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jaythewriter · 4 days ago
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Here is a snippet of the Remmix x Burlesque reader fic, don't mind the bad grammar I gotta fix it later
You couldn't belive your ears when you heard ya cousins s back from the war. He'll you didn't even believe it when you heard their voices from the other side of the door. "We's ain't seens ya in a while!” You knew Stacks smug ass voice anywhere. With a small huff you opened the door. “Yeah, yeah whatcha want!” You grumbled leaning against your door frame in you slip with a glass of rich wine in your hand.
“Watch yo tone lil girl.” Smoke chimed in as they practically pushed past you to get in. “We got an opportunity for ya. We heard that you were an inspiring burlesque and since we openin up a juke joint we want you and Preacher boy at the joint tonight.” Smoke spoke smooth as day, reaching for a cigarette that Stack had just rolled for him.
“Mhm what's my bid?” You asked, glancing up, handing Stack the wine you were holding. He'd been eyein it for a minute, you did always like to share. “Ten.” Smoke uttered. “Unt unt thirteen.” You uttered. “Eleven.” Smoke uttered and you shook your head “Twenty.” Smoke's eyebrows raised before he sternly huffed out “fifteen.”
“Deal!” You chirped reaching for your glass that Stack was basically trying to chug. “Boy I offered you some, not my whole damn severin!” You hissed pulling the glass from his lips hell the way yall acted folks would have thought yall were siblings. “Oh and im keepin tips.” You huffed. “Be our guest.” Stack chirped, fixing his suit jacket.
“We wantcha at the joint by Five so we could help you set up.” Smoke huffed before taking a long drag from his cigarette. “Can ya take my trunk? It's got all my show stuff in it.” You hummed pointing to the trunk full of glittery garments.
The twins hauled the trunk to the back of the blue truck they stopped by in.
You had grabbed the best smelling body oils you could find before leaving out the door. The sun seemed like it was gonna set at any moment. You were walking in the hot dirt with some flats holding your heels.
You'd be damned if you walked all the way there in those death traps. You hoped they had a wash room cuz boy you'd need it once you got there. Your slip was sticking to your skin from your sweat.
You had greeted your cousins at the door looking for a room to set up in hoping one of them fetched you a pale of water like you'd asked. It won't long til Annie and Mary came in to help you doll up.
“My lord, look at chu, I ain't seen you since you was bout this big.” Mary spoke as if she was speaking to a child she ain't seen in years estimating a height with her hand.
“Know you're a big star.” She hummed with approval as she finishes putting lipstick to your lips. “Ain't she beautiful.” Annie uttered softly pulling the strings tighter on the corset. “I've missed yall…” You uttered they both practically raised you when you was younger but once you're cousins left they had seemed to disappear til now.
They were like the big sisters you've always wanted. Annie help you put on your skirt while Mary carefully put jewels on your skin to make you look shiny. “We should have a girls night sometime.” Mary chirped as she adjusted your necklace.
“That sounds like good time.” Annie hummed as she fix my black lace sleeves.
It looked well with the red bedazzled corset.
“Maybe we could come up with new clothing designs or learn a thing or two from Annie, maybe I'd find a man after learning a few things.” You joked, looking at Annie before you all burst out into laughter. “Girl, please.” Annie damn near hollered as she handed you your red and black feather fans. “It's enough men out there all you need to do is be yourself.”
“We'll be right back don't you worry Sug let them boys know yous ready.” Annie chirped, lifting your chin to get a good look at cha. When they left you looked at yourself for once, you admired yourself you can tell by the way they applied your makeup that they had wanted the best unlike some who've helped you before. They didn't powder you up to look so bright. The used colors of your outfit. Colors that complimented you.
You haven't look like this before but you had to admit you felt more like you then you'd ever had since you started doing this. When the door came open it was only Annie in view. “Girl you wouldn't believe it, it was sum white folks at the door. They wanted to ‘Party’ showed up playing instruments and everything. Smoke told they sorry asses no should have seen the look on the Lil white boys face when Smike asked em if he was part of a clan.”
She laughed pinning my hair up. “Then he pointed and Mary and asked how'd she get in!” She hollered, clutching her stomach as she laughed poor things was damn near cryin. “Damn, that's Smoke for ya, I can't believe I missed that!” You huffed, smiling at the situation. “Where's Mary at anyway?” You asked curiously.
“Outside Stack sent her to go see what type of money they had.” You had nodded in acknowledgement.
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jaythewriter · 18 days ago
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For @spikedfearn 's Corpse Bride AU♡
It was so fun to make, and please check it out!
