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Saw this in Portland

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I was. Will do. :3

Okay, now I see what you mean for your current process. Yayyy for being literaaaal. XD

why is the weirdest dirtiest kink shit in hazbin just vanilla bondage

porn studio seems to just produce the most standard risque porn scenarios and actors

actors with beauty standards and the filthiest thing they can say is "daddy"

where all the other kinksters at

where's the snuff, the fatties, the stinky feets?

you're telling me these people are in a place where they can literally explore anything now with basically no repercussions and the best they can come up with is basic bitch BDSM and a little sadism?

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tiktoks with vine energy pt. 7

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In spite of the settings where one can literally lean on sinful ideas, it makes no difference to me from all the content I've gone through. I do my best to set my expectations to the ground when I've built an opinion before watching: Characters opening up their universe made by a group of all creative types in all genres and experience levels.

It would make sense in the background of things for more sinfulness to occur, but it feels more like the primary world concept of "the afterlife is the same as life" approach from any bits I've caught. I haven't seen either of the Vivzie productions still, but I feel like I've seen the shows before, just now with a coat of artistic eye candy.

It doesn't reinvent the wheel but is it a good run?

why is the weirdest dirtiest kink shit in hazbin just vanilla bondage

porn studio seems to just produce the most standard risque porn scenarios and actors

actors with beauty standards and the filthiest thing they can say is "daddy"

where all the other kinksters at

where's the snuff, the fatties, the stinky feets?

you're telling me these people are in a place where they can literally explore anything now with basically no repercussions and the best they can come up with is basic bitch BDSM and a little sadism?

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I CANNOT GET THIS VIDEO OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD. HUNGRY HUNGRY PIZZA FOR ME. MY HUNGRY ASS WILL EAT JUST ABOUT ANYTHING!

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Hold on, wouldn't that be vaguely offensive to the living trees in that gif? XD

Surprise! It's my birthday today! :D I'm weird and don't normally ask for gifts but they wouldn't go unloved.

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Did you brush? XD

Thank you, goober!

Surprise! It's my birthday today! :D I'm weird and don't normally ask for gifts but they wouldn't go unloved.

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LMAO

Thank you so very much you awesome sweetie!

Surprise! It's my birthday today! :D I'm weird and don't normally ask for gifts but they wouldn't go unloved.

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Big and sweet! Thank youuuuu!!

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Happy birthday, Jestre! :)

Thank you so much, Shiro! It's been a minute! :D

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Who is the first guy?

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Surprise! It's my birthday today! :D I'm weird and don't normally ask for gifts but they wouldn't go unloved.

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I say a lot more between friends on Discord than I do on here because I think a lot and have a lot to say, but the way I say things tends to be weird or run others the wrong way. It's not out of maliciousness because I try to clearly say or type what's on my mind. So if anything, I can be very direct but still be a nervous mess because it is very easy for me to trip over my words once any anxiety starts.

This means I take negative responses rather critically. Otherwise I wouldn't have deleted my Twitter a few years ago once I was getting targeted after a certain call-out blog got me involved and the panic made me poorly type out a panicked memory recollection I didn't know what to do with to explain there was no maliciousness intended at all, and followed with a lot of regret and a direct apology when having a chance to meet with a related contact.

What I will tell you is I keep waiting to get pulled back once I start trying to get my name more active in voice acting and art. Something that could make me get rid of my entire online presence and live out the rest of my life between work and career with my true name, and very few friends. Something that would cut away every online outlet and, I'll just say it, push me over the edge and into the grave. I don't rely on online presence, but being able to share all types of art among each other helps keep me alive. Remove the outlet and no one will know what happened to me.

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Same hat.

So I confess I've had some regular followers that I've kinda wanted to try hanging out with to see if we could be friends, because my friend pool is low and it's so hard to make new friends with that callout blog out there. My followers here might be the only people I can comfortably assume understand what kind of person I am.

But I am also VERY shy and worried about forming friendships only to neglect them because I can only really handle one or two people to really focus on at a time. I'm also worried about the potential of people befriending me to use me in some way, my trust issues are absolutely through the roof now and I don't let anyone in who gives any sort of alarm bells.

But I'm really feeling that loneliness lately. I still have my group of friends, but it's small, and I can feel myself longing for more friends again so I can have a comfortable support system and a lot of perspectives.

I just don't know how to approach anyone here and ask, used to be the best way to get to know me was my discord server but my trust issues closed me off from that too.

There's a couple of these people I follow, and maybe a couple or so that I don't follow, and I wonder if they've been struggling with the same issue with me, not knowing if it's appropriate to ask to hang out. And I'm not even sure how I'd answer that, because while I find it disconcerting for total strangers to offer friendship, there are some exceptions if they at least have rapport with me.

Usually how my friendships would happen was I'd either offer ways for people to hang out with me in groups and click with some people, or someone had some kind of talent that I wanted to see more of and possibly utilize or collaborate with. Sometimes though it starts with someone coming to me for help, or being on a project with me.

My social confidence is extremely low now and it's harder to do these things, so I am not sure how to make offers of friendship or how to let other people offer in a way that is comfortable for me or them

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Mostly the latter because they seem to be there like candy in Hell. Haven't seen the series yet but that's the interpretation I'm getting.

Do drugs exist in Vivzie's worlds to talk about addiction and the dangers of drugs, or do they exist because it's edgy and adult to have drugs

I hope the next seasons prove me wrong and we get some new writers that can give the shows what they're missing

I want the best possible for these shows, I really do