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[jesushchristmunson]

Hi everyone… I’m logging out of this account. I loved being here with all of you but it became too overwhelming, I found that I wasn’t enjoying writing as much when I was relied on for it, I wasn’t writing for me and for my own fun. I was writing to get attention and follows and it’s not good for me.

I’ve been writing more lately, but my plan is to just keep it for myself. I’ve spent too much time focused on what others think of my writing rather than how I feel about my writing. I love to write stories, I’ve done it since I was a kid. I’ve always had a big imagination and anything interesting in my life I’d make a fun story about it, like YouTube in 2010-2016 and one direction and 5sos, I’ve always written. My teachers would tell me I should go into creative writing because I’ve always been so passionate about it and I love it.

And then I started posting things places and every time I do that I seek attention and I seek the praise that comes with that, and I don’t need that. I don’t want that. It’s not good for my mental health.

On the topic of health though, that flare up I mentioned in august, is still going on. I’m struggling bad and this one feels like I’m never gonna escape it.

And final point, I may come back, I’m not deactivating and I have my login stuff for this account saved, it’s just that I have adhd, and hyperfixations move really fast for me. I love stranger things and I’ve been such a huge fan of it since it came out, but now the hype is over and my brain just isn’t obsessed with it rn, the next seasons gonna come out and I’ll be right back in, but it’s just not what I want to be super focused on anymore.

My current hyperfixation is kpop, once again. It’s strange how no matter what, I always will end up back stuck in that kpop hole. Not that I’m complaining lmao.

I love you all, thank you for being so nice and thoughtful with me, and thank you for enjoying my content.

Thank you, Lucas :)

[jesushchristmunson]

hi!!! i really really really wanna get back to posting my fics here! i’m sorry for not being active in like a month. i’ve been having a medical flare which just makes me stressed and i couldn’t do much writing, i’m still in the flare, but now i’ve also got a cold, which is just awesome…. but i really really wanna start writing again. i’m seeing all the requests in my inbox and i want to do all of them! i will write again soon, but i can’t promise anything. i love you all❤️

[jesushchristmunson]

okay hi i know i haven’t posted in ages i’m taking a mental health break. i’m struggling really bad.

but i still wanna do stuff. does anyone wanna steddie roleplay? i really wanna do smut mostly. but i’d be down to do fluff to. i’m not really good at angst. i’d prefer to be eddie but we can discuss that!!

message me if you wanna!!!!

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ily adam! i really hope you’re doing okay! can people help out my friend please! it would mean so so much to him!!

my childhood dog passed away today. it has left my family heartbroken. i do not know when i will be able to write again. my posts will be sporadic if i am able to post anytime soon.

on top of the pain of losing a childhood dog, we are left with euthanasia and cremation expenses. if you would like to help out, my cashapp is linked below.

i love you all.

- a

[jesushchristmunson]

okay i am going to write and i am going to try my very very hardest to post! i got a request the other day and i’ve been dreaming about how to write it so i think the writers block is easing and i can start to write it!!!

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Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

[jesushchristmunson]

hi everyone!!! just want everyone of you to know i have seen all the requests and i am so thankful that people continue to send them!!! i promise i will do as many as i can, i’m in a writing slump. all of the prompts you’re all sending are so so good! i will try my hardest to post something today! thank you for understanding. keep the requests coming! i promise they’ll get done eventually!!!

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Incorrect Steddie Quotes: Part 6

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Steve was a little nervous for a bath. As much as he felt regressed, there was still that big part in him telling him that it’s weird. But he agreed, he let Eddie give him a bath.

The trailers tub wasn’t very big, so they preferred to do bath time at the Harrington house, but Steve’s parents were home for the first time in a long time, which meant Steve wasn’t there.

So they went to the bathroom, Steve insisted that he walked, Eddie did offer to carry him. Steve got a bit nervous about that too. “Do you want bubbles? And some toys?” Eddie asked. closing the door behind them. Steve nodded.