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jaythewriter · 18 days ago
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jaythewriter · 19 days ago
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if smoke and stack decided to let remmick in, i feel like his white ass would step through the door, there would be a record scratch, and then everybody in the juke joint would look at him like this:
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jaythewriter · 19 days ago
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papa remmick headcanons pleaseee 🥸🥺
ᴘᴀᴘᴀ!ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ ʜᴀɴᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴꜱ
ᴀ/ɴ: these have been floating around in my head since i saw the movie so it'd be an understatement to say just how excited i am to share them! for simplicity's sake i only wrote about one daughter but let's be real remmick would have like 4. i genuinely have so many more ideas than this so if i get a lot of traction i'm def doing like 5 parts. tried to go in a chronological-ish order! if imagining hot fictional characters as fathers is my favorite pasttime does that make me crazy? i don't do taglists personally, so just follow me if you want to be updated when i post c:
ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ: none, enjoy the cutest vampire mass murderer as the most devoted father in the world! i even made the setting and time period very vague because i absolutely refuse to terrorize this adorable family.
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first and foremost, ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ could only be a girl dad. it is physically, spiritually, and cosmically impossible for this man to have sons. don't argue with me, argue with the universe.
from the start, ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ was incredibly attentive. if his baby girl so much as shifted lightly in her crib, he was already standing over her before you could even stir.
ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ insisted on skin-to-skin contact at every opportunity. didn't care if he had to stay still for HOURS. and he would too.
“she’s settlin’ her heart,” he'd whisper, “and mine’s the drum she’s gonna know first.”
ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ took her babbling dead seriously. would fold his arms, listen with furrowed brows, and nod as if absorbing the meaning of life.
talked to her constantly. about everything. you'd catch ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ engaging in full-on conversations with an infant.
“this right here’s nutmeg. we don’t touch that, ‘cause it’s strong. like your mama. now this is thyme. it teaches ya patience.” (he was very proud of that joke)
best believe ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ is singing to her if she won't go to sleep. real songs, not lullabies. low and soft. a little off key. a little too slow. and always with her name in the chorus.
if she trips over air, ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ's already crouched beside her like a medic on a battlefield.
“where’s it hurt, baby? show me. papa’s got you.”
ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ let her paint his nails. once. now it’s every saturday. sits there dead serious with one hand outstretched and the other holding a towel so she doesn’t drip.
says “gentle, baby” every time she pets a flower, every time she touches your face, every time she hugs his neck. because that’s how ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ taught her. love is gentle.
ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ never hid his vampiric features at home. she adores them. pokes at his fangs, tugs at his claws, stares into his eyes with not even a hint of fear. because there's no need to.
if she calls for ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ in the night, even once, he’s at her side with a glass of water, a fresh blanket, and at least four “ya okay, sugar?” before he even sits down.
when she gets sick, ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ holds her all night with one hand pressed to her forehead and the other on her back like he can make her feel better just by staying still enough.
do not ever ask ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ to discipline his daughter. ten minutes later, you'll find the two of them on the porch swing sharing a pint of ice cream and laughing like nothing happened.
“i talked to her,” he’d say, mouth full of rocky road (🤭). “we came to an understandin’.” they did not.
ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ is a constant bragger. constant. mentions her name in every single conversation, so avoid casually talking to him at all costs.
“my baby just got straight a’s. first grade, top of her class. can ya believe that?”
does not play when it comes to styling her hair. to learn, ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ sat on a little wooden stool for an entire afternoon under the careful eye of mama, focused like it was life of death. now he does them every sunday morning, and always ends with three sweet kisses.
“prettiest girl in the world. prettiest head of curls, too.”
ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ felt left out of not having a bonnet (literally made this :( face) so he wears one too. unironically loves it.
ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ always needs a picture of his family. first day of school, new dress, vacation, playing in the yard, doesn't matter. wallet’s full of folded photos and his side of the bedroom’s a shrine. framed memories everywhere. his girls, always.
y'all ain't never met a man who throws down in the kitchen more than ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ does. bakes, grills, fries, sautés, and seasons like nobody's business. he's been alive for over a millennium, so half the meals he makes have long been forgotten by the world. and of course he's teaching his baby girl all his skills.
girl ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ runs the pta like it's the navy. absolutely zero tolerance for slackers. despite his authoritarian, almost hivemindlike (🤭) style, every event and fundraiser ends up being a major success
he's never and will never miss a single recital, play, spelling bee, science fair, honor roll ceremony, or any other event involving his baby. ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ will fight his way to the front row if he has to, and records the whole thing with his favorite video camera. every tape is labeled, dated, and stored with care. if the house is too quiet, he'll be watching reruns.
