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[jace-the-writer-guy]

Reblogging this, and I decided to pin it too for the future and for if I ever reblog anything so it doesn't get lost. It's very important for people to read if anyone keeps an eye on my account.

Something I need to talk about.

For a long time now I've had some things on my mind, and since I've been dealing with writing burnout I've had time to think over a lot of shit for why it even started in the first place. One thing was definitely trying to push myself to write as much as possible in a day and push out stories for prompts one after another. I used to write multiple upwards of 1k word smut stories that I enjoyed so much to be able to do. Just too much, too much AU stuff, too much and too fast.

Another is pushing constantly time and time again for people to send me asks for my OCs and coming off as a whiny bitch which fucked with me mentally and I know probably drove people away too. I don't even want people to say I wasn't because I know I was. It was constant, weekend after weekend when I got less and less asks for them and I got upset about it and brought that energy through to Tumblr. I tried to not let it get to me but it did.

Not to mention the three-four failed RP attempts that killed that for me also and I think went toward the burnout too.

Now onto the main points this post is about that contributed to it:

First point: While it was fun to do - and I'm glad friends trusted me to do it - I grew frustrated that I constantly got asks for guest OCs over my own. Especially when it came to the harem thing I did with one where asks constantly came for it. It was rough when on weekends I'd get nothing, and then only get one and it would be maybe one ask having to do with a harem.

Second point: And that leads me into my second point. It was just the sheer amount of fucking harem shit in general that I got asks for whether it was for Jaune or that friend's OC I did stuff for, people started mainly sending asks for that stuff no matter how many times I asked for different, no matter how much a couple friends counteracted it.

I just got more and more tired of it and I tried writing stuff through it, and that's where a good bit of the burnout happened along with not getting stuff on the OC weekends I did for a long time which really shot my motivation to continue that stuff and burned me out hard on writing in general where I used to write short stories for multiple prompts a day.

So if I'm ever to come back to writing for this blog again, I'm going to say here and in a future post again stating that I will not be doing any more harem or guest OC content.

It's seriously done a lot to my mental health and will to write, drained so much of my energy, and it took a lot to realize the two main points of this post. And all this burnout has led me to the point of not feeling like reading fanfics I loved anymore, or reading anything anyone has posted here anymore, and led me to just try to focus on my own things. It's not a guarantee I'll ever start trying to write stuff for this account anymore because I may just want to focus on doing stuff for my fantasy setting.

I just wanted to get all this out there finally after realizing it all.

[jace-the-writer-guy]

Something I need to talk about.

For a long time now I've had some things on my mind, and since I've been dealing with writing burnout I've had time to think over a lot of shit for why it even started in the first place. One thing was definitely trying to push myself to write as much as possible in a day and push out stories for prompts one after another. I used to write multiple upwards of 1k word smut stories that I enjoyed so much to be able to do. Just too much, too much AU stuff, too much and too fast.

Another is pushing constantly time and time again for people to send me asks for my OCs and coming off as a whiny bitch which fucked with me mentally and I know probably drove people away too. I don't even want people to say I wasn't because I know I was. It was constant, weekend after weekend when I got less and less asks for them and I got upset about it and brought that energy through to Tumblr. I tried to not let it get to me but it did.

Not to mention the three-four failed RP attempts that killed that for me also and I think went toward the burnout too.

Now onto the main points this post is about that contributed to it:

First point: While it was fun to do - and I'm glad friends trusted me to do it - I grew frustrated that I constantly got asks for guest OCs over my own. Especially when it came to the harem thing I did with one where asks constantly came for it. It was rough when on weekends I'd get nothing, and then only get one and it would be maybe one ask having to do with a harem.

Second point: And that leads me into my second point. It was just the sheer amount of fucking harem shit in general that I got asks for whether it was for Jaune or that friend's OC I did stuff for, people started mainly sending asks for that stuff no matter how many times I asked for different, no matter how much a couple friends counteracted it.

I just got more and more tired of it and I tried writing stuff through it, and that's where a good bit of the burnout happened along with not getting stuff on the OC weekends I did for a long time which really shot my motivation to continue that stuff and burned me out hard on writing in general where I used to write short stories for multiple prompts a day.

So if I'm ever to come back to writing for this blog again, I'm going to say here and in a future post again stating that I will not be doing any more harem or guest OC content.

It's seriously done a lot to my mental health and will to write, drained so much of my energy, and it took a lot to realize the two main points of this post. And all this burnout has led me to the point of not feeling like reading fanfics I loved anymore, or reading anything anyone has posted here anymore, and led me to just try to focus on my own things. It's not a guarantee I'll ever start trying to write stuff for this account anymore because I may just want to focus on doing stuff for my fantasy setting.

I just wanted to get all this out there finally after realizing it all.

[jace-the-writer-guy]

Say his name, and he appears!

I BELIEVE IN JOE HENDRY

[jace-the-writer-guy]

I've been kinda struggling a lot with how I wanted to word this. The last few years I've been working through losing a couple of my favorite people in the wrestling world from Brodie Lee, to Bray Wyatt, and a few of my family members and my neighbor.

And now, announced yesterday, we've lost Akira Toriyama.

