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Worth the Risk

catalina alvarez/laila dermott

chapter 1 /12 | ongoing

word count: 4.4k

tags: slow burn, pre-canon, getting together, meet ugly, misunderstandings, canon compliant, cat’s referenced freshman year drama, yearning, worse:, LESBIAN yearning, pining, cat cody bestfriendism, laila jeremy bestfriendism, background pat/cody/ananya, featuring the floozies, very minor cat alvarez x female ocs, college try, light internalized homophobia, can internalized homophobia ever be light?, jealousy, minor angst, underage drinking, eventual smut, tags to be updated

summary:

What made the whole thing worse, what actually bothered her the most about this entire ordeal, was that she just couldn't stop thinking about Laila.

She wondered, sometimes, if it was just some fucked-up complex where she only wanted what she couldn’t have, if maybe she was developing some sort of kink for girls who lowkey hated her guts. Because how else could she justify the way she looked for Laila in every room, wanting to meet eyes that would be nothing but cold? Why else would her heart trip over itself and threaten to jump out of her chest every time Laila actually spoke to her, no matter how dry and mean?

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Winning streak.

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Worth the Risk

catalina alvarez/laila dermott

chapter 1 /12 | ongoing

word count: 4.4k

tags: slow burn, pre-canon, getting together, meet ugly, misunderstandings, canon compliant, cat’s referenced freshman year drama, yearning, worse:, LESBIAN yearning, pining, cat cody bestfriendism, laila jeremy bestfriendism, background pat/cody/ananya, featuring the floozies, very minor cat alvarez x female ocs, college try, light internalized homophobia, can internalized homophobia ever be light?, jealousy, minor angst, underage drinking, eventual smut, tags to be updated

summary:

What made the whole thing worse, what actually bothered her the most about this entire ordeal, was that she just couldn't stop thinking about Laila.

She wondered, sometimes, if it was just some fucked-up complex where she only wanted what she couldn’t have, if maybe she was developing some sort of kink for girls who lowkey hated her guts. Because how else could she justify the way she looked for Laila in every room, wanting to meet eyes that would be nothing but cold? Why else would her heart trip over itself and threaten to jump out of her chest every time Laila actually spoke to her, no matter how dry and mean?

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Happy blissed out kevjean Thursday.

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I feel like I draw Jean differently every time, I can’t translate how he looks on paper vs what’s in my headddd

Either way I love him 🫡

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Forgot to post this one

Excited for the Kevin duology and its ironic I was drawing him when I got the news

Crybaby ass

These were taken when it was still a wip

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happy kevjean thursday

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jean having both magnitude ten haterism and also loverboy instincts is very dear to me what do you mean his favourite colour is brown like the gaze that sought him out in every room but he’ll turn around and call someone a tedious malcontent

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It took Aaron a minute to find his voice again. He still sounded angry, but there was a muted edge to his, "You wouldn't even look at me. You wouldn't say a word to me unless I said something first. I'm not psychic. How was I supposed to know?"

"Because I made you a promise," Andrew said. "I did not forget it just because you chose not to believe me. I did what I said I would do, and fuck you for expecting anything else."

-Nora Sakavic, 'The King's Men'

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morning walk to practice

+ kevin fanboy

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First pottery lesson 🫖🐦‍⬛✨🥍

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I love KEVIN DAY SO MUCH

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POV: You've shown a mafia baby basic care and decency for two weeks, now you're forever under his protection.

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crashing out like I didn't already know the answer LMAO like DUH

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kevin day got the unseasoned egg autism but who am i to judge, a noodles and frozen veg autism