ʀᴇᴍᴍɪᴄᴋ ends every night the same. “ya know who loves ya?” he asks, real low.
and she says, every time, “you do, papa.”
and he answers, “damn right i do.” with his hand over his heart.
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jaythewriter · 22 days ago
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this is the main lesson I took from sinners
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jaythewriter · 25 days ago
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His hips stutter, the rhythm messy now, almost frantic, like he’s trying to fuck the apology into you.
You've been fighting with him all night. Started small- he got blood on the floor. Got worse when he confessed exactly whose blood it was.
A young charming friend of yours. Sweet boy. You hardly knew him, but you knew enough. Enough to share a few drinks with him in the morning. Remmick would find out. He always finds out. You were lucky he didn't turn you the moment he considered you his own. His family. His. His. His.
"Come on, darlin’," he breathes against your ear, voice gravel-thick and cracking at the edges. "You’re not still mad at me, yeah? You can’t be. Not when I’m- mph- deep inside you like this."
He breathes hot in the crook of your neck- marks mottled on your delicate throat. A few puncture marks or two from his leftover anger, when he had you face down in the sheets. Now all that's left is his desperation.
You say nothing. Your nails bite into his shoulder, and the sharp pain only makes him moan, needy and almost pathetic.
“You’re killin’ me here,” he pants. “Won’t even look at me.” He grabs your jaw- rough and insistent, making you face him even though your glare could cut through steel. “Still got that damn attitude. Thought you were over this.” He scoffs, laughs light, like he can't believe what he's hearing. But his voice breaks.
You clench around him, and he groans like it hurts.
“Oh shit, yeah- do that again, I’ll do whatever you want. Beg if I gotta,” he growls, still thrusting hard, but his rhythm’s off, needy now. “Wasn’t tryin’ to hurt you, baby. You know that.”
You turn your face away again, and something cracks. Not in his voice- in his ego.
“You’re mine,” he spits, patience worn, pride bruised. “Look, I know I messed up," He grits out. "Yeah, I tore out his pretty little throat, but I’m here, ain’t I? Givin' you everything I got."
He's huffing, gripping you tighter when he remembers just why you two are in this predicament. You feel his claws tangle in your hair, tugging gently. Just to show you he needs you.
"Wanna know the best part?" he murmurs against your neck, lips ghosting along your skin. His voice shifting sweetly to that infuriating 'im-not-mad-just-disappointed' tone. "Got his blood under my fingernails still."
Then- without warning, he slips two fingers between your lips. Forces them in, until you're gagging around the metallic tang and sharp nails.
"Wanna taste?" He adds after the fact, sarcastic. One half bitter, one half pleased with himself.
You moan around them, eyes wide and watering. He’s still fucking you, deep and relentless, watching your face as you suck his fingers like it’s the only thing keeping you alive.
His hand slides down to your thigh, pulling it higher up his waist. The angle makes you gasp- he notices.
"Yeah? That feel good?" His lips brush your jaw, trembling. "Still mad, baby? Still hate me?" He growls out. Depraved.
You still don’t answer, but your glare is wiped- eyes rolled back into your skull. Back arched, soft whimpers around his fingers. He observes you, scans you over, and finally loosens his hold just a little.
"Please," he mutters, and it’s real this time- raw, low, like it’s costing him everything to say it. "Please, darlin’. I don’t wanna live in a world where you hate me. Don’t- don’t do that to me."
His pace slows, not stopping, just grinding deep and hard, and his lips press to your neck like a prayer.
"I’m yours, alright? Just say the word. I’ll crawl, beg, bleed. You want me on my knees? Say it. I’ll worship the ground you walk on. Forever." He pleads, hips stuttering as he tries to stop himself from cumming. As he tries to convince you this is for you.
Then, cocky again for half a second, he mutters against your neck- the one condition.
"Long as you keep stayin' with me. Just me. Just like this."
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jaythewriter · 26 days ago
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Midnight Mass 《Remmick, sinners x reader 》
Remmick x v femreader
Summary: The church welcomed a new preacher. Poor souls—they let in a monster. But even monsters fall, and he’s already on his knees for a novice.
A/N: I can't stop with this man. I stumbled upon an idea recently and it just wouldn't leave my head—so I wrote something. I don’t even know what it’s supposed to be, just a story full of sinners, churches, and a Remmick who's starving… for touch.