“I’ll get the water going and the bubbles in, you go into the cupboard and pick what toys you would like.” Eddie smiled, the way Eddie was speaking to Steve made him feel so relaxed.

Steve went into the cupboard and picked some toys. Eddie was very into ocean animals. mostly sharks, so he has a lot of shark figurines. Steve picked 3, a hammerhead, a great white, and a tiger shark. They were Eddie’s favourite. Once they were picked, the bath was ready for Steve to get in.

Eddie helped Steve get undressed, once again it made Steve feel weird, but he liked the way Eddie was caring for him, he felt safe and loved. Steve got in the water and relaxed in the warmth.

Eddie let Steve relax for a few minutes, then he enticed him to play with the toys. “What’s this guys name?” Eddie asked, holding up the hammerhead. “Dunno.” Steve mumbled. “C’mon kiddo, he’s gotta have a name! Pick one!” Eddie just wanted Steve to be happy.

Thank You

Another steddie popcorn fic with @jesushchristmunson

Steve had a bad habit of overworking himself. The store has been extremely busy lately, him and robin had been arguing, and he still hadn’t processed all the stress & trauma from defeating vecna. To say the least, he was stressed.

He was pretty good at not letting his stress show but Eddie could always tell. “Steve, you need to take some time off, you’re working yourself half to death!” Eddie didn’t often scold Steve, or anybody for that matter, but he knew Steve wouldn’t relax on his own. “I’m fine Eds, it’s just a bit of stress.” Eddie decided not to push him on it, at least not right now.

Steve got home after a long day at the shop. As soon as he walked into the small trailer he was met with Eddie sitting stiffly on the couch. “You okay, Eds?” He wasn’t used to coming home to Eddie being an adult. Typically he’d regress while waiting for Steve to get home. “I have a proposition.” Steve sat on the couch awkwardly but curious as to what the proposition was. “What is it?” “Well, you know how you usually care for me when I’m small? What if i took care of you for once..?” Steve was a bit caught off guard but not upset. He stared at the floor for a second, he had never regressed before, he was the one that took care of everyone else! Not the other way around. He wasn’t sure but this looked like it was important to Eddie so he decided he would do it.

“Okay.” Eddie’s eyes lit up. “Really? You’ll let me take care of you?” “Sure, Eds. But… how do I do it?” “I’ll show you! Just trust me, angel.”

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The trick to leaving amazing comments on fanfic (if you’re nervous to comment/have nothing to say)

Sometimes, I see people who want to comment on fics, but are shy, nervous, or just don’t think they have anything to say. So, here’s the trick to low-effort but amazing comments:

- copy-paste your favourite line from the fic into your comment.

- add an emoji showing how it made you feel, or write what it made you think.

- That’s it. That’s the entire comment.

“But that’s so low-effort, won’t that disappoint the author?” Firstly: no, authors in general love any positive feedback. English teachers aren’t grading your comments. Authors will love that you bothered to say anything no matter what you say, so long as it isn’t mean. There’s no situation where this is a concern.

Secondly: authors love this kind of comment. It’s my favourite. It demonstrates that you engaged with the text, which s always super flattering, and additionally provides extremely useful data. We want to know what lines stood out to you the most, to be worth commenting on! We want to know what they made you feel or think! Again, this isn’t an English essay; pasting your favourite joke and attaching a laughing emoji is enough! This kind of data helps us improve as writers and demonstrates that our work made somebody think or feel something. It’s great.

So there’s the tip. If you want to comment, but have nothing to say, copy-paste your favourite line and add a reaction. Works every time.

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that autistic urge to eat non edible things. why

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no because my special interest is sharks and this just made me so happy

fun facts about sharks

[jesushchristmunson]

can i get some hcs of cg!steve or cg!eddie with an autistic little who tends to get overwhelmed easily?

hi sorry i’m just now answering this. i don’t do x reader and i think that that’s what you’re asking for. i also will not write cg eddie, i just don’t feel comfortable doing that. i could make a post of cg steve headcanons but make it steddie related? if you want that just send another ask asking for it! if i do cg steve i’ll probably add little bits of him doing caring for the other littles in the party. i kinda have a set way of who i believe is cg/little. so also if you want a post of me explaining that i would be down to do that. just let me know!!

