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EmiCore : We had a time last night 😆

Itz_Rosa - We sure tf did🤭

Megster - How did I even get home

GraysonDolan - Em you know how to throw a party

EthanDolan - That's not the only thing she knows how to throw 😏

EmiCore - @EthanDolan ayo🤨

Grayson 🥸 - Hey Emi ..

Me - Hey bailey

Grayson🥸 - I didn't tell you that so you could call me that 🙄

Me - Mm but you kind of did tho 🙂

Grayson 🥸 - Anyways ... soo about saturday

Me - I know it was so fun I did that 😌

Grayson 🥸 - Well yeah but I'm talking about what happened in the bathroom

Me - ??

Grayson - You don't remember?

Fuck yeah I remember but I'm just embarrassed that i tried kissing that man, ugh i'll just admit to it there's no point of pretending that it didn't happen

Me - Yeah I do .. 🤦🏻‍♀️

Me - I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that grayson can you forgive me?

Grayson 🥸 - Ofc Em (:

Me - Good I don't want it to be awkward between us (:

Grayson 🥸 - Me either Em

Grayson 🥸 - Just one question tho

Me - Wassup ?

Grayson 🥸 - What made you want to kiss me ?

Fuck. How do I answer this ? Should I just be honest and tell him how it felt like it was only us, and how I felt like i was floating when I felt his touch. Or should I just lie and say it was the drinks in me because if I'm being honest it was a little bit of both I just don't know if I should even pursue this UGH! I need to get out of my fucking head and be straight up!

Me - Come over let's talk

Grayson 🥸 - okay 🫡

Fuck I really just sent that ... oh well there's no going back now, what the fuck am I even going to say to him.

Authors Note : Sorry about another short chapter, I had another book idea and ik idk why i'm thinking abt another book when i'm not even no where near finished with this one anyway as always lmk what you guys think xoxo J🩷

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You should come

So tonight the girls and I are throwing a party at my house, all the seniors are invited therefore the whole school may show up. We got food, music, drinks, and more drinks if you know what i mean wink wink we made this thing called jungle juice which is basically a drink for a good time. We're texting everyone we know and inviting them to the party.

Me - Hey! So I'm having this party tonight you should come (:

Grayson - Em .. are you asking me out 😉?

Me - You know what? Forget i asked 🙄

Grayson - IM KIDDING! yeah we'll come Em

Me - We🤨?

Grayson - Uh yeah me and ethan ?

Me - Oh! okay yeah it starts at 10

Grayson - Did you think I was talking about a girl ? Is that .... jealousy I smell?

Me - I just know you don't know how speak proper English so I thought you made a typo🙄

Grayson - Yeah ... okay let's go with that Em

read at 4:56pm

I roll my eyes as I read graysons message, that boy swears I like him. To be honest I am not even sure if I even know if I do or not, I mean it's only been a month or so and i mean we talked in class but nothing really outside of that so I don't know.

I start getting dressed for tonight I put on a on strap black fitted shirt with some gray cargo pants with black jordan's and a heart shaped diamond necklace and earrings for my hair I pin it half of it up and curl the ends of it.

* skip to the party *

Everyone is here and the music is blasting I told my parents and neighbors that I was throwing a party just to have the courtesy of letting them know. The girls and I are playing beer pong and losing profusely when in the corner of my eye i see grayson and ethan walk in, me having some drinks in me decide to go up to them. "Hey guys you made it!" I say as i slur my words a bit Ethan holds his nose and waves his hand in front of his face and Graysons eyes widen "Damn Em you know how to party huh?" Ethan asks I nod my head as I dance to the music "Come on ! Come help us win!!" I cry to the both of them taking them by the hand leading them to the beer pong table.

We ended up losing but it's cool it was honestly fun, I go to grab myself another drink and I pass by Grayson on my way to do so. " You're coming with me to get another drink" I say while grab his hand and lead us to the punch bowl. "Hey Em not to be a party pooper but are sure you're good?" he asks I shake my head yes, he just shrugs his shoulders and takes the drink anyway. We talk for a bit when the song " No Hands" by Waka Flocka Flame comes on " Grayson let's go dance" I tell him excitedly but before he can say anything I'm already dragging him to the dance floor also known as my living room. I have my back towards Grayson and I grab his hands and place them on my hips as I began shake some ass on him and as I do so I hear Rosa cheering my on from across the room, I turn around and face him now we're both grinding against each other as the song continues for a spilt second our eyes meet and everything goes silent, and it feels like it's just us to in that moment.

Our lips are inches away from touching, he takes us to the bathroom and that feelings of it just being us is still there. I prop myself up in the counter and wrap my arms around his neck and as I'm leaning in he suddenly pulls away. " What's the matter?" I ask him "Em I can't" he says as he removes my hands from his neck, I hop off the counter and stare at him " Well why not? I want you to" I exclaimed " Em you're drunk and I don't want it to be like this, I mean trust me I do want to kiss you but not like this" he says "Then like how Grayson" I say a little irritated "Let's just call it a night I'll see you later okay" he ways while he holds my face and walks out.