This story was born from a simple idea that goes like this: "I need a fic where Remmick just straight-up plots on a nun reader and her innocence taunts him. Like he'd weep to see her do the littlest things. When she prays he feels just a little bit of salvation when she speaks it makes his knees go weak. He sees her as his angel." This story wouldn’t exist without @jaythewriter
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The irony of it all might have struck him as amusing—had it not been one of the finest ideas he'd conceived in the last few centuries.
That preacher had the misfortune of crossing Remmick’s path, and he, in turn, had seized the chance to rob the Almighty of yet another servant. By his own tally, he was winning.
In the pathetic man’s final memories—memories he had not the sense to lift in prayer as his jugular was torn—Remmick saw what he had long been searching for. A flock. A community who listened devoutly as their shepherd preached from the pulpit, vowing undying loyalty.
The sensation bloomed within him like fire, and a thought took root deep in his mind. He would crawl to the gates of that temple glimpsed in the dying man’s memory—and make it his own. He would become the new shepherd, the one who saved these poor souls from their fate. He would raise a congregation of the devoted, shaping them little by little, through the Word and through blood.
It had not been difficult. One of the sisters had opened the door without question the moment she saw the collar.
“Come in, Father. We’ve been expecting you.”
He hadn’t even needed to request permission to enter—she had simply stepped aside and held the door wide.
The women received him with open arms.
“We weren’t sure how long it would take for them to send another pastor.”
He had smiled and praised their hospitality, drawing blushes from those who had been cloistered longest within those walls.
He could already hear the whispers circulating about him.
“The new Father is so young… and that smile of his… It won’t take long before we adore him.”
Convincing them to change the hour of the liturgies had proven more arduous. He claimed his training had taught him that the veil of night brought one closer to the Almighty.
Dusk, he said, was a sacred time—more contemplative, more intimate.
Though skeptical at first, the sisters soon adopted the change. And they were right to trust him.
At first, only the sisters and a few vagrants—seeking a full belly and warm bed—attended the masses.
But then a rumor began to spread:
The new pastor promised eternal life.
Here. On Earth.
No more waiting for the solace of a cold grave to be reunited with one’s kin.
He claimed to have brought true immortality.
“You are not dust, nor shall you return to it.”
The pews filled with bowed heads, all paying homage to the new Word of God, which now took flesh in the hungry smile of that shepherd.
As they drank of the blood of their savior, he drank of theirs, those faithful who sought redemption at his altar.
He took his time, amassing followers. Drunk on power. He spoke—and countless voices answered with gratitude.
They offered themselves freely.
“Father, help me—I have lost the path.”
“I shall help you find it,” he replied, before reshaping them into creatures of the night.
But among the sea of souls, one figure stood apart.
You.
The girl newly arrived to the parish.
Sent to take your vows.
A novice.
A woman just beginning to kneel at the altar, offering your life to the Almighty.
Had he still breath in his body, it would have caught in his throat when he saw you kneel. It was visceral—the way you did it, as if your very soul depended on it.
His mouth watered at the sight of your bowed head, so deep in prayer.
He lost the thread of thought each time your voice reached him—those whispered fragments of breath, gasping with devotion.
And then you would rise, and your eyes would meet his. Eyes brimming with such innocence it could only be blasphemy.
A weak smile played on your lips, and though no sound escaped, your mouth would shape a single word: “Father.”
He would have to bite his own lip, stifling the sound that threatened to betray what stirred within him.
In those moments, all other prayers faded to ash. None of it satisfied him—because he had not yet claimed your devotion. There was something strange blooming in his chest.
He wanted to be the vessel of your prayers.
The reason you knelt.
The one to whom you begged for mercy
He nearly let the mask slip. That mask of the gentle shepherd promising redemption—he nearly let the wolf beneath show.
The first time it happened was after mass. The congregation stood, lining up for communion. And when his favored lamb stepped forward, he almost surrendered.
You looked up at him from beneath your lashes.
An innocent smile curved your lips.
Your mouth opened slowly; the tip of your tongue peeked out, waiting.
He forgot what he was meant to do—that he should place the host on your tongue and send you in peace.
Another thought crept in: that he could offer you his body in truth—that his could be granted real salvation.
He came back to himself as he reached out with the wafer. The wet heat of your mouth brushed against his fingers.
A broken sound escaped his throat.
And you—
You answered it with a gasping moan so soft, so trembling, it nearly made the sacred offering fall from your lips.
He had no need for the devotion of all those people. What he truly craved was the touch of that novice. The barest graze of your hand would have sufficed. He pictured those fingers—now clasped in sacred supplication—threading through his hair, gliding just above the skin of his shoulders. His knees quivered, and he feared he might fall to them and beg you for mercy, beg you to touch him.