This one is stinging a lot more than what I thought it would. Despite me not watching Dragon Ball or Dragon Ball Z fully, as far as I can remember, I still watched a decent bit when I was a kid. It was legit the first anime I've ever watched, and that I can remember.

This man, with Dragon Ball, helped start my love of anime despite me not watching much as a kid. It stuck with me when I grew up until I could watch more and more. Team Four Star and their labor of love with DBZ Abridged brought me back into Dragon Ball Z in my high school years.

I really don't know what else I can say. This is really hitting me hard and it's taking a lot to process it.

Goodbye Mr. Toriyama. Rest well knowing that all your works have impacted so many people in such positive ways around the world. You'll never be forgotten, and your memory will live on.

[jace-the-writer-guy]

1: The Elder Scrolls was the first one starting with Oblivion. My friend gave me a copy for the PC a looong time ago and I was hooked because I loved Lord of the Rings back then, and I loved this. And it got me hooked on modding Bethesda games too, even though I messed up a lot. Even though I won't be playing what came before, I loved Oblivion and I love the lore of this series

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2: Then there was Fallout 3 next for the Fallout series. I definitely didn't love this one as much as I did Oblivion, but I still had a lot of fun with it, especially with modding it when I was a kid, and it helped get me into the series from that point.

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3: The last one I can remember is Metal Gear Solid 3 for that series. A separate friend let me borrow it way back when for the PS2, and I remember being hooked on the different type of gameplay and story than I was used to. The lore may be confusing, but I love trying my best to figure it out. One of my favorite games of all time.

What's a game series you jumped right into the middle of?

Me:

@pilot-boi @howlingday @dicknouget @proximio-5 @true-king-of-monsters @bssaz97

[jace-the-writer-guy]

Rest in Peace Bray Wyatt

It's taking a lot for me to say this right now. I know I haven't posted anything in a while, and this is the first thing I do post, but I have to post something about it.

Earlier today, one of my favorite wrestlers, Windham Rotunda (AKA Bray Wyatt) passed away at the age of 36. I'm absolutely heartbroken and for a while I was at a loss for words for the longest time.

This was the leader of the Wyatt Family, the stable in WWE that also had Erick Rowan, Braun Strowman, and another favorite wrestlers of mine who passed away in December of 2020, Brodie Lee (known as Luke Harper in WWE). It's very heartbreaking because they were all like brothers, and from Erick's appearance on Brodie's memorial episode of AEW dynamite at the end of 2020, he was absolutely devastated.

Bray Wyatt was one of the best talkers WWE and the professional wrestling world has had and will ever have. He had such an amazing imagination that could expand far beyond his wrestling career if he ever wanted. I can't help but wonder what could have been if he could have come back, and if he got to return and pursue stuff outside of wrestling.

In my opinion, for what little it matters, he should be a future Hall of Famer. The Wyatt Family should all go in the Hall of Fame.

Please even if you're not a wrestling fan, even if you probably wouldn't understand, look up some of Bray's promo work in WWE. His voice is just amazing and his style of talking was so captivating. He was truly one of a kind. He deserved to have the whole world in his hands.

"Goodbye for now, my brother. See you down the road."

[jace-the-writer-guy]

Have you been doing good lately 😌 just checking up

Yeah I'm alright, thank you for asking. I've just been doing my best with getting back into learning how to draw lately

[jace-the-writer-guy]

I'm just asking but what was your fantasy setting blog

Here you go

[jace-the-writer-guy]

So you doing good I'm just asking seriously though your stories are pretty good

I've been doing okay mostly. Ups and a lot of downs but I'm getting by. And thank you for that.

[jace-the-writer-guy]

Do you have any idea which story would you like to continue

Please give me time to get to answering what questions you have.

I'm honestly not sure what story I'd continue, at this point I'm not sure I can remember what all I've even done to continue.

[jace-the-writer-guy]

Hey I love your story a lot I hope you start writing them again

Hi, thank you very much for taking the time to say this. It really does mean a lot and I appreciate it.

I guess you mean all my stories on Tumblr in general? Unfortunately I screwed myself over a bit a long while ago and wanted to focus on my fantasy setting blog for a while, but I basically got no asks or anything from but a few one or two people when after everything in the past, I expected to get more and it kinda really shot my motivation to write in general. Then I wanted to write a story for one of my fantasy characters that I'm gonna be revealing there eventually, which ended up taking half a year and going because of my struggles with writing, motivation, and focus.

I would really like to be able to write stuff for here again and I really hope I can eventually

[jace-the-writer-guy]

I just don't know what I'm cut out for anymore

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Thank you dude. I really appreciate this, even if I feel like I don't much deserve it sometimes.

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Rest in peace to Don West, one of the greatest commentators with one of the most iconic voices in professional wrestling. This man was one of the voices of my childhood and really drew me into watching TNA. He's honestly up there with Jim Ross in my list of the best commentators. He was an absolute legend and he'll be sorely missed.

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Figure it might be good to give a link to the main post for this blog, so here it is. Please send some asks

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There are a lot of "If"s and "Maybe"s going on in my life right now. I won't say too much at the moment, but for the first time in a long time I actually have some hope for my future.

It all hinges on a couple things, and I need all the luck I can get. I'm gonna stay positive and see what happens. It feels nice to have some hope.

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