Authors Note - Hey guys ! I am super tired so sorry if some of it doesn't make sense i'll go back and read in the morning and edit if needed but I wanted to give y'all a chapter as always lmk what y'all think xoxo J🩷

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EmiCore: There's a pretty flower in my pocket 🌼

Itz_Rosa - Peep the bod 😏

Megster - Bitch not you not you wearing my bracelet 🙄😂

EmiCore - I'm going to give it back 🙄✋🏼  @Megster

GraysonDolan - There's a pretty girl on my fyp🙈

EmiCore - @GraysonDolan boy bye you can't even see my face 😆!!

R🌹 - Bitch not grayson tryna flirt with you 🤭

M🩷 - No bc i peeped that shit too👀

Me - y'all need to stop 🤣 i barely know him it's only been two weeks since school started

R🌹 - Y'all still cute or whatever 🙈

I roll my eyes as i read rosa's text they're so annoying for real. I put my phone down and decided to go to bed

Authors Note - I know this chapter is kind short but i had a busy day today and i'm going to have another busy day tomorrow i'll post another chapter soon xoxo J🩷

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his head with a little smile on his face, " You know that makes more sense because when I thought I bumped into you again I thought your eyes looked a little different" I tell him ... did I really just say that? Ugh I'm cringey. " Oh, so you noticed my eyes" he says with smirk and flutters his eyes I give him an eye roll and a playful shove. The bell rings I get up and gather my things and head out trying to get to my other class "Hey! Wait up!" Grayson yells he catches up and gives me a smile "Damn you walk fast." he says as we continue to walk " So uh I never got your name" he says "Well that's because I didn't give it to you." I say as I walk into my classroom leaving him at the doorway.

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I just finished getting dressed and I texted the girls letting them know I'm going to walk today no particular reason it's just a pretty day and the school is only a block away. I put on my headphones and play my playlist as I'm walking to school I admire the beautiful morning, I make it to school and I'm just in my own little world when I get to my locker, I feel a little tap on my shoulder I turn around to see ...him. " Dean ... what's up" I say a little awkwardly " Hey we break up and know you don't know how to act around me come on Em" he says as he puts his arm around me and walks with me, I kindly remove his arm from my shoulder " Seriously Dean what's up we haven't spoken in 2 months" I say " I miss you Em" he says. What am I supposed to say to that? I mean yeah, he would always be special to me but I can't be in a relationship with him our relationship drained me, I look at him and sigh " Look Dean you know you'll always have a special place in my heart but I just can't be with you anymore I love and care for you truly I do but our time is over please ... understand that" I say hoping that'll be the end of this conversation " Em come on I've changed for the better.. for you" he says while standing in my way "No Dean" I say sternly I can see him getting agitated as he was about to say something my girls walked up " Hey Em you ready for class" Megan asks " Yeah Dean and I were just saying goodbye" I responded, the three of us walk off and I let out a big sigh " Thank you" I say to the both of them they nod their heads and walk me to class. I can't believe Dean wanting to get back together that relationship was fucking draining, he never cheated on me or anything, but I know he wanted to or at least thought about it. Every time I would express my feelings, he would dismiss them and be so quick to call me insecure, and he would just check out other girls prioritize a lot of things and people over me. For example, for our second-year anniversary he stood me up because, his friends and him wanted to play some new video game that just dropped after I had made plans and reservations and he told me to get ready but there I was at home all dolled up and excited to celebrate just be stood up. Anyway, I sit in class listening to the teacher ramble on about whatever he was teaching when the class got interrupted by the door being opened " Is this Mr. Wilsons class?" the boy asked " Yes, and you are?" Mr. Wilson asked, " Oh I'm Grayson, Grayson Dolan my schedule got changed" he said as he gave the teacher his schedule Mr. Wilson looks at it and nods " There's an open seat next to Ms. Ruiz sit there, Ms. Ruiz raise your hand" he said as he returned to teaching. I do as told and the boy walks over to me, " Hey, are we supposed to be writing this down?" he asked quietly I shake my head no " He said since it's the first week we don't have to unless we want to, but I did in case you want them" I whispered to him he nods, and I give him my notes. I look up at him and realized it's him ... the boy I hit with the door " Hey! How's your head?" I asked quietly his eyes widen " m-my what?" he stutters why would h- oh that's nasty of him I think to myself " Eww no you pervert I meant from the other day I hit you with the door ... remember? " I asked he looks at me weirdly again. " Okay why do you keep looking at me like that?" I say kind of annoyed. " Um, because you never hit me with a door now that I think about, you're the girl I bumped into on the first day... sorry about that again" he says with a chuckle.  " Okay now I know you got a concussion because I definitely hit you with the bathroom door the other day during lunch" I say with a little sass in my tone, "Woah okay calm down if you want to hit with a door just say that but you most definitely di-" he stopped in his tracks and starts laughing. Okay yeah, he really must've taken a hit because what the hell I think to myself, " You must've hit my twin brother Ethan." he explains. "Ooh you're a twin that makes sense you had me thinking I was the one going crazy" I laugh. He shakes

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Here’s my story from wattpad hope you enjoy it 🩷

I've been reading a lot of Dolan twin stories and, since i'm a fan of the Vampire Diaries, you'll notice references to the show; that's why they may seem familiar

Hi my name is Emily Ruiz I live in New Jersey, I'm 18 years old and a senior in high school. As an only child, I often am home alone because my mom, a travel nurse, and my dad, a pilot, are frequently away for work.

