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RIP Mercutio you would have loved harassing the french over the internet

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desperately looking for RP partners 🙏

more info on my pinned post dm me if you're interested!!

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look, I'm not one to judge what ships people are into...

but i just saw someone ship Harry Potter and ORION MF BLACK.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE ???

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if you don’t like children’s shows what r u even doing

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I'm looking for RP partners !

Some of my fandoms :

- Marauders

- MPHFPC (books and movie)

- Ride the cyclone

- jatp

- descendants

• English isn't my first language, I will make spelling and grammar mistakes, please be patient.

• I'd prefer if you didn't use an OC but if you really want to that's fine.

• I mostly do ship RP.

• I don't have any triggers but if you do, please tell me.

• If you're not comfortable with something I say please tell me.

• If you have any questions don't hesitate to ask !

I usually write semi-literate.

Message me or leave a comment if you're interested !

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Wolfstars hands

Sirius Black has an artists hands. 

When he was younger, just a boy, he always had unusually bony hands. His mothers hands. And as he got older, was made to meet new people, his mother always reminded him that his reputation and his handshake were his first impressions on people- so he kept his hands as neat and soft as his reputation, for the longest time. His mother always had an expensive moisturizing cream shipped in from Sweden every month and a half- he was made to use it. When he got older, it was replaced with Lilys rose scented lotion. He never dropped the habit.

His hands had always been smaller- long, thin fingers, but small for a male member of the Black family, and bony. An artists hands. 

Remus Lupin has a workers hands. 

He always helped around the house, fixing loose floorboards or replacing shingles. His parents also helped fix up a lot of old buildings that were being turned into shops, and he was right there with them, nailing in floorboards, and ripping out door frames to be replaced. He even started chopping wood for the older people around town. At Hogwarts, he never stopped- he was always moving fallen branches from the courtyard to the forest, fixing up things around the dorms, getting firewood for the professors in fall and winter. He never dropped the habit.

His hands had always been large- not abnormally, but hands meant for working, meant to be used. Calloused, rough, scarred. A workers hands. 

When they hold hands, it’s not just holding hands. It’s not just a show of love or affection. 

It’s slow, careful strokes of a brush dipped in obsidian black on a stark white canvas. 

It’s focused and swift thunks of an ax through wood, digging into the stump underneath. 

It’s the scratching of a quill on paper, creating an entire world with just a word, just a whisper of a name on a silver tongue. 

It’s the rhythmic sound of a hammer coming down on nails, building up a house, a home with nothing more than a single person's hands.

Paint stains the wood that is used to build their home, after Hogwarts. Ink spills on a toolbag, stains the red a deep blue. Neither of them mind.

Paint rubs off Sirius’s hands only after minutes of rough scrubbing, rough enough that his hands are red from more than just the paint. Remus is standing at the counter, pressing a rag to where he caught his hand with the back of his hammer- the rag is stained red with blood, but they both know the injury will be nothing more than a scar in two weeks, and sirius’s hands will be completely unstained by the next day.

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this is so freaking beautiful omg.

i love them so much i think it's unhealthy at this point

Remus has never particularly liked attention. Growing up, attention always meant the kids in his neighborhood were making fun of him- from his scars, to his always messy hair, to the raggedy clothes he wore because his parents couldn’t afford better. So he learned to avoid it in any way he could.

Except.

Except when he was 13, and Sirius Black just couldn’t keep his eyes off of him.

Except when he was 14, and Sirius Black showered him with gentle touches and little gifts

Except when he was 15 and he realized he was in love with Sirius Black, the Sirius Black who never let him go into Hogesmade alone and who always held his hand just because.

Except when he was 16 and finally dating Sirius Black. There was something addictive about that attention, about the lingering looks that meant more now and the way Sirius had to fight to pay attention in class when they sat together, about the way Sirius would stare for a moment whenever Remus kissed him.

And maybe he shouldn’t feel so intensely about his boyfriends attention, but when Sirius gives it so willingly, who could blame him? So if it meant pressing him to the wall and kissing him right before class, or resting his hand on the boys thigh when he was telling a story to their friends in the common room, or waking him in the middle of the night to get into bed with him and hold him, he was going to keep Sirius’s attention on him.

Sirius never seemed to mind anyway.