It lasted only a moment—a fleeting breath for you, an eternity for him. You closed your lips and, just before taking your leave, offered him the first words you'd spoken since arriving:
"Father?"
He responded with a guttural hum, void of words.
"You're drooling."
He blinked several times, struggling to comprehend your meaning. When he failed to react, you stepped closer, raised a hesitant hand, and brushed the tip of your fingers along his chin, collecting the trail of saliva. He remained unmoved, lost in thought, lost in the warmth of your living skin against the pallor of his own. A strangled moan escaped him, and he fought the urge to beg you to take it away with your tongue. When you were done, you did not wipe your hand. You left him in silence.
His bones ached. His skin itched—desperate to be touched like that once more. He was fascinated by you, by everything about you. He could watch you for hours, kneeling in silent devotion before a god who never answered. But he would answer. He would reward every one of your prayers.
Something stirred in his dead chest when he thought: if you could give yourself so wholly to a god cruel and thankless, what might you offer a monster who spoke back? A flicker of hope burned within him. A glimmer of salvation. But he still did not know what it was he truly wanted from you—whether to corrupt you and make you his, or surrender to your innocence and your aching desire to save others.
He always chose the first.
The last time his mask slipped was in the confessional, listening to the woes of his flock. He found it dull—time dragged unbearably, which was saying much for a creature such as he.
He was about to leave the cramped chamber when he heard the wood creak beneath someone's weight. The cloying scent of incense that had surrounded him was swept away by something else—something that made his fists clench and his composure waver. Every sense lit up, overwhelmed by your presence. He could not help but wet his lips, seeking the taste of you in the heavy air of the confessional.
He needed to flee that space, now a prison thumping with the echo of your heartbeat. A slow rhythm, one that had lulled him to sleep through the stone walls that separated your quarters from his.
"Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned."
The sound of your voice struck him like a blow, and he grasped the wooden bench beneath him to stay upright. No words came—he was too dazed by your nearness.
You remained still. From the moment you entered that narrow chamber, the blood beneath your skin had begun to stir, crackling and restless. Just as it always did in the preacher’s presence. You felt like a moth, spellbound by the colour and scent of a newly bloomed flower. Suspended in a kind of limbo, you waited for his reply, uncertain whether you'd spoken your words rightly. You breathed deeply, unaware that each breath drew you ever closer to the Devil himself.
"Speak, child. What burdens your soul?"
Your tongue felt thick, clumsy. His voice had rendered you motionless. It had emerged rough, reverberating through the wooden walls as though he were everywhere—like the Almighty Himself.
"I have had doubts, Father."
He bit the inside of his cheek to keep from correcting you, from begging—no, pleading—for you to call him by name. For you to form the true syllables of his being with those lips, those lips that tempted him with every prayer they uttered to God. But he did not. He waited in silence for you to continue.
"Since I came to this congregation, troubling thoughts have come upon me."
You shifted, seeking to relieve your sore knees. The movement brought your thighs together, and an unfamiliar tension began to stir low in your belly. And all the while, you knew—knew with perfect certainty—that the very cause of your unrest was seated just on the other side of the wooden screen. You could see his silhouette leaning in, as if trying to draw nearer to you through the lattice.
The sound you let slip filled his ears. The sweet scent of your desire clouded his mind completely. He let it invade his hollow chest, and in that moment, he swore he could feel his dead heart beat again. He could almost swear he had glimpsed the face of God just by breathing you in.
He summoned your face in his mind and, for the first time in his existence, believed in the divine. If angels walked the earth, surely they would wear your countenance. He wanted to leave that chamber, to kiss you. No—that wasn’t enough. He wanted to drink you. To beg you to touch his body with those hands that had only ever known the flesh of the Lord. To run your lips across his skin—the same lips that had spoken a thousand prayers, now offered to him.
And then he would repay you. He would fall to his knees and press his mouth to every place where your pulse thundered, where your body cried out for pleasure, where—
"Father?"
He had collapsed to his knees within the confessional. The pressure in his trousers had become unbearable. He was utterly lost in the rapture of his own imaginings. You had kept speaking while he spiraled ever deeper into his thoughts.
"Forgive me, I was…" What would he say? That he had been dreaming of destroying a soul like yours? "…I was distracted."
"It’s alright. Please, don’t worry. It’s only natural to have one's thoughts elsewhere. It happens to me often."
There it was—that goodness in you that tore the words from his throat. That left him hollow, aching to be something better than what he was.
"Continue."
He just wanted to hear your voice. Any excuse would do. To listen to the way your heart sped or slowed with every emotion that crossed your face.
