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Happy pride month now all I need to complete is a 30 year old women who will spoil me and take care of me in every which way possible

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one thing i need in life is a sugar mommy who love me!!!!

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I love women

WHEN I SAY I LOVE A WOMAN IN A SUIT I MEAN IT, I CANT HANDLE MYSELF AROUND A WOMAN IN A SUIT THEY LOOK SO GOOOOOOD OMFG

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I NEED HER I WANT HER I NEEEEEDDDD HERRRR OMG GOING INSANE !!

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how come my old ass grandpa can pull a 30 year old BUT I CANT WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK THATS NOT FAIR WHEN IS IT MY TURN

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someone release me from the chambers school assignments are keeping me in!!! ive been doing an academic comeback all week !! Someone anyone clap for me!! thank you!

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i just know my psychology teacher hates to see my ass walking through the door knowing i'm gonna send my assignments late

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I hate studying!!!

it is currently 1:20 am I'm so tired but guess who has to study for an anatomy exam after doing 2 long projects!!! there are so many terms and definitions to remember!! I have to take it at 7:40 in the fucking morning THATS TOO EARLY FOR THAT SHIT HELPPP

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i need an older women to teach me guitar!! This will be the only i way i learn things from now on

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if any older women called a good girl i would actually go so crazy they are gonna have to send me to a padded room with a straight jacket on

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today is the criminal minds version of good friday

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reasons to get drunk!!!!

you will flirt with countless women and then u get flustered when the older women call you darling, baby or sweetheart :D

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reasons not to get drunk!!

stupid shit you WILL regret such as totally not based on my experience this weekend. you will be drunk enough to end up making out with one of ur enemies ex right after she leaves and infront of her bsf who used to be ur bsf.

you will regret a 3 way kiss made between you and some friends

you will miss ur ex !!!!!

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fumbled

i actually messed up so badly. I was at this county fair with my friends and i see this gorgeous women and her son. SHES JUST MY TYPE. i go and talk to her cause she's alt and so am i. mind u i am drunk and i start rambling i lowkey dont even remember what about but i think its was our piercings anywho i let her be cause she was going to buy a ticket for her and her son so i go sit down next to the ticket booth where my friends are and her as well. THEN her son started talking to me about his favorite rides hes like 3 or 4 i believe im not good with children heights lol. anywho fast foward 20 minutes. im coming off a ride with my friends and i see her walk buy AND SHE LOOKS AT ME WAVES AND SMILES OMG I FUMBLED I SHOULDVE SAID SOMETHING BRO I SHOULDVE ASKED TO BABYSIT OR FOR HER NUMBER IDK ANYTHING AT THIS POINT

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If you guys ever see me getting manipulated and gaslight by a 30 year old women who is a high authority figure at her job please nobody try saving me cause I am right where I want to be in life!!

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I don’t think people understand how much I miss my ex, ppl say it’s cause I miss the attention and the feeling of being loved. That’s bullshit . I miss her. I miss all of our memories. I miss her laugh, her gorgeous smile, the way she looked at me with those gorgeous blue eyes of hers, the way we both cried and hugged while watching sad romance movies, having little moments with her. We did everything together. I helped her move to a new house. We built her room together. That single room became a home I needed. She was my home. I felt safe and complete with her but now a piece of me is forever missing. I love her so much but I know she will never love me back. She will never see me how she used to. Now I’m just some girl she used to date I’m just some girl that she left cause she lost feelings. I wish I tried harder to have more special moments. Maybe she would’ve stayed longer. Maybe right now I wouldn’t be a girl she loved but a girls she loves.

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realizing you’re built to understand but not to be understood