his eyes

picture this: doc as an extremely heavy sleeper doesnt notice hush teleport into their room at night…stare at them for a while…then carefully place himself in their bed under the blanket…

in the morning they wake up and roll over, slowly adjusting to the light and get jumpscared by a very awake hush lying next to them, straight and still as can be, staring directly up at the ceiling

"…how long have you been there, Hush…? 😐"

"five hours and twenty nine minutes 🙂"

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PLEASE KEEP GOING I BELIEVE IN YOU THIS IS GOING SO WELL I PROMISE YOU'RE DOING AMAZING AAA

Sneak peak of the big ol’ project I’m working on, +Bonus Gavin Art

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Hello double posting today :P (expect me to disappear for a whole week) . MORE SWEETHEART DOODLES

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LONG RANT ABOUT REDACTED LISTENERS ‼️

Tumblr I fk hate you.

Soo I posted this yesterday but Tumblr decided to delete the whole thing before it even got to anyone but yeah :") . What I said yesterday was just me rambling about how my head thinks that un order to post something that is worthy it has to be finished (which is a bad way of thinking that comes specifically from trying art on Instagram) but after seeing everyone post sneak peaks, wips and sketches I felt more comfortable doing it.

Another part of the post was about me not posting my listeners designs because I thought everyone would prefer to see themselves as the listeners but after some thought, if I post them and someone relates to at least one of them I'll be happy. Of course not everyone has to like my designs, they're not made for every fan out there but they're still my ideas and how I portray them into characters. Enough of my yapping though here are my beautiful babies

we havee my sweet Honey- my most detailed listener for now, Darlin'- my Sweetheart (they're new :>)- Deviant and my wife (nb) Doc

I specified the first time but I'll have to put it again. These are really rough sketches and I have some others but none of them are finished so yeah :>

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I love your Gavin (sobs uncontrollably)

i just love him slobbers right on his forehead

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Happy late Halloween! I bring you today our demon boys (plus Hush). For this one I kinda wanted to put them in costumes that would fit their aesthetic and personality (in my opinion) and yes, the little one is Caelum :]

enjoy my little contribution

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This post kinda made me want to draw them all together with their immortal bfs

Treasure, Sweetie and Pet all being freaky, kinky af humans that scored an equally freaky, kinky af immortal.

It's like that one meme of all the Spidermans pointing at each other.

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I know things are rough and scary and I know a large majority of this community is made up of marginalized people but fear mongering and scare tactics is not what we need. Pushing people back into the closet, telling them to run, to buy weapons is not helpful. I hope we can all find hope in each other instead. Community and knowing that people have each others backs! While safety is a priority, fighting back means having hope. It means one foot in front of the other and continuing to fight for the world we want to see. It doesn’t mean burying our heads in the sand. I know things are frightening and it’s hard to have hope right now but that’s what community is for.

And sometimes we find hope in escapism. I hope everyone continues making fan content and sharing ideas because sometimes that’s what keeps us going.

Let’s get back to community and having fun, even in the face of everything.