"Father, as I was saying… I have been troubled with doubt. I am told I must give my devotion entirely to the Lord. But… another man appears in my prayers. How can I vow eternal devotion, when my thoughts already belong to someone else?"
Desire gave way to jealousy—an emotion he had never known. Bile rose in his throat, and he had to swallow hard to push down the knot of fury rising there. He searched the memories of his converted faithful, those whose minds he now shared. Demanded an answer. But none had seen another man near you. Only images of you, watching him when he wasn’t looking. Only him.
"But it is not only my thoughts, Father. He appears in my dreams as well."
"What kind of dreams?"
He startled himself—he hadn't thought he had strength enough left to summon his voice.
"I’m ashamed to admit it."
Another sound, the whisper of movement. The wood creaked once more beneath your weight as you shifted, trying to ease a pressure that clung to you all day, dull and persistent.
"In those dreams… someone touches me. It’s that man. Not roughly, not in sin. It’s... gentle. Tender. As if I were the one being worshipped."
Silence fell—thick, suffocating. A silence you could slice through like meat.
"...And I like it. When I wake, I find myself wishing it were true."
He couldn’t speak. Not a single word. He tried to root himself to the floor, to keep from leaping upon you like a beast. Because what you were offering—what you had just confessed—was what he had longed for more than anything.
"How am I to give myself wholly to the Lord," you whispered, "if my soul and body no longer belong to Him?"
He opened his mouth, but another voice came out—not his own.
"And to whom do they belong, child?"
Again, that terrible stillness. Another shifting of cloth and knees on old wood. And then the words that shattered him.
"To you, Father."
There was no shame in your voice. Not a flicker of repentance. That’s when he understood: you hadn’t come seeking absolution. You had come to offer yourself.
Like a lamb stepping willingly into the wolf’s mouth—and rejoicing in the devouring.
A gasp rose to your lips but never left them as the confessional door burst open. He stood there, wild-eyed, breathless, as if trying to drink in your very presence. You were still on your knees, looking up at him.
You feared divine punishment. Retribution. But it never came. Instead, he fell to his knees before you.
The desperation in his eyes was raw. He looked up at you the way saints must look up at their holy relics, with terror and awe. He trembled—perhaps from restraint, perhaps from hunger.
"Please."
It was not a command but a plea. You didn't need to ask what he meant—you already knew. You raised a hand, and without hesitation, you buried it in his hair. That shadowed thing, that spiritless wretch, melted under your touch like frost beneath the sun. He crumbled in your palm, begging silently for more.
A sound escaped him—was it a sob? A groan? It broke something in you. You wanted to give more. With your other hand, you reached across his chest, still clothed. He never wore the cassock, and you preferred it that way—it let you see him better.
He leaned into you until his forehead rested against your shoulder, as though that contact alone kept him alive. His breath was a trembling wind in your ear, his chest heaving with a storm he dared not unleash.
He clung to you like a penitent to a relic, a damned soul clinging to the last scrap of mercy.
"Touch me," he whispered—and it was as though the stone walls of the chapel shuddered.
The word was a prayer. A surrender.
He, who had always held the final word. He, who had heard confessions and passed judgments.
Now he begged.
"Please..."
His voice broke under the weight of need. He raised his eyes to you—dark, shining with the sting of frustrated longing.
"I need your hands upon me. Do it. Let you be the one to bless me. With that touch. With that skin."
His fingers fumbled at the hem of his shirt, trembling, unsure. He could not bring himself to remove it—not without your permission. Because in that moment, you were his deity.
Your warmth bled through the linen between you, a slow-burning fire that consumed him from the inside out.
And then, you moved.
Your fingers slid up along his jaw, guiding his gaze to yours. At the touch, he let out a low, aching sound—half sob, half plea. Like a wounded creature unsure if comfort would come.
"Give me one reason to believe," he whispered. "Make me believe I still have a soul."
And you touched him—not with pity, but with dominion.
One by one, you undid the buttons of his shirt, revealing skin marked by sleepless nights and some long-forgotten struggle for virtue. He trembled with each new inch of flesh uncovered. His lips parted with the anticipation, the unbearable sweetness of it.
"Look at me, Father," you commanded, drawing out the title like a dare.
And he obeyed.
Because he was no longer priest, nor man, nor monster.
He was devoted. A thing made of longing, of need—kneeling before the only divinity that might still offer him salvation: you.
When your lips touched his bare chest, he released a sound caught between a sob and a laugh. As if, for the first time, he understood what it meant to believe.
You watch the way his lashes flutter, how his mouth parts as if readying a prayer or a moan.