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joseph sent that tweet confirmed!

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hiiii

can y’all send me headcanons of what you think trans ftm eddie would be like??? i wanna write a fic but i just wanna get a few ideas. i’ve got some of my own, but i love hearing from my followers!!!

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#oh just some more steddie stuff ♡

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“I’m gonna show you age dreaming, it’s a lot easier than going straight to regression. Sometimes when you’re age dreaming, you may find yourself regressing. And that’s okay. You’re safe here.” Eddie explained.

“How do we start?” Steve asked, a little bit nervous. “Can I baby talk you? It helps get into the mindset.” Steve nodded. “Okay, well I think we should get my little boy into some comfy clothes, don’t you think so buddy. I can get you a bottle or a sippy with any drink your little heart desires.” Eddie cooed. Steve was so flustered. He’s never been treated like this, he was always the one doing this. Whether it was actually caregiving for Eddie’s own regression, or just being that parental figure for the kids. He was always the one caring.

“Can I wear one of your shirts?” Steve asked, still very shy. “Baby, of course you can. Will you need help changing, or will you be a big boy and do it on your own?” Steve kinda chuckled at the comment, since he’s literally said those exact words to Eddie. “I’ll be okay.” Steve said. Started walking to the bedroom.

“Before you go, do you want a bottle or sippy?” Eddie asked, and that really made Steve think. He figured a bottle would be too baby for him. So he chose the sippy. “I’ll do a sippy. And whatever kind of juice we have will be okay.” Steve then left to change.

Steve came back out in Eddie’s favourite Black Sabbath shirt, and a pair of Eddie’s basket ball shorts, not that Eddie plays basketball. but they’re comfy shorts. “Let’s get you set up with a cartoon and your sippy. Do you maybe want a stuffie? Or do you just wanna start with a show and sippy first?” Eddie asked.

“I’m not sure. I want this to work. I’m just really nervous about it all. I’ve never done anything like this.” Steve said, walking over to sit on his spot on the couch. They picked his movie, The Goonies. Steve actually really enjoyed this movie when it first came out. Him and Robin went to it together when it came out the year before.

He had very happy memories of the movie. Thinking about happy things made him realize that feeling small might actually be easier than he thought. He was cuddled tightly with Eddie by the middle of the movie, and he was not feeling like his normal self. He thinks he’s feeling what Eddie describes as “slipping.”

Thank You

Another steddie popcorn fic with @jesushchristmunson

Steve had a bad habit of overworking himself. The store has been extremely busy lately, him and robin had been arguing, and he still hadn’t processed all the stress & trauma from defeating vecna. To say the least, he was stressed.

He was pretty good at not letting his stress show but Eddie could always tell. “Steve, you need to take some time off, you’re working yourself half to death!” Eddie didn’t often scold Steve, or anybody for that matter, but he knew Steve wouldn’t relax on his own. “I’m fine Eds, it’s just a bit of stress.” Eddie decided not to push him on it, at least not right now.

Steve got home after a long day at the shop. As soon as he walked into the small trailer he was met with Eddie sitting stiffly on the couch. “You okay, Eds?” He wasn’t used to coming home to Eddie being an adult. Typically he’d regress while waiting for Steve to get home. “I have a proposition.” Steve sat on the couch awkwardly but curious as to what the proposition was. “What is it?” “Well, you know how you usually care for me when I’m small? What if i took care of you for once..?” Steve was a bit caught off guard but not upset. He stared at the floor for a second, he had never regressed before, he was the one that took care of everyone else! Not the other way around. He wasn’t sure but this looked like it was important to Eddie so he decided he would do it.

“Okay.” Eddie’s eyes lit up. “Really? You’ll let me take care of you?” “Sure, Eds. But… how do I do it?” “I’ll show you! Just trust me, angel.”