(@cloudyskyeee)

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hollowheart banter be like

Enoch: You know, young people these days are just so disrespectful. I've lived 118 years to get this kind of treatment from a 16 year old?

Jake, completely deadpan: Are you off your medication, Grandpa?

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alright, family, family, yada, yada, i got it.  bring it in. 

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just re-read the chocolate box girls by Cathy Cassidy and I am shocked by how underrated this series is?? these books were like a really big part of my childhood

who was you guys' favorite?? mine has always been Skye I love her sm

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Songs that remind me of mphfpc characters

Emma

Girls - MARINA

Burning pile - Mother Mother

Always Forever - Cults (it makes me think of her first relationship with Abe and how she thought he was going to stay with her forever)

First love/late spring - Mitski (this one makes me think of her relationship with Jacob)

Nymphology - Melanie Martinez

Enoch

Boys will be bugs - Cavetown

Jar of hearts - Christina Perri (do I even need to explain?)

Treehouse - Alex G, Emily Yacina ("except you, you can stay" is about Horace, you can't tell me I'm wrong)

Death - Melanie Martinez (thank you to the person that suggested this idk why I didn't think of it earlier lmao it makes so much sense)

Jacob

Lunchbox friends - Melanie Martinez

I can't handle change - Roar

Mad Hatter - Melanie Martinez

Horace

Good old-fashioned lover boy - Queen (he's a good old-fashioned lover boy I mean)

Bronwyn

Surface pressure - Encanto soundtrack (Luisa and Bronwyn are the same characters in different fonts)

Running up that hill (A deal with God) - Kate Bush (... Victor...)

Hugh

Loverman - Ricky Montgomery (*cries*)

Running up that hill (A deal with God) - Kate Bush (yeah ik I put it twice but it fits too)

Talia - Ride the Cyclone soundtrack

Fiona

Dandelions - Ruth B. (I don't have any explanation lmao)

Olive

Runaway - Aurora (again, no explanation)

Noor

Deviltown - cavetown (IT FITS SO WELL, JUST LISTEN TO THE LYRICS ANS IMAGINE NOOR SAYING THIS)

Millard

Sex with a ghost - Teddy Hyde

Ancient dreams in modern land - Marina

Liquid smooth - Mitski

Milord - Edith Piaf (yes it's just because it sounds like his name)

Miss P

Que sera sera (whatever will be, will be) - Doris Day

I know my tastes in music are very basic (I mostly listen to kpop ngl), this is just for fun don't take it seriously!!

Also if you have any suggestions, I'll add it :)

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EVERYONE LOOK WHAT I JUST GOT FOR MY BIRTHDAY OMMFMGGGG

THEY'RE SO PRETTY

THE SIGNATURES ON THE THIRD BOOK I'M OBSESSED AAHHH

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do u guys think there are chicken ymbrynes

like they turn into chickens

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Random peculiarities downsides! Book version!!

Emma

She often overheats so much she collapses. Yes she's fire proof, not temperature proof. It almost always feels like she has a small fever brewing, and pressure behind the eyes and nosebleeds torment her if she uses her peculiarity too much.

On a bad day, people can't stand to be around her. Not that they don't absolutely love her to bits, it's just that they physically find it to be uncomfortable standing within a certain distance with the heat she's emmiting from her skin. As someone with abandonment issues, this hurts her very much.

She also cannot lay on flammable materials, so she either has to sit on the wooden floor or stand most of the day.

When miss p suggested a metal bed she cried so hard she threw up.

Most times she's not even aware of the heat, though. So one time she came up behind Claire and hugged her suddenly, only for the little girl to let out the most terrible scream. Emma had burnt the shape of her hands faintly onto Claires skin, and still hasn't forgiven herself.

Claire loves her though, and drew her pictures for when she was sad about it.

Jacob

Hes not very good at figuring out what's a normal stomach ache and what's a "hollow" ache. He frequently panics over this.

Always on edge. Due to the rest of peculiardom relying on his powers, he believes the only way to keep his friends safe is to keep constant vigilance.

Some days he's so snappy and protective he has to be removed from the household until he calms down. Not in a cruel way, but once when Enoch tried to leave the house Jacob yanked him back and told him to sit down and stay still, they were still out there.

He ended up scaring most of the young ones, and even Enoch turned wary of him for a while after.

