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New Books

Dammit, I’m in the middle of 4 WIPs and a 5th came to me last night.  Bloody hell.

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Another idea

And another idea came to me in the shower, childhood “enemies” to co-workers/lovers.  Dammit.

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Writing

Currently writing a royal AU and a mafia AU in addition to my different prompts I have an interest in and my novel.  Sigh, do we think I will finish any of them?!  lol

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This is felt.  lol

having a crush as an adult is so embarrassing i’m literally too old for this. i should be busy with my blacksmith apprenticeship or something

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Oh my gosh, totally!  Researching a book right now that deals with reincarnation....all I’m doing is research...

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Tired

Have you ever just wanted to walk away and start a new life?  I mean, I love my children, but there are times I just need to escape and have time to myself.

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100 - fucking percent.  I’m just exhausted on every level that exists and probably many that don’t.

Idk about you guys but my entire soul is just tired.

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Body Dysmorphia

BD is an absolute b!tch.  I know I’m not the only one who struggles with it.  On top of my anxiety; sweet lord.  I’ve been working out consistently since August/September of 2020, basically since the gyms reopened.  I’ve gone down many sizes and lost a little weight, but heavy lifting caused more fat to muscle conversion which I understand as a former high school/college athlete.  I don’t pay attention to the scale, because I know this.  I’m told I look great and I have noticed a huge difference in endurance and how clothes fit differently, but as someone who does suffer from BD, I still feel fat and feel like I look horrible...

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Toxic Trait

My toxic trait, starting a book but losing interest and not finishing it; then I decide I want to read it again and have to start from the beginning only to lose interest again.  I literally have a PILE of books half or 3/4 finished.  Let’s not talk about my apps and the state of those books.

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Indiana, raised Southern IN, we called it a rolling stop.  Live in Northern Indiana now, it’s called a stop and pause.

very specific tag game: if you are from the US and can drive, pls reblog and say where you’re from and what you call it when someone sorta pauses at a stop sign without fully stopping all the way

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Wit’s End

I am at my wit’s end.  I have been without a job since 12/1/21 and I am losing my mind.  I need something to doooooooo!

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Prompts

Looking to see how I do getting back into writing by doing some prompts.  I’ve been so stuck for almost a year.  My book, well, “book” is in limbo.  What document formatting services are free?  I don’t have Microsoft Suite anymore, and need suggestions.