Your fingers trace the line of his collarbone, slowly, deliberately. His skin is hot — fevered almost — as though your presence alone has set him alight. When your thumb brushes the hollow of his throat, his head falls back just slightly, exposing more of himself. Offering it. Offering everything.
You lean closer. Your lips barely graze his skin — a whisper of contact — and he gasps like it hurts. Or like it heals.
“You’re shaking,” you murmur.
“I’m trying,” he chokes out, “so hard not to fall apart.”
But he’s already unraveling for you. Each second is a thread undone. And you like watching him come undone.
You lower your mouth to his chest. He cries out — softly, beautifully — and fists his hands into the fabric of your habit like it’s the only thing anchoring him to this world. You can feel his need pressing against you, insistent and utterly helpless, but he doesn’t dare move. Doesn’t dare guide your hand.
He’s waiting. Needing. Yours.
You let your hand drift down. Slowly. Testing.
When your palm rests just above his waistband, he inhales sharply, his whole body tightening beneath you. His hips rise, involuntary, and his eyes flutter open in a haze of worship and hunger.
“Please,” he whispers, voice rough, almost broken. “I beg you. Don’t stop.”
And so you don’t.
You undo the button. You pull down the zipper. You feel him shudder — a deep, guttural sound that vibrates through both of you — and you push the fabric down just enough to free him.
The sight of him, hard and flushed and trembling, sends a rush of heat to your core. He is beautiful in his vulnerability. Glorious in his surrender.
You wrap your hand around him, and he whimpers.
No. He weeps.
Not from pain. Not from guilt. But from relief.
He presses his forehead to your shoulder, lips brushing your neck, and you feel the wetness there — hot, desperate tears as he mutters thank-yous and praises under his breath, not to any god, but to you.
Only you.
Because in this moment, you are not a nun. You are a miracle.
And he is your worshipper.
You feel him twitch in your hand, a pulse like thunder just under your palm. His hips strain forward, breath catching again and again against your neck. His lips linger too long there now — not in reverence.
In hunger.
You sense the shift instantly. The way his tongue flicks the hollow behind your ear, how his breath suddenly comes cooler, shivering over your skin like a prelude. It’s no longer just need — it’s instinct. Ancient. Ravenous.
Then you feel them: the tips of his fangs grazing your skin. It’s subtle, gentle. A test. A question.
But you answer it before it becomes a plea.
“No.”
Your voice is firm. You don’t raise it, but the word cuts through him like a lash. He pulls back with a strangled groan, his whole body wracked with restraint.
“I—” he tries, his voice hoarse, desperate, full of shame. “I didn’t mean to, I just—”
You hush him with your touch. You never stop moving your hand. If anything, you tighten just slightly. He gasps, eyes rolling back, head falling against your chest again.
His hands are gripping your thighs now, not to take, but to anchor himself — shaking like he might fall apart if you let go. He’s trying so hard to hold back. But he wants. You can feel it rising in him — this deep, writhing hunger not just for your body but your blood.
And you make him wait. Let him ache. Let him tremble.
He moans something — unintelligible, fervent — and just as his climax builds, as his breath shortens and his whole being coils beneath your touch like a creature about to break — you raise your free hand to your mouth.
Your teeth sink into your own wrist. The pain is sharp, but clean. Righteous.
A thin line of blood blossoms instantly, warm and deep red, and his eyes snap to it like a beast scenting prey.
He stares at it. Then at you.
A heartbeat. Two.
And then you press your wrist to his mouth.
He freezes — utterly still — even as your other hand continues to work him toward release.
He’s panting, eyes flicking between your face and your bleeding wrist. You feel his lips twitch against your skin, and you whisper:
“Now.”
He opens his mouth — wide, reverent — and draws you in. The first pull is soft. Careful. Almost prayerful.
Then the second comes, deeper, more desperate, and you feel him groan against your skin. Feel the growl ripple through his chest as your blood hits his tongue. His hips jerk forward and he spills into your hand with a cry torn between rapture and agony.
He drinks like a starving man.
Your blood slides down his throat, and you watch his body convulse under the weight of it — of you. He clutches you as though you’re the last holy thing left in this godless world. You feel the thank-you he can’t speak thrumming through his veins. You gave him everything — not just your touch, but your life, your essence.
And he gives himself to you.
Completely.
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jaythewriter · 28 days ago
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While people don't work for engagement, it certainly doesn't do any harm..
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jaythewriter · 1 month ago
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Hi guys... I wrote a little something it's not much but it's a start and it's based on the first prompt that I wrote its un edited so sorry for the grammar mistakes and all. So um Enjoy!