A little about myself: I'm 5'4 with brown eyes, glasses, and brown, mid-to-long hair, plus a sprinkle of faint freckles on my face. My body is fair; I'm not too skinny but do have a little belly. I have fair skin and enjoy parties now and then, but i'm mostly a homebody and a total movie fanatic. I love all kinds of music— a good song is a good song to me. I sometimes wish i had a sibling but my best friends Rosa and Megan are like family. We've been inseparable since the 3rd grade.

They Meet

I can't believe it's finally my senior year! It's such a bittersweet feeling -- I'm totally ready to be done with school, but it also feels like just yesterday I was heading off to my first day of first grade. But anyway, I've been debating whether to dress cute or comfortable since, unfortunately, I still have to go to school. I've decided on a plain black semi-cropped shirt with some olive green cargo pants and my trusty black high-top converse. For makeup, I'm keeping it light, totally clean girl aesthetic of me, and I slicked my hair back into a bun. After texting Megan, one of my best friends, to let her know I'm ready, I head downstairs to the kitchen to grab a granola bar and one of those breakfast to go drinks. I hear a honk outside my house it must be Rosa and Megan, my two besties.

*skip car ride*

It's like scene from a movie we all stand together in front of the school. Rosa says, "Well, here we are again," and Megan adds, "Yeah, but this time we're seniors." I chime in, "And we're going to rule the school!" with a laugh. It's so cool that the three of us have four classes together. " Ms. Morgan must have learned from the past three years not to put us in all the same classes" I joke "Yeah given all the times we had to be separated but still kept talking to each other" Megan adds with a laugh. After we say our goodbyes, I head to my first class of the day. While studying my schedule, I accidentally bump into someone. " Oh I'm sor-" i cut off " No trust me it's my fault" he says with a gentle smile "Yeah I had some fault not looking up and all" I playfully say. The bell rings signaling it's time to get to class, " Well I better get going" the stranger says I nod and give him a little smile before I leave as I'm walking away I turn back around to see him still looking at me I face forward I begin to think, who was that?

I get to my first class, trying not to think about the guy I bumped into. I couldn't help but wonder why I've never seen him before. So, I decided to text the girls about it.

Me - Hey guys, you'd never believe what just happened

R🌹- What !?

M🩷- What!?

Me- I just ran into this really cute guy 🤭

M🩷- How cute😗?

Me- Okay, first dibs, and based on looks i'd give him a ... 8.5

R🌹- Em I know it's not any of my business but what about dean?

Dean. My ex boyfriend of two and a half years. We had a challenging relationship, and even though we broke up, we would still talk about getting back together. But this past summer, something changed, and i couldn't stay in that forever

Me- I don't know, I gave up on that. I still love him but i just can't do it anymore.

R🌹- You know i'm just looking out for you i just want you to be happy Em so tell us all about this 8.5 .. based off looks

Me- There's not much to tell. We bumped into each other in the hallway, said sorry and went out separate ways

M🩷 - Well if you see again and we're with you point him out

R🌹- yeah and if we're not try to sneak a picture 🤭

Lunch finally arrived, the girls texted me saying they're in the cafeteria. I texted back saying okay, but I had to use the bathroom. As I walked out of the bathroom, I hear a thud.. please don't tell me I accidentally hit someone with the door, I ran outside to see my victim. He groans while holding his head "Careful with that!" he says " I'm sorry, but what do you have against the door?" I ask as I try to hold in my laughter " Apparently my face" he laughs as I help him off the floor and then I realized it was the guy from earlier this morning "We have to stop meeting like this" I joked, he just looks at me weird " Damn how hard did I hit you?" I asked while touching his head "We met?" he asked confusingly " Yeah we bumped into each other earlier this morning" I say trying to jog his memory. " Hey are you sure you're okay?" I concernedly asked " Yeah I'm just gonna head to the nurse thanks tho" he says as he walks off rubbing his head. I see Rosa and Megan coming my way " Hey Em! Who was that?" Megan asked, I explained what happened and they just start laughing, " But I must've hit him pretty hard because he didn't remember us bumping into each other" I added " I'm not surprised you probably gave that poor guy a concussion" Rosa teased. I roll my eyes as we walk to the cafeteria as we're sitting at our table I can't seem to get this guy out of my mind, I felt bad I kept thinking how he must not like me because of how many times I already hit him and it's barely the first day. School finally ends and I still haven't seen him I genuinely wanted to apologize, the girls and I make our way back to my house we hang our for awhile until they both get called home. We say our goodbyes they leave and I close and lock the door, I head upstairs to my room take a quick shower put on a big t-shirt and shorts and put on a movie and caught myself falling asleep.

Authors Note : Did anyone catch the grease reference 😂 anyways this is kind of my first story hope you guys liked it lmk if y'all want more xoxo J🩷