Panics at the sight of shadows. Every time. He sees a shadow of branches moving and thinks that he lost his peculiarity, and that all his friends are about to die because of him. Nothing ever happens, but then he feels stupid and restless.

Bronwyn

It goes without saying that this girl can pick up huge boulders without breaking a sweat. So when it comes to ordinary objects or people, she almost always forgets her own strength.

She always tries to be mindful of others, but unfortunately, due to having her ability most of her life, she's unable to gauge the amount of strength it would take to not hurt each person.

She gets confused alot. A touch that wouldn't hurt Jacob would be harmful to Claire, and a soft punch that wouldn't make Enoch laugh would have Horace flinching away with a bruised arm. For someone who hates hurting her friends, this causes her to break away every so often.

Waking up in the morning she actually has to get used to the feeling of her strength, so she wakes up an hour before everyone else at 5am. She doesn't like being alone, but she would rather be alone than snap her door handle again.

Regularly forgets that people don't like being picked up. She did it to Victor all the time just because she could. She tried it with Horace and nearly launched him straight up into the air because she couldn't FEEL him. Its a good thing he held onto her hand, or he would have gotten hurt.

Enoch

Doesn't actually like his peculiarity that much, because people think he's creepy and gross. Always covered in blood and preservation fluid and mud, but how else is he meant to practise? Emma can practise setting things on fire, Fiona can practise growing huge hedges based on people, yet he's shamed on for practising something he can't control?

It takes a lot out of him to raise the dead. He's constantly lending his own living energy and doing a cycle from his own body to the dead. This means their energy mixes, and leaves him feeling lethargic and brittle. Like a corpse.

Hates dead things. He's just used to them. People assume he kills most of the animals he has in his basement, but he actually goes through the forest near their house and collects the ones who have died naturally. After every reset, the corpses are back, and he does it all again.

He interanlly panics whenever someone refers to him as cruel or disgusting. He can't help it. Same as Horace can't control his nightmares, or olive her levitation. Yes, his peculiarity isn't pretty. That's not his fault. Immediate dislike for Jacob when he saw the look of morbid disgust on his face when he saw his clay soldiers fighting.

Sometimes feels intense guilt when reanimating someone. His belief is that when they're dead, they should be left dead. May that be in heaven, hell, or somewhere else. It is not his place to interfere with the next life.

It's why he refuses to summon Victor. He likes it where he is. No matter how much Bron cries about it.

Horace

His whole peculiarity is a downside to be honest.

Every so often though, he'll have this huge massive fits that can last for days. He doesn't see his family coming towards him, he sees his old family. Wights. Hollows. Monsters. Strangers. Garbling words and fires and pain. It's better to leave him alone until he's a tad calmer before getting him water.

He'll think everyone's a threat, will mutter and jump up and flinch if someone reaches for something near him, will bang the back of his head against the wall without feeling it, and will call people by the names of the strangers he sees in his head.

Will hurt himself by scratching and headbanging, but sometimes he screams and screams and screams because to him? His dreams are real.

That means the fire that is burning up the room is actually burning his skin, too. Everyone knows Horace dies in these dreams a couple times an episode, and it breaks their hearts to hear him praying to anyone out there he'll end up somewhere nice.

He Sees hallucinations, mostly dead people, and can and will have lengthy calm conversations with them of how they died. He can't see his family through the horrific things his mind is showing him, so he believes he is alone. He's not, though.

Claire and olive aren't allowed near him in these episodes, after bursting into tears after he was having a conversation with a woman who was burnt to death and had her skin melted away by her husband who then killed himself after.

Will have a huge migrain and smaller visions coming out of this, with regular nosebleeds for a while after.

(Millard and miss p searched for the name he had been talking to, later on. Shocked, they found a singular article deep in the library in devils acre about the murder, a place Horace would never had found it. They don't know what to do with this information).

Olive

Olive sometimes has trouble in thinking she's safe. She'll have days where she's bouncing around like a little astronaut on her rope without her shoes and then other days she'll be hiding under her bed with her shoes on, rope, doors and windows locked shut, lest she fly away.

She sometimes forgets to check the state of the rope she's using. She's had some very close calls.

Has trouble playing games like football/soccer, and can never go swimming with the rest of her family. Even on very hot days.