It was a late night for you. It felt off, felt a little cooler than usual tonight. The frogs and the cicadas were quiet tonight, almost too damn quiet. The light sound of that new washer the twins helped you install recently was the most comforting on this strange night.
Somehow it had seemed darker than it had when you were awake but a strange noise had woken you. The sound of rustling had spooked you, you didn't think too much of it til you heard it again….then again. You had assumed it was the stray dogs or the raccoons until you heard a faint growl. It was low, rough and ragged, filled with need. It sounded animalistic but oh so human.
You sat up in your bed, breath caught in your chest trying to blame it on your lack of sleep but you knew you were too conscious to woke to ignore how close it had sounded. In the heat of the moment you let your feet hit the cool wood of your floor and for the first time in a long time it's like you felt the house breathe. Not how it used to… No it was like it was gently whispering, beckoning you…
You crept down the hall as if it wasn't your home, like it wasn't where you laid your head at night. You had reached for something, anything that would help ease the rising pit in your stomach. Your fingers ran along the cool silver barrel of your daddy’s shotgun. It had been years since you held it you weren't even sure if it was loaded.
You took another slow, sweet agonizing breath before attempting to square your shoulders and ease down the hallway. The house seemed to get quiet… to quiet as you checked from room to room. Hinges croaking under the old worn wood.
Nothing…You had found nothing letting your shoulders slump, letting your body ease as you entered the last room, your washroom. It felt cooler than the rest of the house. Everything had seemed as you left it except for that unnerving sound of the wind blowing through your open window.
“Must'a lef it open.” You uttered softly with a small huff of relief. Fingers reaching for the latch before closing it for good but in the heat of the moment you could have sworn you seen something shine red in the distance.
The house had finally felt quiet and even then you couldn't sleep. You stared up at the ceiling after you had returned to bed, not thinking, not moving just starin. You did that often. You probably stayed like that for hours until you decided that you wanted to be productive.
The sun had rose from the dead by the time you'd actually get up. You swept, mopped and cooked all while humming the blues. It wasn't until you were folding your laundry that you knew something was off.
A few of your favorite garments were either missing or straight up mangled.
“This washer ain't what it's like they say it was on the radio.” You uttered under your breath as you mourned over your favorite pair of panties.
“I reckon I's Gotta get some new ones.” You huffed before throwing them out.
It was around noon when you had left, you never truly liked how the hot Mississippi sun felt against your skin. You liked it better when she's low in the sky settling down for the night.
You walked out the house in your mother's old shawl and a slip dress ain't no reason to get dolled up you ain't got no one to see. Just stopping by the store to get brand-new garments.
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jaythewriter · 1 month ago
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I need a fic where Remmick just straight-up plots on a nun reader and her innocence taunts him. Like he'd weep to see her do the littlest things. When she prays he feels just a little bit of salvation when she speaks it makes his knees go weak. He sees her as his angel.
Idk something along them lines or a phantom of the opera one would be so good as well😩
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jaythewriter · 1 month ago
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Um hi anyways I need a fanfic/ oneshot about the reader catching Remmick in her house at the nick of dawn in her washroom just straight up sniffing her dirty laundry like a rabid animal in heat.
I dont know man I just need more weirdo/ loser Remmick in my life
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jaythewriter · 3 years ago
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Ok so yall hear me out I'm bout to hand out some fan fiction ideas because I'm to lazy to write them but what if there was a fiction about eddi and Steve dating the reader like a poly the best of both worlds right.
So like there in a poly and they all do goofy shit all the time like jump into rivers and shit or they all sit there and babysit the soon to be sophomores. After they take care of (there) kids they all "reward" each other. Also they can be having a special time and getting high and havibg a fun time and they get heated.This one could be more on the fluffy side and you can make a smutty part two tbh
I would also like to see a Nancy and Robin fic like two bad ass girlfriends talking about there days and having fun like a old romance movie. This one I just want to see some cute lesbians tbh this two could also be smutty
If anybody uses this just credit and at me I wanna read what you guys come up with tbh.
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jaythewriter · 3 years ago
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Warnings: weed/drugs, alcohol
Ok so image you and Eddie Munson are like high in the clouds after like a long day, and you both start playing never have I ever. It starts off innocent and sweet but then they travel to the more risky and sexual questions. After a while you guys get on the topic of love making and get flustered.
After a few minutes of silence you both lock eyes and start slowly leaning in. You both can smell the sent of weed and alcohol on each others lips as you both start swapping spit.
Let's just say the night ended with a very steamy way.
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