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If I had been told to bet on Buddie Canon or a return of Robert Sugden I would have put all my money on Buddie.

But instead here I am, with those two looking at each other, just as they did six years ago, and with Robert on my screen.

Though briefly, that's okay, I'm content with what I have.

I know it's for a short while, but my heart is so happy to see him again😭❤️‍🩹

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And we need to talk about something else. I know that many people are saying that it is a good thing that they have arranged for Ravi to be Buck's partner ... well, to me that is a tragedy.

LITERALLY MY WORST NIGHTMARE ABOUT BUDDIE COMING TRUE.

The thought that not only we might never have them together romantically (we might = we definitely won't), but I even have to give them up even as partners??😭

“You guys should take this act on the road”

Yes, of course, take that dynamic away from me as well, whatever💔

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I was hoping it would pass, but instead my anger is growing, especially reading the comments on social. It's okay to love a ship, but there is a point where you have to wake up. I also loved those 3 seconds when they looked at each other, but people, enough! These 2 are ALWAYS looking at each other! We have dozens of moments like this. It is not a hint, it’s simply yet another crumb left there. And I am tired of crumbs. But if you people continue to settle for them, then they are perfectly right to give us only those and to mock us.

I can already see everyone there counting down to Buddie Canon S9.

Too bad I've already heard:

Buddie canon S3,

And Buddie Canon S4

And Buddie Canon S5

And Buddie Canon S6

And Buddie Canon S7

And Buddie Canon S8...

... yet we're still at: the way they look at each other! Plus Buck who randomly became homeless.

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“It wasn't really mine” when Buck said he wasn't really a guest 5 seasons ago… Come on, who are we kidding, let's stop being ridiculous🤡

I'm sick of the: but the looks, but the eye contact, but the chemistry, fuck it.

Enough is enough.

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The truth is that I felt better after the S6 finale. At least I was angry. Now I am simply tired.

That's it, I give up. I raise the white flag 🏳️

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Buddie speaking… knew we weren't going to get anything, BUT EVEN BUCK MOVING OUT?? Seriously? Gee, that's a real low blow🥲

I think it’is definitely better that I don't say what I think, I would just spew venom. And I only have myself to blame, I don't even know why I'm still hoping for something that I've been made to understand in every way that it's never going to happen🎪🤡

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Are you kidding me...

A nail? A FUCKING NAIL? Again? What's wrong with TV series with nails? What is it, some kind of sick obsession? Grateful that at least he didn't die, and for the Athena-Chim scene. Sorry to vent, spn fan here.

Anyway can I say... okay, 10 minutes to go, can I have my real and explicit Buddie hint? Thank you.

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It was good to see Eddie save the day, you will only ever see love for Edmundo Diaz from me but ... the rest?

No trapped together? No rescue in the rubble? No tension? No drama? I really have to stop fantasizing💔

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I'm going to say something very unpopular: “that hug” as the rubble was falling on them… it had to be Buck and Eddie.

Sorry Ravi, I love you, you're a princess, but we have priorities here and I've been waiting 7 years😩

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Buck really is a drama queen... I love him💖

And the fact that Eddie IMMEDIATELY noticed that something was wrong from the moment he opened his mouth (obviously, natural husband behavior)

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I would love to look for new moots, but I feel like I'm the only 30-year-old girl in the fandom and I don't want to annoy anyone....

Anyway, we are less than 15 minutes away from the episode and I want you to know that my profile is open for anything: if it goes well and we can finally celebrate something concrete after 7 years or if you want to vent if we receive yet another disappointment.

This is a safe space for any emotion💖

Forgive my terrible English, but I am Italian and it is 2 a.m., have mercy :)

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+ kitchen scene between Aunt Pepa and Buck. Seriously, this is real time fan fiction💖

Chris and Buck reunited + Aunt Pepa + hugs = I'M CRIING😭

My family is so beautiful and perfect, they are the best ship ever❤️‍🩹

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Chris and Buck reunited + Aunt Pepa + hugs = I'M CRIING😭

My family is so beautiful and perfect, they are the best ship ever❤️‍🩹

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Guys don't worry.

The missing piece of the puzzle is the obviously makeup sex on the kitchen table....

I can't believe I actually wrote this💀

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I remain CONVINCED that Bobby is alive and well, BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS THE REASON TOMMY THE RAT CARRIES THE BAR? UNDER WHAT TITLE?🐀🤡🤮

P.s I haven't said anything so far, but now I feel like saying it: in the past two weeks I have read a lot of SHIT from fans after Bobby's "death," insults to the cast, to the series, threats to leave the show and never watch it again, and so much more, from the same people who insulted the people who RIGHTLY complained about the lack of Eddie in such an emergency, or the lack of the Buddies. If the show does not focus on one character or one ship, it should be a rule that always applies, not at convenience😇

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OK, I couldn't see the episode live, I'll catch up tomorrow...but are we really sure Bobby is dead?

I still don't believe it, even these interviews and photos all seem very forced to me....🤷🏼‍���️

Isn't it all to make it dramatic and have the surprise effect (lost because of the script photo) when we discover him alive and well?

Come on, he almost died at least 95 times in these seasons, I still don't buy it😂

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Yes, all good, but I miss Eddie Diaz, Christopher Diaz, and my Buckley Family.

AGAIN, WHAT A CRAZY MASTERPIECE THAT WOULD HAVE COME OUT OF IT IF THEY COULD ALSO HAVE BEEN PRESENT...

What a wasted opportunity💔

I'm going to bed.

Good night.