Can't keep up with her family very well, it's why bronywyn carries her everywhere. Her very chunky lead boots drag her down and hurt her ankles and feet, resulting in rolled ankles, burns and sore scrapes.

Claire

She used to love the feeling of having her hair curled and braided by her mother, but since developing her mouth she doesn't have that luxury.

She bit the middle finger right off her mothers hand when she was four.

Everywhere she goes smells like rotten meat, thanks to her back mouth. It only likes raw meat, and refuses to be brushed with toothpaste. If it isn't fed, however, it will rip the hair from her head and eat that instead.

Will feel very sick and will be bedridden sometimes from both mouths sharing the same stomach. Raw meat isn't good for a five year old little girl.

Has to be careful when washing or shampooing her hair, as wet hair can get sucked into her back mouth. Nobody is quite sure of the physics here, but if hair goes into her backmouth it feels like it's clogging her front mouth, and will choke her until someone rushes in and bravely rips it out of the sharp toothed beast.

Has a huge metal muzzle that she must wear to sleep "comfortably". It's not comfortable, despite the pillow padding. Her neck cricks, sometimes the metal pinches, and it weighs her whole head down. It's better than her pillow being eaten, though.

Sometimes, maybe once a year, her backmouth will try to speak.

And it's horrific.

People live in fear of it happening, and when it does happen people are left disgusted and shaken.

The sound of a grown man gurgling through unintelligible words shouldn't come from the body of a little girl.

Hugh

Gets stung repeatedly by his bees, and even sometimes when he eats. They get angry, living in his stomach, when food comes down into their home. He tries to make sure EVERY SINGLE bee is completely out before he eats, and this can take a while, but every so often a straggler stays behind, and stings the inside of his stomach during dinner.

It's excruciating.

He'll often jump up from the table as if he had been shot and vomit up both the food and the bee in pain. He'll spend the next day whimpering in bed as his stomach acid works against the sting and the stinger of the bee left inside his body.

Another thing is he could be talking to one of his friends, when a bee will randomly come along and sting them with no prompt. Then he'll catch them avoiding him the next couple of days. It hurts.

He'll be terrified and clamp his mouth shut against his bees for a couple of days afterwards.

Coughs up huge lumps of random honeycomb. It's hard, and cold, and uncomfortable, and it hurts his throat coming up.

Fiona

Will accidently make poisonous or stinging plants by trying to copy pictures of flowers she sees in books or the acre.

Had a scare when olive came back from playing in the garden struggling to breath with red and yellow spots up her neck, caused by a beautiful pink plant fiona had grown the night before.

Whenever she cries onto the ground, it acts like some sort of crazy fertiliser? And the plants and trees that grow are terrible hard to cut or knock down, crashing through windows and cracking walls, born by her grief. That's what made the greenroom. They couldn't remove the small forest, so they built around it and made something beautiful from her destruction.

Can and will cough up leaves whenever her body feels like it. The less she drinks the more it happens, and the less she drinks the more hard and dead the leaves become, causing small cuts in her throat. The more she drinks, the opposite happens.

Always, ALWAYS needs to be outside. And in the night she has to have her window open. She doesn't know why.

Feels so much pressure in having to be one of the soul sustenance of her family while living in the loop. What if her crops grew rotten? Or she lost her peculiarity? They got bored of her food? It was bland? What if they starved?

(After she fell from the cliff, one of the trees below softened her fall. After being captured by the wights, she wished it hadnt).

Millard

Sometimes panics he isn't real. He can walk into a room and not be acknowledged, so he constantly makes noise to see if somebody will refer to him. To make sure he hasn't disappeared completely. Is absolutely terrified of speaking one day and nobody answering.

Will overhear anyone else talking shit or complaining about him. His feelings are always hurt, but doesn't want to be seen as a creep when he tells them he was spying on them.

Misses the way he used to look. His hair, freckles, the way everybody could tell his short legs were gearing up for a massive growthspurt. He wonders how he would look now, and cries silently as he realises he forgot the colour of his eyes.

Mourns the fact he can probably never have a relationship. Nobody- In his experience- wants to be in a relationship with an invisible man, and a relationship between two invisible people who wouldn't know where the other stood would be frustrating and hellish.

It's why he felt euphoric when he met lily. Then fell headfirst back to earth when he realised she was normal, and couldn't tell her family she was in a relationship with somebody they could never meet.